my granddaddy said that often. He swore by it. I was a child, I was young, just couldn't see it. "Eighteen" could not come fast enough for me.
It took me forever to reach age 18, rolled over in bed one night, got up to pee, looked in the mirror and I was suddenly 62.
Have I changed? My LORD yes, all for the better. I can also see so clearly now. Little Martha Jane Walters, the uppity smart little "colored" girl, the only girl and surely the apple of her daddy's eye, came here evil. (Sorry it is the truth) Trouble, pain and mayhem seemed to follow her. Fortunately or unfortunately, beautiful and charming, (truly a modern day Siren) you were drawn helplessly to her like a moth to a flame.
I am not going to relive any of that pain today. (Like she always said put the past in the past.) GOD does want you to know that what happened to Martha happened to many. Is happening right now.
GOD wants to know why you continue to live in fear? The door to your "prison cell" is open. The locks are all broken. GOD loves you, GOD forgives you.
There are approximately 8 billion people on planet earth. And guess what? We are all hurting and sadly most are suffering from unnecessary pain. Hunger is unnecessary in a world with so much food. Poverty is unnecessary, there is far too much wealth. GOD gave us enough to share.
The worse unnecessary pain is psychological. A poor simple fallen woman spent 87 years playing "possum", playing harlot, soothsayer, then finally "Mother of the Church".
Don't let satan fool you children. Don't let a ravenous wolf dressed in sheep's clothing, wearing clerical garb, and carrying a Bible keep you from the throne of Grace.
#1 - Get Baptized!
#2 - Put on the whole armor of Christ, the Helmet, breastplate, sword. Get in His WORD!
#3- Don't envy, judge or hate!
#4- Don't lie!
#5- Always Pray.
I am so thankful to GOD for changing me!
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 20, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
I taught History
for over 30 years. Southern U.S. History is my forte. The behaviour of man has always fascinated me. Man's beleaguering attempt at living collectively, to share this earth and live in peace has always been twarthed by the evil one.
We could all live happily together, in harmony right now. But, no, some one wants his slice of the pie and yours too. Soon we are fighting, lying, hoarding, hating, envying.
"Stop it!" "No! You stop it!"
Stop lying! Stop betraying! Live your life, love your life. The life GOD gave you. Think with your brain, your mind. Read your Bible. Pray your prayers.
We could all live happily together, in harmony right now. But, no, some one wants his slice of the pie and yours too. Soon we are fighting, lying, hoarding, hating, envying.
"Stop it!" "No! You stop it!"
Stop lying! Stop betraying! Live your life, love your life. The life GOD gave you. Think with your brain, your mind. Read your Bible. Pray your prayers.
Yes, you do ...
have to pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. You have to ask for it. You ask GOD for everything else you want.
You have to pray to not hate. Why? Hatred is pleasurable. (Dear LORD deliver me from all hatred, all fear and loathing.) Hatred is a human emotion, kind of like cussing. You may not be a "cusser" per say but if you smash your finger in the car door you are going to say some things. You are going to mutter some words.
Dear LORD thank you for your gift of delivery!
Necrophilia! My word! Who ever heard of such? Now that she is good and dead perhaps some of the horrific fear she instilled will finally subside.
I am astonished! I'm astonished, I lived it , lived with her and still didn't know. Granddaddy you were much too simplistic, labeling her behavior as"ignut" didn't go far enough to warn or alert me. Advising me to not make any sudden moves when my head was in the Lion's mouth still left me clueless.
Children, beware of Ole Wives Tales; "Never tell a child anything bad about their parents. (even if it is true)"
What could poor granddaddy do? One year after his 17 year old son bleed to death in his arms, his only daughter is "actin' duh pure-tee-fool". "Done turned into a nasty 'ho! Out yeah shaming yo' daddy!"
Was this the time Martha got involved in witchcraft? Was it so widespread in the black community that Mathy could not help being attracted? Luckily for me conjure and voodoo was the topic of my master's thesis. Instances of Conjure and Voodoo as Revealed Through Slave Narratives.
I was struck by the overwhelming belief and popularity of voodoo or conjure but could find no evidence that slaves had the courage to use it against their oppressors. I discussed my thesis with my mother often, shared every detail. Now I can laugh. I shared every detail of my life with a demon wearing my mother's skin. How could I know that the woman I called mother had been gone? Sold her soul to satan to "look good". To look prosperous. Wearing fine clothes and driving a Cadillac didn't make me envy you. My greatest dream was to get away from you.
Don't envy! Don't look on some one else's blessing and get angry thinking GOD has slighted you. Wait your turn. Study! Pray! Hone and cultivate your skills! I earned my degrees! I earned my retirement! I devoted my life to my daughter voluntarily! Parenting is a joy, a pure joy! How could you be so wrong so long?
Rebellion! Do you have a rebellious spirit? You do if you are human. That is why you have to pray to humble yourself, to surrender to the will of GOD. Pray to not hate, but to love, to forgive.
Fear is a tool of the devil. Verbal bullying is more painful than physical abuse. My mother made me feel that I was too black to live, to breathe the same air she breathed. A good day with Martha was a day she didn't curse you, hit you or manage to humiliate you in some way. Of course we loved attending church with her. We played along with the holy rolly act. I enjoyed it, managed to convince myself it was real. This saved and sanctified Christian was going home with us. She preached today. It was wonderful! It was exciting! My mother brought the WORD!
It would take this time! She would not backslide this time.
Well, it didn't happen! Left here a raging ravenous wolf in seepz's clothing. Still cussing, cursing and threatening, dee-double-dog-daring us to tell,
I got to tell it! I will tell it or explode! I will not hate you. I will not hide you. I will not keep your skeletons in my closet!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 19, 2014. All rights reserved.
You have to pray to not hate. Why? Hatred is pleasurable. (Dear LORD deliver me from all hatred, all fear and loathing.) Hatred is a human emotion, kind of like cussing. You may not be a "cusser" per say but if you smash your finger in the car door you are going to say some things. You are going to mutter some words.
Dear LORD thank you for your gift of delivery!
Necrophilia! My word! Who ever heard of such? Now that she is good and dead perhaps some of the horrific fear she instilled will finally subside.
I am astonished! I'm astonished, I lived it , lived with her and still didn't know. Granddaddy you were much too simplistic, labeling her behavior as"ignut" didn't go far enough to warn or alert me. Advising me to not make any sudden moves when my head was in the Lion's mouth still left me clueless.
Children, beware of Ole Wives Tales; "Never tell a child anything bad about their parents. (even if it is true)"
What could poor granddaddy do? One year after his 17 year old son bleed to death in his arms, his only daughter is "actin' duh pure-tee-fool". "Done turned into a nasty 'ho! Out yeah shaming yo' daddy!"
Was this the time Martha got involved in witchcraft? Was it so widespread in the black community that Mathy could not help being attracted? Luckily for me conjure and voodoo was the topic of my master's thesis. Instances of Conjure and Voodoo as Revealed Through Slave Narratives.
I was struck by the overwhelming belief and popularity of voodoo or conjure but could find no evidence that slaves had the courage to use it against their oppressors. I discussed my thesis with my mother often, shared every detail. Now I can laugh. I shared every detail of my life with a demon wearing my mother's skin. How could I know that the woman I called mother had been gone? Sold her soul to satan to "look good". To look prosperous. Wearing fine clothes and driving a Cadillac didn't make me envy you. My greatest dream was to get away from you.
Don't envy! Don't look on some one else's blessing and get angry thinking GOD has slighted you. Wait your turn. Study! Pray! Hone and cultivate your skills! I earned my degrees! I earned my retirement! I devoted my life to my daughter voluntarily! Parenting is a joy, a pure joy! How could you be so wrong so long?
Rebellion! Do you have a rebellious spirit? You do if you are human. That is why you have to pray to humble yourself, to surrender to the will of GOD. Pray to not hate, but to love, to forgive.
Fear is a tool of the devil. Verbal bullying is more painful than physical abuse. My mother made me feel that I was too black to live, to breathe the same air she breathed. A good day with Martha was a day she didn't curse you, hit you or manage to humiliate you in some way. Of course we loved attending church with her. We played along with the holy rolly act. I enjoyed it, managed to convince myself it was real. This saved and sanctified Christian was going home with us. She preached today. It was wonderful! It was exciting! My mother brought the WORD!
It would take this time! She would not backslide this time.
Well, it didn't happen! Left here a raging ravenous wolf in seepz's clothing. Still cussing, cursing and threatening, dee-double-dog-daring us to tell,
I got to tell it! I will tell it or explode! I will not hate you. I will not hide you. I will not keep your skeletons in my closet!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 19, 2014. All rights reserved.
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
"Shake the dust off your feet!"
Jesus said ;"If you enter in and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet."
Praise the LORD! I came to this earth unwanted and pre-dispised by my own mother. A woman that devoted her entire 87 year old life to making her entire family suffer for her mistakes. Did it brilliantly I might add. The vast majority of her "flying monkeys" and minions remain completely clueless.
A woman so brilliant in deceit and cunning she convinced my entire family to hate and mistrust me with a passion.
I must admit when I finally realized how sick and demented the demon that controlled Martha actually was I fell into deep depression and bewilderment. Today I am simply shaking the dust from my feet. If they refuse to include me, to honor or recognize me in any manner that is their lost.
As a matter of fact I feel very sorry for and pray for my relatives, friends and family. Is it true? Would you rather continue honoring a dead demon? Did Jerome Walters mean nothing to you? Am I the only one he helped? He rescued me from Martha's savagery many times.
Now that I have revealed so much evidence, given you GOD's WORD, do you still insist on standing on the outside looking in? Am I still crazy? a lying nut? Am I really the sneaky one, the serpent?
All I know is; "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." Yes, little ones satan can work against you, can dig pits and set traps. But, it wont prosper that imp anything. They will end up making a spectacle of themselves and if you have the faith of a mustard seed, speak the Truth, GOD will rescue you.
I don't know about you but I am not about to let any demon (dead or not) hold me in a stinking pit with millions of reprobates. Not and I know better. Not with a grandfather like Jerome Walters. Not with a man that loved me and told me every day that I was born for greatness. Not when my granddaddy told me; "Jesus will fix it"
Praise the LORD and shake your feet.
Copyright March 18, 20`14 All rights reserved.
Praise the LORD! I came to this earth unwanted and pre-dispised by my own mother. A woman that devoted her entire 87 year old life to making her entire family suffer for her mistakes. Did it brilliantly I might add. The vast majority of her "flying monkeys" and minions remain completely clueless.
A woman so brilliant in deceit and cunning she convinced my entire family to hate and mistrust me with a passion.
I must admit when I finally realized how sick and demented the demon that controlled Martha actually was I fell into deep depression and bewilderment. Today I am simply shaking the dust from my feet. If they refuse to include me, to honor or recognize me in any manner that is their lost.
As a matter of fact I feel very sorry for and pray for my relatives, friends and family. Is it true? Would you rather continue honoring a dead demon? Did Jerome Walters mean nothing to you? Am I the only one he helped? He rescued me from Martha's savagery many times.
Now that I have revealed so much evidence, given you GOD's WORD, do you still insist on standing on the outside looking in? Am I still crazy? a lying nut? Am I really the sneaky one, the serpent?
All I know is; "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." Yes, little ones satan can work against you, can dig pits and set traps. But, it wont prosper that imp anything. They will end up making a spectacle of themselves and if you have the faith of a mustard seed, speak the Truth, GOD will rescue you.
I don't know about you but I am not about to let any demon (dead or not) hold me in a stinking pit with millions of reprobates. Not and I know better. Not with a grandfather like Jerome Walters. Not with a man that loved me and told me every day that I was born for greatness. Not when my granddaddy told me; "Jesus will fix it"
Praise the LORD and shake your feet.
Copyright March 18, 20`14 All rights reserved.
"MORE ON WITCHCRAFT"
GOD told me to tell you, so I am going to share with you what the LORD sent me.
The source of my enlightenment is AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth. This is the source. So much mystifying mind numbing events in my life finally make sense.
Please let me preface today's post with words of CAUTION. Please read carefully and without fear.
1. "It (witchcraft) has been practiced throughout human history and by all civilizations."
2. "Scripture warns us that witchcraft is one of the most common means used by the devil to bind men to himself and dehumanize them."
3. "Mediums and spiritualists invoke powerful spirits or the souls of the dead, without realizing that they have given themselves body and soul to demonic powers."
Well, that certainly makes sense. I can clearly remember standing and kneeling along side Martha as a toddler. I remember saying; "Wha'cha doin' Mathy Jane?" And her response; "Gitting my goofer dust!"
It was pit black, we were deep in the woods in a Colored cemetery called the Cow Field. There was a full moon and Martha carried a kerosene lantern. Being the good mother she was, she taught us the correct method for procuring it (golfer dust). If you wanted to do good, too heal, or get a job or something, you went to little Nerrissa's grave. She died soon after birth, therefore she was innocent, totally without sin.
If you wanted to do evil, you went to a murdered man's grave. Someone that was known to be evil, treacherous.
I know now the woman I called mother was an imp, an ignorant woman that sold her soul to the devil. I know my family has paid mightily. Paid too much. Please don't remain in that dark over crowded pit with that miserable ignorant woman or people of her ilk or kind.
Get on your knees and thank GOD for sending you WORD, for revealing His Truth. "Know ye the Truth!" It will set you free. It set me free.
Psychologists define my mother's condition as Necrophilia. I know she was just another reprobate, full of pride and ignorance. There was one thing she used to do that made me laugh to myself and shake my head. While folding her clothes and straightening her drawers in her "ChesterDraw" [Remember, she successfully enslaved me.] I came across some of *R***'s (fine young new husband) underwear, socks, and some unmentionables, intertwined or entangled with her panties.
Laughing I said; "What is this!?" She explained that as long as a woman kept her lover's intimate garments intertwined with hers that man could never leave her. Father Gabriele Amorth defines this as; "Contagious magic is based on the principle of physical contact, or contagion. To have influence over the target, the sorcerer must have access to something of his, such as hair, nail clippings, clothes."
Children I don't know how or when my mother fell into the clutches of satan. It is obvious she did and sadly she suffered mightily. So did we. An entire family, now stretching into four and five generations.
GOD told me to remind you that He gave you weapons to fight that "roaring lion", truth, justice, faith, and the double-edged sword of God's word."
Remember, satan desires to sift you as wheat. You don't have to take it. You are not powerless! He gave us POWER! Holy Ghost Power! Rebuke satan! Claim your place around GOD's Throne.
(GOD told me to tell you); Practice walking in His Glory today! Smile, beam, radiate GOD's Glory. It is in you let it shine. Let it shine so brightly that no imp from the devil will dare approach you. When they see you coming they will flee.
Be abundantly blessed today. Dear LORD destroy every cancer cell, every negative "I am already defeated" thought from the wicked one. Piece us back together LORD. Knit every cell, mend every broken heart, restore health, build us up, make us strong.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
The source of my enlightenment is AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth. This is the source. So much mystifying mind numbing events in my life finally make sense.
Please let me preface today's post with words of CAUTION. Please read carefully and without fear.
1. "It (witchcraft) has been practiced throughout human history and by all civilizations."
2. "Scripture warns us that witchcraft is one of the most common means used by the devil to bind men to himself and dehumanize them."
3. "Mediums and spiritualists invoke powerful spirits or the souls of the dead, without realizing that they have given themselves body and soul to demonic powers."
Well, that certainly makes sense. I can clearly remember standing and kneeling along side Martha as a toddler. I remember saying; "Wha'cha doin' Mathy Jane?" And her response; "Gitting my goofer dust!"
It was pit black, we were deep in the woods in a Colored cemetery called the Cow Field. There was a full moon and Martha carried a kerosene lantern. Being the good mother she was, she taught us the correct method for procuring it (golfer dust). If you wanted to do good, too heal, or get a job or something, you went to little Nerrissa's grave. She died soon after birth, therefore she was innocent, totally without sin.
If you wanted to do evil, you went to a murdered man's grave. Someone that was known to be evil, treacherous.
I know now the woman I called mother was an imp, an ignorant woman that sold her soul to the devil. I know my family has paid mightily. Paid too much. Please don't remain in that dark over crowded pit with that miserable ignorant woman or people of her ilk or kind.
Get on your knees and thank GOD for sending you WORD, for revealing His Truth. "Know ye the Truth!" It will set you free. It set me free.
Psychologists define my mother's condition as Necrophilia. I know she was just another reprobate, full of pride and ignorance. There was one thing she used to do that made me laugh to myself and shake my head. While folding her clothes and straightening her drawers in her "ChesterDraw" [Remember, she successfully enslaved me.] I came across some of *R***'s (fine young new husband) underwear, socks, and some unmentionables, intertwined or entangled with her panties.
Laughing I said; "What is this!?" She explained that as long as a woman kept her lover's intimate garments intertwined with hers that man could never leave her. Father Gabriele Amorth defines this as; "Contagious magic is based on the principle of physical contact, or contagion. To have influence over the target, the sorcerer must have access to something of his, such as hair, nail clippings, clothes."
Children I don't know how or when my mother fell into the clutches of satan. It is obvious she did and sadly she suffered mightily. So did we. An entire family, now stretching into four and five generations.
GOD told me to remind you that He gave you weapons to fight that "roaring lion", truth, justice, faith, and the double-edged sword of God's word."
Remember, satan desires to sift you as wheat. You don't have to take it. You are not powerless! He gave us POWER! Holy Ghost Power! Rebuke satan! Claim your place around GOD's Throne.
(GOD told me to tell you); Practice walking in His Glory today! Smile, beam, radiate GOD's Glory. It is in you let it shine. Let it shine so brightly that no imp from the devil will dare approach you. When they see you coming they will flee.
Be abundantly blessed today. Dear LORD destroy every cancer cell, every negative "I am already defeated" thought from the wicked one. Piece us back together LORD. Knit every cell, mend every broken heart, restore health, build us up, make us strong.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, March 17, 2014
Stevie Ray Vaughan - Cold Shot
When you finally force yourself to accept the facts about your mother. You must finally admit. She left no doubt. You caught her red handed, up to her red eyeballs in conjure.
That's a Cold Shot ! baby. I am glad somebody invented the blues.
RIP in Stevie.
That's a Cold Shot ! baby. I am glad somebody invented the blues.
RIP in Stevie.
Life is so exciting!
GOD is so wonderful! His plan is so perfect! GOD did design a true Utopia for us. Man, woman and satan messed it up.
GOD sent us His son, sacrificed Him, permitted Him to be crucified on our behalf. GOD gave us a choice, He gave us "Free Will". We get to decide whom we shall serve.
GOD also gave us His WORD, put it in a book. There is no mystery. It is all written out in every language. You have no excuse for being wicked, for been faithless.
No, you have no excuse for deriving pleasure from someone else's pain. If you do that you are messed up and you need Jesus. You need to repent, beg GOD to come into your heart and set you free. Admit it! You made a mistake. But please don't compound your mistake or mistakes by lying, back tracking and trying to cover your mistakes.
Please don't ever be foolish enough to think satan is ever going to give you a break, to share his power with you. You volunteered like the fast a** little "yalla heifa" you were. Ran off and got involved in some mess you really could not control. Thank you very much for messing up so completely in front of me. Thank you for a father that taught me the Bible one on one. Had me reading it aloud to him. Tricked me into discerning and extrapolating GOD's WORD. It soon became a habit. (PTL!)
Do I have any advice for the young people? Yes, make "Bible reading" a habit. Take notes, pay attention and pray, and always Praise The LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 17, 2014 All rights reserved.
GOD sent us His son, sacrificed Him, permitted Him to be crucified on our behalf. GOD gave us a choice, He gave us "Free Will". We get to decide whom we shall serve.
GOD also gave us His WORD, put it in a book. There is no mystery. It is all written out in every language. You have no excuse for being wicked, for been faithless.
No, you have no excuse for deriving pleasure from someone else's pain. If you do that you are messed up and you need Jesus. You need to repent, beg GOD to come into your heart and set you free. Admit it! You made a mistake. But please don't compound your mistake or mistakes by lying, back tracking and trying to cover your mistakes.
Please don't ever be foolish enough to think satan is ever going to give you a break, to share his power with you. You volunteered like the fast a** little "yalla heifa" you were. Ran off and got involved in some mess you really could not control. Thank you very much for messing up so completely in front of me. Thank you for a father that taught me the Bible one on one. Had me reading it aloud to him. Tricked me into discerning and extrapolating GOD's WORD. It soon became a habit. (PTL!)
Do I have any advice for the young people? Yes, make "Bible reading" a habit. Take notes, pay attention and pray, and always Praise The LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 17, 2014 All rights reserved.
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