When in doubt, read the instructions!

Here I am sitting on the outside, looking on the inside.  Well, I'm not quite sure.  I may be on the inside , looking on the outside.  It doesn't matter.  All I know is I'm over here having a Holy Ghost party! I'm shouting, purely electrified with the Spirit.  I'm thanking GOD for delivering me from one of the most incredibly devious minds every created.

My testimony is fascinating.  I can't put this "book" down.  I can not and will not stop declaring the Goodness of My Almighty GOD to the entire world.

THANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUSTHANKYOUJESUS!!!!!!!!!

This poor woman still believes she is winning.  Why? Because nearly all of her victims still bow to her, cower to her, cloak for her and refuse to reveal her true nature.  They know that she hates GOD.  They actually know deep down inside that she purely hates them.  It is an inconvenient terrorizing embarrassing truth, so, many have decided to wait her out.  Most are simply terrified and agree that when your "mother" is a monster like ours, the best thing to do is live in denial.

She can not be explained to the world.  People will criticize you and scoff and say why didn't you do something to stop her long ago.  No one will realize that we inherited this albatross.  We were conditioned by her awful cruelty to look the other way.

Is my grandfather to blame? Were his daily admonitions too soft?  Did he in fact know what an awful demon his daughter was?  Or was he living in denial with us?

Today I am facing the fact, coming clean with myself.  I knew all the time.  No, as a child, I couldn't quite put my finger on it.  I didn't characterize her behavior as "demon possessed".  I'm sure I didn't know what that meant.  I knew something was mighty wrong with her. "Something" that I was very ashamed of. It was "something" we were forbidden to know, forbidden to talk about.  Instinctively I never trusted her, just watched her, listened and carefully planned my escape.

Pure Evil!  My LORD! What do you do when you have a child and one day realize that she is pure evil, a demon seed!?  Can you beat the hell out of her?  Should you just talk  to her, try to appeal to her "good will" and hopefully common sense?  Or do you put up with her, look the other way?  Do you let her bully and control you until she finally puts a .38 bullet in your heart?

I found out you read and study your Bible as well as pray.  Every thing we need to know to survive and thrive in this world is in that Book.  First thing, Jesus told us ;"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!"

Our Infinite All Knowing GOD knows the power of evil.  He knows the gullibility and treacherousness of man.  GOD knows that most of us can not handle the truth, can not bear it.   So, we live out our long miserable lives attached to a demon that we secretly hate.  Mystified year after year by her tricks and slander.

GOD told you to have faith.  He told you that when your mother and father forsake you He will life you up.  Most importantly He gave us an instruction book.  You can't get anything out of that book if you are too lazy to read it.  If you are so sorry and confused that you let that demon that is torturing you explain His WORD to you.  He told you;"walk not in the counsel of the ungodly".

How in the world can you be dumb enough to let the one person that has never done anything but cause you misery advise you?  Have you lost your mind!!!?

Ever time you get near the truth, every time you get close to discovering who and what she really is, she is going to mislead and confuse you.  You will not think, you will not question. You will continue to be her imp. (To be an imp for the devil's imp is the saddest place you can be on this planet.)

Martha had many pregnancies that ultimately produced six living children.  I compare our lives to the blind men trying to describe an elephant.  One blind man likened the elephant to a snake when he felt the trunk, another a large flat wall, one said an elephant was a long skinny rope that keeps switching.

Our version of Martha depends on our gender, color, order of birth and how our six different father's treated or "mistreated" her.

Martha produced children from ages 16 to 42.  She treated every one of us differently, all cruelly, yes, but totally different.   Her favorite thing to do was to keep secrets.  Pretending that you were her favorite.  that you were the only one she could confide in, could trust.

I didn't think any of us ever doubted her love for the LORD.  Then one day one brother  shared the secrets she made him keep for sixty years.  We compared notes.  Another brother got drunk and told me what she said about me, what she was telling all of them while she was calling me and telling me what a wonderful daughter I was.

I think the worse thing a person can do is to be found in deceit.  The worse thing that can happen to any mother is to be caught in her betrayal.  I wondered, scratched my head.  She demands that we all come home for Christmas or Thanksgiving.  But, we never had a sit down dinner.  She has a fine dining room complete with a beautiful dining room table.  Her hutch or China buffet is complete and overflowing with fine China and sterling silver.

Why does she cook and invite each relative over to just sit in the kitchen? She will laugh and talk with you, then encourage you to fix a to-go-plate.   Her paranoia is obvious.  "I know you got to go.  I know you busy.  Thanks for dropping by."

What was she afraid of?  Was she afraid that we would compare notes?  How could a mother never know the phone numbers or addresses of my siblings when I asked?

The truth is, the pure fact is, Martha Jane Walters, has been running from GOD's Truth her whole life.  She doesn't want to know because she can't face it.  She is too ashamed.  I don't think she started out to become such a notorious cruel demon.  But, it was so easy.  People are so simple and gullible, so easily frightened by foul curse words, guns and knives, and conjure.  Plus, she was so easy to love.  Kind on the eyes, a brilliant actress that could in fact read all of her children's minds.

Well, I just want to tell you that Martha has had her way or she thought she was having her way for 88 years.  But, GOD has been large and in charge of this whole human mess and He Will fix it!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)