Sweep around your own front door. Clean up your yard, cut your grass. I refuse to be part and parcel of a bunch of whining lying hypocrites.
Yes, I love Trayvon Martin. He was a good boy and he could have been my son. He was minding his own business and George Zimmerman had no business following him. But, George Zimmerman was paranoid, a paranoia feed by the media, perhaps "rap music" and the disgusting visual images he viewed daily.
Was he prejudice? Did he pre-judge that young man? Certainly. "Vengeance is mine sayeth the LORD, I shall repay." If George Zimmerman is guilty of malice murder, GOD will get him.
I will not march, I will not burn another candle for any "racial" cause. I will not remain duped and easily led hating any one for the color of their skin. I refuse to blame others for the plight of the black community. How can I? I know first hand that one woman did deliberately and single handed destroy my whole family.
She personally pinned all of our problems on evil racist whites. My whole life I grew up listening to her blame all her problems and lack of progress on racism. No racist pried her legs open and made her bring illegitimate children that she secretly hated and tried desperately to covertly destroy into this world.
One of my brothers was appointed to West Point in 1969 and she, his own mother talked him out of going. Four out of six of us earned college degrees with absolutely no help from her. My brother earned a medical degree. No one in my family ever gave him a single cent. He was never anything but too black, nose too broad and niggerish all his life. My mother tortured that boy, just like she did all of us.
He had the first "black" medical practice on Owen Drive in Fayetteville, NC. He had a thriving practice and was the first doctor to introduce his patients to acupuncture in the 1970's. What did my mother do? The first thing she demanded was a Cadillac, a mink coat and a brick house. She didn't care that he was just starting out, that he still had student loans to repay.
It is very confusing when your own mother does nothing but try to destroy and sabotage you for your entire life. It is demoralizing. But thanks to my mother I learned quickly to think critically, to observe keenly. I learned independence and self-sufficiency.
Lonely and defeated I turned to GOD. I read and study my Bible everyday. I will not hate anyone at her behest. I will look well to my going. I will teach our children that we are under a covenant from GOD. I will tell my sons and daughters to not fornicate and bring children into the world to dump on their poor parents. I will tell my children to Live Right! Plant Jesus in your heart, don't be satisfied with Him just on your lips. "Love ye one another as I have loved you!"
I will not join in the blame game. And I will not let horrible hopeless whores continue to plague our communities, unidentified, unnoticed. I will not pretend that people that are suffering have no culpability.
What is my point? No matter your color, ethnicity, age or up bringing, take responsibility for your own actions. Don't be so quick to jump on every one's band wagon. People do have private agendas.
My mother has cast me as evil, selfish, thieving and ungrateful to my entire family. Few in my family have the courage to have anything to do with me. I have learned to accept my plight. I am indeed motherless. But, GOD is my Father. He loves me. He saved me! He gave me eyes to see and ears to hear. He delivered me from a woman that is diabolically evil. I know it is not caused by her pigmentation.
She is evil because she made it her choice. The devil deceived her, convinced her that she could get away with the lowest commonest life on earth if some one gave her a title, a license to preach.
I love the LORD and I love ALL of His children.
Caution, before you blame racism and evil racists for all your problems, sweep around your own front door.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Simply Red - Holding Back The Years
I love this song, in some ways it sums up my life. Here I am a 62 year old, still a toddler, still a little girl waiting on the mother that abandoned me to come back and finally love me. It is never going to happen. "There is none so blind as she who refuses to see." So, I'll keep holding on, still knowing that the worse liar in the world is the liar that lies to herself.
So I came into the world pre-hated and unwelcome. To this day my mother is not quite sure who my real father is. But she hates me! She still hates the men that refused to marry her or could not marry her. No, it is not that she could not get a husband. She married many times legally and illegally, over and over. Poor Martha is a very old woman that still refuses to know GOD's truth and refuses to let you tell her. Tell her if you dare and she will rain down curses of thunder and lightening. She will beat you and strip you naked. You will live in fear pretending that you don't know. She is so terrifying and abusive that you are willing to go to hell with her.
You don't dare remember all of those terrible sins she successfully committed against you. You scream aloud; "Where was GOD!? GOD why did you let her do that!? Where were YOU!?"
Little children, GOD was there. He promised to be with you always. What you don't know is that it would have been far worse for you without GOD holding you in the palm of His hand.
You don't have to live in shame. You no longer have to suffer in silence. Rebuke that devil! Study the book of Revelation. "...These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." Revelation 7:14
That's me!; I cried. I certainly came out of great tribulation. Severely sexually, physically and psychologically abused by my own mother and her men. Stalked and hunted by a slut from the lowest rungs of hell for my entire life.
My beautiful testimony is that I don't cry any more. That malignant narcissistic psychopath can't squeze any more tears out of me. I refuse to be part of her narcissistic supply. " ... and GOD shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 7: 17b (Study the book of Revelation. Pay close attention to chapter 7)
Stay in His WORD children.
Rachel,
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
So I came into the world pre-hated and unwelcome. To this day my mother is not quite sure who my real father is. But she hates me! She still hates the men that refused to marry her or could not marry her. No, it is not that she could not get a husband. She married many times legally and illegally, over and over. Poor Martha is a very old woman that still refuses to know GOD's truth and refuses to let you tell her. Tell her if you dare and she will rain down curses of thunder and lightening. She will beat you and strip you naked. You will live in fear pretending that you don't know. She is so terrifying and abusive that you are willing to go to hell with her.
You don't dare remember all of those terrible sins she successfully committed against you. You scream aloud; "Where was GOD!? GOD why did you let her do that!? Where were YOU!?"
Little children, GOD was there. He promised to be with you always. What you don't know is that it would have been far worse for you without GOD holding you in the palm of His hand.
You don't have to live in shame. You no longer have to suffer in silence. Rebuke that devil! Study the book of Revelation. "...These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." Revelation 7:14
That's me!; I cried. I certainly came out of great tribulation. Severely sexually, physically and psychologically abused by my own mother and her men. Stalked and hunted by a slut from the lowest rungs of hell for my entire life.
My beautiful testimony is that I don't cry any more. That malignant narcissistic psychopath can't squeze any more tears out of me. I refuse to be part of her narcissistic supply. " ... and GOD shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 7: 17b (Study the book of Revelation. Pay close attention to chapter 7)
Stay in His WORD children.
Rachel,
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
"Spare the rod, ...
spoil the child." Very good advice repeated by many. What does it mean? It certainly does not mean take a stick and beat the living hell out of your child. The "rod" is knowledge, teach your child. Teach them GOD's precepts, His laws. Tell them about the covenant with GOD they are under.
GOD warned us about this generation of vipers to come. Believe me, they are here. But, all is not lost. We can still be saved from ourselves.
Parents, sit down with your children and study the Bible. It is rather ironic. As wicked as my mother is, she always made us study the Bible. We were required to memorize a Bible verse weekly and repeat it on Sunday morning as we sat around the breakfast table with our grits getting cold, hard and stiff.
I loved it. I would show off by memorizing the longest verse I could find. I had one brother that was a bully. "Jesus wept" was his verse and we were all forbidden to take his verse.
Children, if you don't keep that covenant with GOD you will be cursed. It is a generational curse but it can be broken. Parents you can explain GOD's commandments without frustration. You can teach with kind words.
If you love your child and you see they are making very bad decisions, tell them. Don't enable your child. If you have uneducated, unskilled children making baby after baby out of wedlock. You have a selfish uncaring child. They are not concerned with the economic hardship they are putting on you and they can not care less about what they are doing to those fatherless children.
Pastors, preach the WORD. If some one gets offended and stops attending your church, so what? Trust GOD, He will send you some members.
"Lets go back to the old landmark." Let's go back to the WORD that got us here. A very shocking historical fact is blacks did better economically under blatant Jim Crow racism in this country than now. Emerging from the shadows of slavery that first generation of freemen acquired land, houses and businesses. It's rather sad but it was when the government started helping us that we began losing.
Real teachers of the WORD expired or were taken from us. Our children became wayward and disrespectful. Too many of us decided that it was better to suffer in silence than experience the rebuke these vipers were sure to rain down on our heads.
I say take your lumps and tell these children the truth. "Stop writing all over yourself!(tattoos) You are going to regret it. You don't know what is in that ink." "Flee fornication. If you can't flee fornication, then marry."
Just a WORD. Encourage your children with GOD's WORD, warn them when they are headed down the wrong path. Too many of us talk about our children while failing to even try to reach them. Is it their fault that there is nothing but filth on television? Did they sell out the real role models for filthy lucre?
Parents, teacher, coaches, please remind our children to look well to their going, their coming out and going in.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
GOD warned us about this generation of vipers to come. Believe me, they are here. But, all is not lost. We can still be saved from ourselves.
Parents, sit down with your children and study the Bible. It is rather ironic. As wicked as my mother is, she always made us study the Bible. We were required to memorize a Bible verse weekly and repeat it on Sunday morning as we sat around the breakfast table with our grits getting cold, hard and stiff.
I loved it. I would show off by memorizing the longest verse I could find. I had one brother that was a bully. "Jesus wept" was his verse and we were all forbidden to take his verse.
Children, if you don't keep that covenant with GOD you will be cursed. It is a generational curse but it can be broken. Parents you can explain GOD's commandments without frustration. You can teach with kind words.
If you love your child and you see they are making very bad decisions, tell them. Don't enable your child. If you have uneducated, unskilled children making baby after baby out of wedlock. You have a selfish uncaring child. They are not concerned with the economic hardship they are putting on you and they can not care less about what they are doing to those fatherless children.
Pastors, preach the WORD. If some one gets offended and stops attending your church, so what? Trust GOD, He will send you some members.
"Lets go back to the old landmark." Let's go back to the WORD that got us here. A very shocking historical fact is blacks did better economically under blatant Jim Crow racism in this country than now. Emerging from the shadows of slavery that first generation of freemen acquired land, houses and businesses. It's rather sad but it was when the government started helping us that we began losing.
Real teachers of the WORD expired or were taken from us. Our children became wayward and disrespectful. Too many of us decided that it was better to suffer in silence than experience the rebuke these vipers were sure to rain down on our heads.
I say take your lumps and tell these children the truth. "Stop writing all over yourself!(tattoos) You are going to regret it. You don't know what is in that ink." "Flee fornication. If you can't flee fornication, then marry."
Just a WORD. Encourage your children with GOD's WORD, warn them when they are headed down the wrong path. Too many of us talk about our children while failing to even try to reach them. Is it their fault that there is nothing but filth on television? Did they sell out the real role models for filthy lucre?
Parents, teacher, coaches, please remind our children to look well to their going, their coming out and going in.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
Friday, July 19, 2013
Martha ...
stumbled upon a very devious plan. No, she never thought of it on her own. satan designed that plan and handed it right to her. As sick and as wicked as she is, she never intended to live the awful life she lived.
She is ashamed that she lived it and I am ashamed to tell it. But, I must tell it. If my testimony saves just one person from the awful torturous life I was forced to live my life will not have been lived in vain.
When GOD tells us that we can not live double minded, serving two masters, you will hate the one and love the other, don't minimize that scripture.
That's what happened to Martha. She just knew that she was so smart. She falsely believed that she could and would always get away with the worse crimes against mankind because satan convinced her she could. You better be careful. You can be fooled just as easily. No one ever said that satan was any kind of dummy.
Be careful of what you say and what you believe in.
When you men demand a woman that is a cook in the kitchen and a freak in the sheets, that is what you get, a freak. A freak of nature, someone with out natural affection.
One thing for sure lies will never take your troubles away. You can refuse to face the truth if you want to, you will remain "unfixable". If GOD's Truth and laws send you running and screaming, lying and scheming, you just better go ahead and get used to hell.
The devil will make you shame. he will you robe you of the good life GOD intended for you. When people finally realize what a sick demented person you always were, they will hate you.
Dear children, if you have good parents, a good father, please listen. Maybe you never had a father in evidence, don't forget your Heavenly Father. Go to Him! Read and study those Prophetic WORDS in the Bible.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Rachel,
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
She is ashamed that she lived it and I am ashamed to tell it. But, I must tell it. If my testimony saves just one person from the awful torturous life I was forced to live my life will not have been lived in vain.
When GOD tells us that we can not live double minded, serving two masters, you will hate the one and love the other, don't minimize that scripture.
That's what happened to Martha. She just knew that she was so smart. She falsely believed that she could and would always get away with the worse crimes against mankind because satan convinced her she could. You better be careful. You can be fooled just as easily. No one ever said that satan was any kind of dummy.
Be careful of what you say and what you believe in.
When you men demand a woman that is a cook in the kitchen and a freak in the sheets, that is what you get, a freak. A freak of nature, someone with out natural affection.
One thing for sure lies will never take your troubles away. You can refuse to face the truth if you want to, you will remain "unfixable". If GOD's Truth and laws send you running and screaming, lying and scheming, you just better go ahead and get used to hell.
The devil will make you shame. he will you robe you of the good life GOD intended for you. When people finally realize what a sick demented person you always were, they will hate you.
Dear children, if you have good parents, a good father, please listen. Maybe you never had a father in evidence, don't forget your Heavenly Father. Go to Him! Read and study those Prophetic WORDS in the Bible.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Rachel,
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
Be very careful ...
on your journey here children. Don't assume you are just precious and wanted, loved and admired simply for being born. Don't you dare think that you are never going to suffer. Jesus suffered for you and you will suffer for Him if you love Him.
GOD is not going to re-write or modify His WORD for you. As painful as it is every word of GOD's prophesy is True!
I was once certain that I was alone in my anguish. I must say that I once was totally convinced of my superior intelligence. I cherished my very high IQ score, always being placed in gifted classes and graduating from college with honors, earning two graduate school fellowships.
I never earned that Ph.D I always wanted, never published that best selling book. What went wrong? Life! Life and a very vicious, corrupt hate filled maniacal monster. She did everything she could to destroy me, to destroy us, before we could read the Bible. She played Bible toting, Bible quoting "Christian" to the hilt. That woman messed us up. One minute loving and nurturing, then a horror from hell for the rest of the day. When she told us that she didn't want us and hated the day she had us she sure meant it.
The truth is Martha only has one problem, she hates GOD. A true demonic imp, there is no help for her. I lament the lost lives, the tremendous talent destroyed. If my brothers ever intend to be free, they are going to have to do what I did, pray.
Pray for those that would spitefully use you. Pray for any and all creatures on this earth that would stoop low enough to harm a child or an elderly person.
GOD helped me to climb out of that ditch that whore from the bowels of hell forced me to "live" in. My deep love and passion for the LORD Jesus Christ compels me to tell the Truth, to rescue my brothers.
They do have a choice. "Choose ye this day whom ye shall serve." You know all that slobbering, bragging and praising is just as phony as she is.
You keep saying I hate her. Sure I hated her. But, I don't hate her any more. She is not worth hating. She is frustrating because I know my words will never reach her. Any woman foolish enough to carry out a secret clandestine war against GOD for 88 years is not your friend. Wearing a clerical robe does not make her a woman of GOD. Preaching and quoting the Bible makes her the greatest hypocrite and the biggest fool on earth, the greatest LIAR that ever lived!
(Don't be afraid but steer clear.)
She is a nasty disgusting thing and I wipe the bottom of my feet of her stench. Jesus said;"If you enter in and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet."
I once asked her in this blog what did she get? What was her reward for 88 years of lying, conjure, pedophilia, and MURDER? Nothing but a shameful disgusting life that she is too cowardly to claim.
Now I am asking you, what do you get? What do you get for defending, cloaking, loving and lying for such a female? You can no longer pretend that you don't know, that you are clueless. In my research I discovered a term called "Golden Child". These narcissistic mothers pit their children against each other. I was made the "Scape Goat". Every mistake she made was my fault. I had to absorb all of the vulgar cursing. I was forced to drag her dead disgusting schemes and scams around on my back until I finally got feed up and "knew the Truth!". The Golden Child was bragged on and lauded. She even called him her Black Prince. I am sorry to see that he is too dense to know, too crippled to recognize how she utterly destroyed him.
The greatest GOD blessed thing this evil troll every did was force us to attend church and Sunday school every Sunday. I learned Nothing, No One, can ever destroy GOD's purpose or plan.
Be abundantly blessed today. Pray for strength and wisdom, understanding and GOD's Grace.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
GOD is not going to re-write or modify His WORD for you. As painful as it is every word of GOD's prophesy is True!
I was once certain that I was alone in my anguish. I must say that I once was totally convinced of my superior intelligence. I cherished my very high IQ score, always being placed in gifted classes and graduating from college with honors, earning two graduate school fellowships.
I never earned that Ph.D I always wanted, never published that best selling book. What went wrong? Life! Life and a very vicious, corrupt hate filled maniacal monster. She did everything she could to destroy me, to destroy us, before we could read the Bible. She played Bible toting, Bible quoting "Christian" to the hilt. That woman messed us up. One minute loving and nurturing, then a horror from hell for the rest of the day. When she told us that she didn't want us and hated the day she had us she sure meant it.
The truth is Martha only has one problem, she hates GOD. A true demonic imp, there is no help for her. I lament the lost lives, the tremendous talent destroyed. If my brothers ever intend to be free, they are going to have to do what I did, pray.
Pray for those that would spitefully use you. Pray for any and all creatures on this earth that would stoop low enough to harm a child or an elderly person.
GOD helped me to climb out of that ditch that whore from the bowels of hell forced me to "live" in. My deep love and passion for the LORD Jesus Christ compels me to tell the Truth, to rescue my brothers.
They do have a choice. "Choose ye this day whom ye shall serve." You know all that slobbering, bragging and praising is just as phony as she is.
You keep saying I hate her. Sure I hated her. But, I don't hate her any more. She is not worth hating. She is frustrating because I know my words will never reach her. Any woman foolish enough to carry out a secret clandestine war against GOD for 88 years is not your friend. Wearing a clerical robe does not make her a woman of GOD. Preaching and quoting the Bible makes her the greatest hypocrite and the biggest fool on earth, the greatest LIAR that ever lived!
(Don't be afraid but steer clear.)
She is a nasty disgusting thing and I wipe the bottom of my feet of her stench. Jesus said;"If you enter in and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet."
I once asked her in this blog what did she get? What was her reward for 88 years of lying, conjure, pedophilia, and MURDER? Nothing but a shameful disgusting life that she is too cowardly to claim.
Now I am asking you, what do you get? What do you get for defending, cloaking, loving and lying for such a female? You can no longer pretend that you don't know, that you are clueless. In my research I discovered a term called "Golden Child". These narcissistic mothers pit their children against each other. I was made the "Scape Goat". Every mistake she made was my fault. I had to absorb all of the vulgar cursing. I was forced to drag her dead disgusting schemes and scams around on my back until I finally got feed up and "knew the Truth!". The Golden Child was bragged on and lauded. She even called him her Black Prince. I am sorry to see that he is too dense to know, too crippled to recognize how she utterly destroyed him.
The greatest GOD blessed thing this evil troll every did was force us to attend church and Sunday school every Sunday. I learned Nothing, No One, can ever destroy GOD's purpose or plan.
Be abundantly blessed today. Pray for strength and wisdom, understanding and GOD's Grace.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
Thursday, July 18, 2013
"Finally, brethren, ...
whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, if there be any praise, think on these things." Philippians 4:8
Praise the LORD for His WORD. It is a very hot day here in Georgia. The gnats and mosquitoes are competing to see which species can vex me the most. Strangely it made me laugh, made me think about fishing with my granddaddy, catching little "brims". I loved the little ones fried in my granddaddy's black iron skillet. We didn't believe in a weight limit. If it was big enough to eat your bait, it was big enough to fry.
The strange thing is I don't like fish as a food at all. I only ate the fish to cure the hunger. I don't like fishing. I never did. What I did love was spending time with my granddaddy. I loved listening to his stories. I learned a lot about life just watching him.
My grandfather grew his own worms, red wigglers. He is the only man I ever knew to have a worm farm. Granddaddy was truly self-sufficient. He grew his own food, canned his vegetables and fruit, smoked his own meat. He even made his own soap.
He was never in debt. "If you want something, save your money and pay cash for it. Debt ain't nuttin' but slavery, dawthur."
I'm smiling, thinking on the good things.
Be blessed.
Praise the LORD for His WORD. It is a very hot day here in Georgia. The gnats and mosquitoes are competing to see which species can vex me the most. Strangely it made me laugh, made me think about fishing with my granddaddy, catching little "brims". I loved the little ones fried in my granddaddy's black iron skillet. We didn't believe in a weight limit. If it was big enough to eat your bait, it was big enough to fry.
The strange thing is I don't like fish as a food at all. I only ate the fish to cure the hunger. I don't like fishing. I never did. What I did love was spending time with my granddaddy. I loved listening to his stories. I learned a lot about life just watching him.
My grandfather grew his own worms, red wigglers. He is the only man I ever knew to have a worm farm. Granddaddy was truly self-sufficient. He grew his own food, canned his vegetables and fruit, smoked his own meat. He even made his own soap.
He was never in debt. "If you want something, save your money and pay cash for it. Debt ain't nuttin' but slavery, dawthur."
I'm smiling, thinking on the good things.
Be blessed.
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