"Jesus is waiting ..."

(singing) "Jesus is tenderly calling for you and for me."

It's been a long time coming but, it's coming.  None of us can escape the retribution we are due.  Yes, we have all made mistakes, sinned, if you will.  We sin because we are human.  We have spots and blemishes, weaknesses, we will slip and tell a lie if we are truly frightened of the consequences for our truth.

There comes a time when everyone has to look at their lives,reflect and review.  You should never be so cowardly that you can not look honestly at your own life.

My grandfather did not curse.   He was a true southern gentleman, always freshly attired, haircut, moustache
neatly trimmed. He wore very expensive hats and "Flo-shine shoes" (Florsheim).  I think I heard him mutter the word s*** 3 times in the 27 years I knew him.  Every time he said it, it had something to do with you.  Yes, he did use the "n" word profusely.  But, he taught me all men are equal.

He said ; "N******always trying to dump their dead s*** on somebody else."  That's you Mathy.  Living out lie after lie for 88 years.  You pretended to lose your mind when your tall handsome husband left your a**.  You could not admit that you mistreated him, did everything to emasculate him.  You whored around on him and you didn't always wash or brush your teeth.  Your house was pig nasty and you were always ignorant and hostile.  Did nothing but rant and rave all day.  He was going to have to kill you or leave.  He chose to quietly escape.

When he left you pinned it on me! Claimed that I was the cause of it! LIAR!!!  That is your dead s****! Entirely of your own making.  Own it! Accept it!

Why did you kill your daddy?  Was it because he told you over and over ;" that man ain't gon stay wid you Mathy ... ain't no man gon let no woman talk to him lak dat!"  You didn't listen.  Did you think outfitting him and putting your Cadillac in his name was enough , would placate him?  Or did you truly believe that your "root working" was that good?

I think you just knew you had some power.  Uncle Will died (the family root worker) and you tricked grieving aunt Olive out of his books on conjure and witchcraft.  You promised to destroy them.  But, you lied.  Read and studied every word, especially his "Lost Book of Moses".

You were just like a little girl in a candy store.  When cousin Rachel went fleeing, screaming into the night, after you sprinkled your dust in her suitcase,  you knew, just knew, you had the power.

Granddaddy told you that you were going to hell.  You just grinned that demonic Cheshire cat sly grin and proceeded to do as you pleased.  You blocked blessings, stood in the way of dreams and hated!  88 years of insane jealousy and secret hatred.  What did you get? You got tricked! That's what you got!  The devil will trick you out of your destiny, out of your anointing, every time.

You can cling to a demon if you want to.  You can play ignorant and retarded.  You can pretend that I am speaking in Greek, that you are deaf and can't hear me.  I came to tell you, leave all of that mess alone.  Don't bother with horoscopes, Ouija boards, tarot cards, palm readers.  Shun all of that "mess".  It is form satan.  It will keep you from your blessings.  Put your trust in Almighty GOD.  You will never need or want for anything.  "I once was young and now am old.  I have never seen the righteous forsaken or his seed begging bread."

"Deliver me, O LORD from the evil man: preserve me from the violent man; which imagine mischiefs in their heart;" (Psalm 140:1 - 2a)

Stay in His WORD children.  Pray every day for GOD to take that awful fear that has been planted in your heart.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)