She got angry ...

when she heard about this blog. "Talkin' 'bout she motherless! I did duh best I cud! Dese wothless a** black a** men didn't do nuttin' but leave me wid babies.  If she ain't happy wid dat she can kiss my a**!"  She cursed me, disparaged my name.  What was new?  When had a day gone by when she didn't curse me, didn't disparage my name?  When did she ever not hate me, ever not lie on me?  When did she not pretend to be crazy? When did she not commit evil acts and not pen them on her innocent victims?

GOD told me that no one is as crazy as she pretends to be.  She is a disciple for the devil.  She picked the god that she wanted to serve and served him well.

Time is rapidly running out.  Almost all of the sand is in the bottom of the hour glass.  She keeps hearing the words of her father;"Dawthur, we didn't come heah to stay always."

She's looking, searching high and low for a way out of the mess she created.  She knows full well that it is repentance.  The very last thing she ever hoped to do.  The whole world will finally know her true character. No, she is not ashamed.   She is just mad, angry as hell with the "truth-tellers".  Those disloyal and dumb enough to spill the beans.

In her mind she is a "lady", an ordained minister.  She is the family matriarch.  "Dem n****** jest jealous of me 'cause I'm yalla!"  What utter nonsense! Color has nothing to do with your character!

You were hard headed, rebellious and refused to listen to your father.  You murdered him because you were tired of taking care of him and listening to his mouth.  Yes, you killed him but you couldn't take his spirit.  You could not erase his implanted wisdom and admonitions from my brain.

Yea, Mathy, you have done a lot of wrong for 88 years.  You're caught, you're busted.  You want to hate me.  Hate away.  You want to call me a liar.  You can call me every kind of filthy lying whore all day long or for the rest of your miserable life.  You can't magically turn GOD's Gospel Truth into a lie and you can't  make your past disappear by intimidating all of your "loved ones".

"I'm so glad I found the LORD Jesus in time."  Just maybe, with the tender mercies of GOD, you can find Him at last.

May the Dear LORD have mercy on your corrupt soul.

Sincerely,
Your daughter,
Rachel Gwendolyn