Don't spend your life in denial because your truth is excruciatingly painful. Do not misinterpret the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Please hear Him when He tells you to shun evil.
It is very strange but every day I wake up stunned, floored, knocked out by my incredible truth. The story of "Hansel and Gretel" always resonated with me. The story of the brother and sister lost in the woods taken in by a closet witch that was fatting them up in order to eat them.
Knowing I did not, nor ever had a mother I could confide in or believe in actually helped me. I am sure I was the most disciplined student that ever entered N.C.A.&T. State University. I am glad I didn't have any clothes or any money. I'm glad my mother taught me that I was much too black to ever be considered attractive in this world.
I am sorry that it took me so long to realize how much you truly hated me, hated us, how much you truly envied us and wanted to pulverize us, crucify us, to waste us into nothing. Simply because we out did you. Think about it. It didn't take much to out do you. What did you ever do but play dress up, terrifying bully or entertaining "preacher"? You knew that you never changed. You knew you should have been imprisoned or institutionalized. I am sorry that you were so rebellious and stubborn that you were beyond reach of any man or minister on this earth.
One thing for sure; I can't let you win! I get up every morning and thank GOD for delivering me from you and all people like you. I thank GOD for the power of discernment. I can smell demon possessed people like you a mile away. (Get thee behind me satan!)
I would like to believe you gave your life to Christ in the very last moments of your life. I do thank you for your extreme cruelty and deceit. It didn't kill me. Ironically and only by the Grace of Merciful GOD I narrowly escaped all your schemes.
I must say that your tenacity and extreme demon possession is indeed shocking! What if you had put that energy into bettering yourself ? What if you had actually tried to right your wrongs rather than covering them up so you could keep doing them?
Thank you for the life you lived so others will have no excuse for repeating your mistakes. Thank you for permitting parents to see what can happen if they enable a selfish child that is nothing but a vexation on their heart.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 24, 2014 All rights reserved
Monday, February 24, 2014
Saturday, February 22, 2014
No Mam! No Mam!
You can't make me shut up now. You can't terrorize me any more. No, I still don't have a psychiatrist or a therapist. I am still seeing the same doctor, Dr. Jesus. He takes care of all my pains and my ills.
I found out how you stumbled upon your NECROPHILIA. You are an imp for satan. You volunteered. Yes , you had a Jezebel spirit, an Iceberg Slim mentality. But you left here broke didn't you?
Yes, the devil played you. satan played you just like you played us. Thank you for making me the Scape Goat, for blaming all of your sins and mistakes on me. Thanks for running me off.
GOD told me to tell my story because too many of our "churches" are too modern, sophisticated and educated to mention demon possession. And some us don't want to admit it but far too many of our huge edifices calling themselves "churches" are nothing more than whore houses run by Jesus pimps, dens of iniquity full of thieves. (How can you tell when you are in one? You will never hear GOD's WORD. You may hear that narcissistic pimp's word. You might boogie-down before you march around the alter to "tithe". But, you can be sure you are not going to hear GOD's WORD because it is far too offensive to the "itching ears" of your fellow hypocrites.)
Let me break this Anti-Christian mentality posing as Christian mentality down for you and make it plain, plain enough for a fallen rebellious woman like you to fully understand, to comprehend.
#1 - "A Christology that ignores satan is crippled and will never understand the magnitude of redemption."
#2 - "satan was the most perfect being created by the hands of GOD. His GOD-given authority and superiority over the other angels are recognized by all, so he thought that he had the same authority over everything that GOD was creating. satan tried to understand all of creation but could not, because all the plan of creation was oriented toward Christ. Until Christ came into the world, GOD's plan could not be revealed in its entirety. Hence satan's rebellion. He wanted to continue to be the absolute first, the center of creation, even if it meant opposing GOD's design. This is why satan continually tries to dominate the world ('the whole world is in the power of the evil one', Jn 5:19). Beginning with our forefathers, he seeks to enslave men by making them obey himself and disobey GOD. He was successful with our forefathers, Adam and Eve, and he hoped to continue with all men with the help of 'a third of the angels' who, according to the book of Revelation, followed him in rebellion."
#3 - "GOD never rejects His creatures, Therefore, even though they broke with GOD. satan and his angels maintain their power and rank (thrones, dominions, principalities, powers, and so on) even if they use them for evil purposes. Saint Augustine does not exaggerate when he claims that, if GOD gave satan a free hand, 'no man would be left alive.' Since satan cannot kill us, he tries to 'make us into his followers in opposition to GOD, just as he is in opposition to GOD'."
#4 - "The truth of salvation is this ; Jesus came 'to destroy the works of the devil' (I Jn 3:8), to free man from satan's slavery, and to establish the Kingdom of GOD after destroying the reign of satan."
#5 - satan knows his time is short (Revelation 12:12) and he is trying to take as many with him as he can. People are blind, can't see GOD's plan, deaf, can't hear GOD's WORD.
"Come Jesus."
"Come by here LORD, somebody needs you." (JR Walters)
*Quotations taken from AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 22, 2014 All rights reserved
I found out how you stumbled upon your NECROPHILIA. You are an imp for satan. You volunteered. Yes , you had a Jezebel spirit, an Iceberg Slim mentality. But you left here broke didn't you?
Yes, the devil played you. satan played you just like you played us. Thank you for making me the Scape Goat, for blaming all of your sins and mistakes on me. Thanks for running me off.
GOD told me to tell my story because too many of our "churches" are too modern, sophisticated and educated to mention demon possession. And some us don't want to admit it but far too many of our huge edifices calling themselves "churches" are nothing more than whore houses run by Jesus pimps, dens of iniquity full of thieves. (How can you tell when you are in one? You will never hear GOD's WORD. You may hear that narcissistic pimp's word. You might boogie-down before you march around the alter to "tithe". But, you can be sure you are not going to hear GOD's WORD because it is far too offensive to the "itching ears" of your fellow hypocrites.)
Let me break this Anti-Christian mentality posing as Christian mentality down for you and make it plain, plain enough for a fallen rebellious woman like you to fully understand, to comprehend.
#1 - "A Christology that ignores satan is crippled and will never understand the magnitude of redemption."
#2 - "satan was the most perfect being created by the hands of GOD. His GOD-given authority and superiority over the other angels are recognized by all, so he thought that he had the same authority over everything that GOD was creating. satan tried to understand all of creation but could not, because all the plan of creation was oriented toward Christ. Until Christ came into the world, GOD's plan could not be revealed in its entirety. Hence satan's rebellion. He wanted to continue to be the absolute first, the center of creation, even if it meant opposing GOD's design. This is why satan continually tries to dominate the world ('the whole world is in the power of the evil one', Jn 5:19). Beginning with our forefathers, he seeks to enslave men by making them obey himself and disobey GOD. He was successful with our forefathers, Adam and Eve, and he hoped to continue with all men with the help of 'a third of the angels' who, according to the book of Revelation, followed him in rebellion."
#3 - "GOD never rejects His creatures, Therefore, even though they broke with GOD. satan and his angels maintain their power and rank (thrones, dominions, principalities, powers, and so on) even if they use them for evil purposes. Saint Augustine does not exaggerate when he claims that, if GOD gave satan a free hand, 'no man would be left alive.' Since satan cannot kill us, he tries to 'make us into his followers in opposition to GOD, just as he is in opposition to GOD'."
#4 - "The truth of salvation is this ; Jesus came 'to destroy the works of the devil' (I Jn 3:8), to free man from satan's slavery, and to establish the Kingdom of GOD after destroying the reign of satan."
#5 - satan knows his time is short (Revelation 12:12) and he is trying to take as many with him as he can. People are blind, can't see GOD's plan, deaf, can't hear GOD's WORD.
"Come Jesus."
"Come by here LORD, somebody needs you." (JR Walters)
*Quotations taken from AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 22, 2014 All rights reserved
Friday, February 21, 2014
"You cant make me doubt Him!"
PRAISE THE LORD!!! THANK YOU SWEET JESUS!!!
Good Morning! Good Morning! It is indeed a pleasure to greet you this morning in the sweet saving Grace of the LORD Jesus Christ! A sweet savor in this foul world.
I am blogging this morning for one reason only; to brag. GOD SAVED ME!!!
I tried to save my brothers. (I am still trying, still praying) I want to save their families, all their kit and kin.
First of all I have to admit some of my relatives are woefully under-educated, functionally illiterate because someone convinced them that they don't like to read. You can hide a million dollars in a book, a dullard will never see it.
Beware and be careful children. Demons do live among us and with us. Do not be fooled by their words or appearance. Don't refuse to believe what is obvious because you never heard of such.
Dear LORD I thank you for strengthening me, preparing me for the rebuke I have suffered and will continue to suffer voluntarily for your cause. Hate me if you want to, I can take it. When you live with a demon possessed woman for 18 years and survive the vilest plots you know there is a GOD!
I had limited contact with that mother for years and years because frankly I didn't trust her. She was a foul vulgar banshee that attended church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY!
I just want you all to know what I experienced was only a taste of what is to come. satan knows his time is up and he is about to break loose with a generation of vipers the likes of which this world has never known.
Put on the whole armor of GOD. Quit playing loyal, cripple, crazy and in love with a dream. In love with a mother that you never had. You are in love with an idea that demonic spirit created in your head, in your imagination.
"Jesus first gave the power to cast out demons to his apostles; then He extended the power to seventy-two disciples, and in the end He granted it to all those who would believe in Him."
I believe in Him! You can't make me doubt Him. And I know He saved me from one of the cruelest most demon possessed imps that ever lived! PRAISE THE LORD!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 21, 2014 All rights reserved.
Good Morning! Good Morning! It is indeed a pleasure to greet you this morning in the sweet saving Grace of the LORD Jesus Christ! A sweet savor in this foul world.
I am blogging this morning for one reason only; to brag. GOD SAVED ME!!!
I tried to save my brothers. (I am still trying, still praying) I want to save their families, all their kit and kin.
First of all I have to admit some of my relatives are woefully under-educated, functionally illiterate because someone convinced them that they don't like to read. You can hide a million dollars in a book, a dullard will never see it.
Beware and be careful children. Demons do live among us and with us. Do not be fooled by their words or appearance. Don't refuse to believe what is obvious because you never heard of such.
Dear LORD I thank you for strengthening me, preparing me for the rebuke I have suffered and will continue to suffer voluntarily for your cause. Hate me if you want to, I can take it. When you live with a demon possessed woman for 18 years and survive the vilest plots you know there is a GOD!
I had limited contact with that mother for years and years because frankly I didn't trust her. She was a foul vulgar banshee that attended church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY!
I just want you all to know what I experienced was only a taste of what is to come. satan knows his time is up and he is about to break loose with a generation of vipers the likes of which this world has never known.
Put on the whole armor of GOD. Quit playing loyal, cripple, crazy and in love with a dream. In love with a mother that you never had. You are in love with an idea that demonic spirit created in your head, in your imagination.
"Jesus first gave the power to cast out demons to his apostles; then He extended the power to seventy-two disciples, and in the end He granted it to all those who would believe in Him."
I believe in Him! You can't make me doubt Him. And I know He saved me from one of the cruelest most demon possessed imps that ever lived! PRAISE THE LORD!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 21, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
"Signed, Sealed, Delivered ...
from Evil!" Praise the LORD!
Thank you Jesus! There was no way for me to know what I truly needed to know. Jerome Walters wasn't talking. Did he know what it was? Did he know why his only daughter was a stark raving out of control fool?
Dear LORD when I review my grandfather's life I do cringe, my heart aches. His seventeen year old son bleeding to death in his arms. Losing five beautiful daughters to still birth. Enduring 35 years of a loveless marriage to a woman that openly fought him on every issue. Then there was Mathy Jane, one tragedy, one episode of mysterious mayhem after another. (Was she every worth all the pain and trouble she caused?)
As of today I must say the Internet has been my friend. Found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) People of the Lie, An Exorcist Tells His Story.
I knew all the time something was wrong with this witch. I must share this post from "After Narcissistic Abuse - There is Light, Life & Love" ; "I think the hardest part in all of this is succumbing to the fact that the love you so freely gave out had no place with the person you gave it to. In fact this person was searching for you to abuse this very love because this is their way of life and what they do. It has nothing to do with being a fool, a lesser person, a bad person, blame or shame for anything you did or didn't do or anything like that at all."
"It has to do with a person that lacks any ability to love and only knows envy so much so that they barely exist in a dark world where they pretend to live life. They don't live life, they imitate it to walk among real and good people so that they can exploit you because they are empty and desperately need to take what we just gave so freely, and destroy it to give meaning to the hate that exists in them."
This post describes the woman that birthed me to a tee. FOUL!!! DESPICABLE!!! COMMON!!!
She had to hate us! She had to hate her father! She had to hate me because the person she truly hated and loathed was herself. I am sure she hated herself for being a known sex abuser, for smashing that puppy, for flushing five babies, for the inability to say no to any invitation for sex.
Why am I telling you? I must refute the lies that helped to hold me hostage for so long. "They ain't no such thang as demons!" "Always love your mama, she will always be your best friend." "Never snitch on family!"
Shut up and quit spreading ignorance! Don't get involved in this conversation if you don't know what you are talking about. I assure you this plot thickens.
Dear LORD I want to get the word out. I don't want another person, another family, another father or daughter to have to suffer needlessly the way we did. Do not cloak for or hide demons because you refuse to believe what you see or feel. Never be afraid to look at someone's fruit. Exercise your rights as a human being and shun all evil regardless of "kinship".
Warning! There is some serious evil in this world and you better know it. Read and study your Bible. Put on the whole armor of Christ.
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 20, 2014 All rights reserved
Thank you Jesus! There was no way for me to know what I truly needed to know. Jerome Walters wasn't talking. Did he know what it was? Did he know why his only daughter was a stark raving out of control fool?
Dear LORD when I review my grandfather's life I do cringe, my heart aches. His seventeen year old son bleeding to death in his arms. Losing five beautiful daughters to still birth. Enduring 35 years of a loveless marriage to a woman that openly fought him on every issue. Then there was Mathy Jane, one tragedy, one episode of mysterious mayhem after another. (Was she every worth all the pain and trouble she caused?)
As of today I must say the Internet has been my friend. Found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) People of the Lie, An Exorcist Tells His Story.
I knew all the time something was wrong with this witch. I must share this post from "After Narcissistic Abuse - There is Light, Life & Love" ; "I think the hardest part in all of this is succumbing to the fact that the love you so freely gave out had no place with the person you gave it to. In fact this person was searching for you to abuse this very love because this is their way of life and what they do. It has nothing to do with being a fool, a lesser person, a bad person, blame or shame for anything you did or didn't do or anything like that at all."
"It has to do with a person that lacks any ability to love and only knows envy so much so that they barely exist in a dark world where they pretend to live life. They don't live life, they imitate it to walk among real and good people so that they can exploit you because they are empty and desperately need to take what we just gave so freely, and destroy it to give meaning to the hate that exists in them."
This post describes the woman that birthed me to a tee. FOUL!!! DESPICABLE!!! COMMON!!!
She had to hate us! She had to hate her father! She had to hate me because the person she truly hated and loathed was herself. I am sure she hated herself for being a known sex abuser, for smashing that puppy, for flushing five babies, for the inability to say no to any invitation for sex.
Why am I telling you? I must refute the lies that helped to hold me hostage for so long. "They ain't no such thang as demons!" "Always love your mama, she will always be your best friend." "Never snitch on family!"
Shut up and quit spreading ignorance! Don't get involved in this conversation if you don't know what you are talking about. I assure you this plot thickens.
Dear LORD I want to get the word out. I don't want another person, another family, another father or daughter to have to suffer needlessly the way we did. Do not cloak for or hide demons because you refuse to believe what you see or feel. Never be afraid to look at someone's fruit. Exercise your rights as a human being and shun all evil regardless of "kinship".
Warning! There is some serious evil in this world and you better know it. Read and study your Bible. Put on the whole armor of Christ.
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 20, 2014 All rights reserved
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Please don't read this blog!
If you want to remain ignorant, wait to die for your pie in the sky. If you want to be nothing but some one's foot stool, dish rag, dirty laundry; don't read this blog. Believe all your life, for your whole life, some mentally defective moron loved you or could ever love you.
Keep nodding your head going along with every lie she molded and shaped into your empty head. Yes, she convinced you that RACISM was the cause of all your pain, your bad luck, your IRS audits, your inability to date (or mate). Your husband or wife leaving you, your house burning down to the ground, your son, daughter or children that refuse to deal with you. Your OCD, nervous twerks, alcoholism, drug addiction, pot smoking, anxiety attacks, bi-polar, psychotic, paranoid anti-social antics are all due to America's RACISM!
Right, having a psychotic, neurotic, sadistic. NECROPHILIAC, PEDOPHILE MOTHER had absolutely nothing to do with your being damaged. "You should have pulled yourself up by your own bootstraps! Quit complaining! Get over it! You remember too much! Quit living in the Archives, after all she is your MOTHER."; says an unfeeling, uncaring, must give some type of lip service just in case some cameras are on and I can get caught being "good' world.
"There is no way on this earth your mother could have been as wicked as you claim! IMPOSSIBLE! GOD would not let any one suffer like that!"
You are right friend, GOD would not let one of His children suffer like that. GOD told me. Told me when I was three and four. Told me over and over all of my life. I kept hope alive! I kept hoping she would change. I loved her. She was my mother even if she was common as bat s***. She was a lot of fun when she wasn't being sadistic and brutalizing you with her fists or mouth. After all she did foster our keen observational skills. We can detect bulls*** ten miles away.
Dear LORD please forgive me of my many, many sins. I can listen now. I am really starting to "understand it better".
Be a blessing children, be a blessing.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved
Keep nodding your head going along with every lie she molded and shaped into your empty head. Yes, she convinced you that RACISM was the cause of all your pain, your bad luck, your IRS audits, your inability to date (or mate). Your husband or wife leaving you, your house burning down to the ground, your son, daughter or children that refuse to deal with you. Your OCD, nervous twerks, alcoholism, drug addiction, pot smoking, anxiety attacks, bi-polar, psychotic, paranoid anti-social antics are all due to America's RACISM!
Right, having a psychotic, neurotic, sadistic. NECROPHILIAC, PEDOPHILE MOTHER had absolutely nothing to do with your being damaged. "You should have pulled yourself up by your own bootstraps! Quit complaining! Get over it! You remember too much! Quit living in the Archives, after all she is your MOTHER."; says an unfeeling, uncaring, must give some type of lip service just in case some cameras are on and I can get caught being "good' world.
"There is no way on this earth your mother could have been as wicked as you claim! IMPOSSIBLE! GOD would not let any one suffer like that!"
You are right friend, GOD would not let one of His children suffer like that. GOD told me. Told me when I was three and four. Told me over and over all of my life. I kept hope alive! I kept hoping she would change. I loved her. She was my mother even if she was common as bat s***. She was a lot of fun when she wasn't being sadistic and brutalizing you with her fists or mouth. After all she did foster our keen observational skills. We can detect bulls*** ten miles away.
Dear LORD please forgive me of my many, many sins. I can listen now. I am really starting to "understand it better".
Be a blessing children, be a blessing.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved
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