Perhaps the question was never asked.

Why did she pound that puppy to death between two bricks?  That fact was known for sure.  It was her first cousin *Sayliza that told me.  Told us, actually.  Martha never said one word.  Just coolly ignored her.  Pretended to not hear such an awful indictment.

Once we were safely home, my mother had a lot to say about "lying ass *Sayliza". Martha fumed! Then became enraged at the thought.  That performance did not fool me.  By age 8 I had seen and experienced enough of Martha's bizarre behavior to know better.

Hummmmmmmmmmmm! Let's look at this carefully:

#1- savagely raped 3 times at age eight

#2- known for acts of sexual molestation

#3- 96 year old grandmother mysteriously catches on fire

#4- baby brother's hand is severely burned and Martha is the only witness

#5- Brilliant toddler son grabs a pot of boiling coffee, pours it on his chest, Martha is the only witness

#6- Oldest son's pretty face is burned severely. ( A complete mystery, never discussed.)

#7- I was severely burned on my forearm and elbow at age three.  My elbow protected my face.  Again, Martha is the only witness.

#8 - We haunted the "Cowfield" (graveyard) at midnight with kerosene lanterns.  Martha is angry that I can remember.  Claims it is impossible because I was only 2 years old.  She taught us how to "collect" "goofer dust".

#9- So many savage beatings, stabbings, …we learned quickly; "Do what ever this bitch demands!"

On and on and on, still clueless.  Then February 10, 1979; Martha announces that JEROME WALTERS killed himself, shot himself in the heart with the same gun that killed his son on the anniversary of his death, February 10, 1939. I am scared now, terrified.  1988 she sends me a letter she actually wiped her shitty ass in!  THAT WAS IT! FINI! I  went NO CONTACT for 9 years, heard she was preaching.  I know it was the LORD Jesus Christ that told me to give her another shot.  Fast forward, 2005, long lost brother returns after a 25 year hiatus , with some SHOCKING SECRETS!

The plot thickens, INCEST, MURDER, OH MY!

Granddaddy told her every single day; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."  Killed himself indeed! Fear you indeed!

Never fear the day of your reckoning, welcome it.

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December9, 2014  All rights reserved.]

Pave the way ...

Pray it forward.  Some one prayed for you.  Saw fit to sacrifice for you.  Now you do the same.  Pray for ears that listen, that are receptive to wisdom.  Pray for the ability to discern.

Of course I endured excruciating pain.  So what!  They crucified Jesus! Tore the flesh off of his back with a "cat-of-nine-tails".  satan has no manners.  "No mannuhus nukka" is the term my grandfather would have used.

Perhaps poor Martha was really ashamed of her promiscuity.   She had to be.  Something was very wrong. Truly lustful, carnal, just plain common.  Used the bathroom with the door open, was not discreet in her personal hygiene.

She said I was a lame nerd, too modest.  She thought it was hilarious. Something always told me that my body was my body and no one had any right to touch me without my permission.

Yes,  I knew they were both perverts.  I am very sure that it never occurred to me to tell on them.   Well I told on him once, when I was in the 5th grade.  Pleaded, cried, TOLD the entire class and teacher.

My white teacher basically said with a disturbed unconcerned look in her eye ;"I could give less than a fuck about you nigger!  That's how you niggers are.   You are all less than animals.  You are 3/5th of a man.  That's just  a lick on your ass.  Why don't you save that shit for someone that cares?"

I learned early to just shut the fuck up.  What was the use?

So, I practiced  staying  clear of him and shutting  most noise from that clamorous bitch out.  Martha never lived.  She rotted.  Rotted away by being , lying, phony and perverted.  Sure she murdered her own father.  Shot him dead in his 84 year old heart.  Never so much as stuttered.  Martha was one cool crook.

She didn't get away though.  Maybe she got the terrifying fear she demanded.  Got a chance to be thought of as something she was not.  A preacher !? Proof that satan knows the Bible too.  One thing for sure , evil should never know more Bible than you.  Which of course means you are going to have to study.  Martha studied her Bible every day!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December 8, 2014   All rights reserved.]

To know or not know ...

that is the question.  Martha gave us no choice.  Accept this phony, nymphomaniac, pathological lying, evil, raging, superstitious, primitive, demon possessed whore or have no mother at all.

Attend church every Sunday and pray to a GOD you are now sure is not listening.  My mother announced that she had won.  Martha just knew she won and deserved to win for the color of her skin!

While it is very easy to see my mother's stupidity, consumed for 87 years with something that does not matter. I can see how most of Amerikka has suffered the same fate.  Our brilliant, beautiful President is hated and prejudged for the color of his skin.

We must become a color blind society real soon. Color consciousness is killing us.  It is a cancer eating the fabric of our nation.

Today's message;pick a side.  Do so quickly.  Choose right over wrong.  My poor brother, the one that could not stand the sight of that birch for 25 years, lived with me for five.  I thought every thing was fine. I got baptized!  Moved closer and closer to understanding the enigma we called Mathy Jane.  I invited my brother to do the same. He reviled and rebuked, ran back into the arms of his greatest nemesis.  "A dog will return to his vomit."

I got it.  He was not going to believe it!   He was going to give up the right for the wrong.  He said he was terrified of her.  He was.  We all were.  His plan was to appease her.  One problem, you can not appease evil. satan is insatiable.

Martha was an insatiable whore.  She could never get enough of anything, sex, lying, stealing, destroying, taking lives, flimflamming.    Mathy started beating and traumatizing us early, as INFANTS!  We never had a chance.  I AM A MIRCLE!

She enslaved me early.  I could clean a house, wash dishes, sweep floors, make beds, scrub the floor,  tubs, flush the fecal matter out of soiled diapers , load a washing machine, when I was five!  Children every low life common act Mathy successfully designed against me backfired!

I will not be color conscious! I will not be stupid! I will not give up the right for the wrong.  I will not be terrorized by a monster GOD gave me the power to walk on, defeat, expose.

While I know Martha Jane Walters was a sick reprobate, the people that still pretend to  honor her, worry me.  They have to be either the dumbest people on earth or they are just as wicked and sneaky as  she was.

87 years of filth! For what? For naught!  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December 8, 2014  ll rights reserved.]

Mark Ronson - Uptown Funk ft. Bruno Mars

Soulful Strut/Young-Holt Unlimited

You know why I picked this.  Yes, I strutting, strutting for Jesus, strutting for my granddaddy,  that took a bullet in the heart,  that may have been meant for me.

I had argued with my mother about that pistol, many times.  The idiot kept leaving it out, lying around and and XXXXXXX was only 4 or 5 years old.  I told her it looked ominous.  She agreed and added, that she thought it was the same pistol XXXXX XXXXX had used to "murder"  Junior.

I know one thing, when you are secretly serving satan, and finally get caught, you can't strut.  Keep on laughing, keep on piling on lies and deeds that you are deeply ashamed of.  No, it will not end well.

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 7, 2014  All rights reserved.]

Man Up!

Even the Bible tells us to;  "gird up your loins".  When you become a man, you put away childish ideas.  A man and a woman marry, forsaking all others.

Get off of your corrupt, lying,  mama's "breast".  It is poisonous to you, harmful.  Never nurse on the tits of a serpent!

Stop looking for an easy way in this world.  There is no such thing.  This world will not reward you for the color of your skin, the texture of your hair, unless you are one of the "blessed ones".

I think some people are just "blessed" or some people appear to be more "blessed" than others.  Men like Paul Newman, Clint Walker,  women like; Elizabeth Taylor, Marilyn Monroe, etc.  Fine eye candy that could act.  Enchanted people with charisma.

If you have white, you must have black.  If you have "blessed", you must have "cursed".  Some people come to this earth wanting to do good and some just want to do bad.

My only complaint is; if you want to do bad, spread evil, tell some body.  Give a person the opportunity to choose.  And when they do find you out, discover the real you, quit lying.  Let your victim go!  Be kind for once in your life.

Once you have made a decision to be hot or cold, stick to it!   Be a bold demon or a bold true Christian!  Stand Up for Christ!

Don't be intimated! Let satan know that you know he is a powerless joke!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES    December , 2014  All rights reserved.]

Surprise ! Surprise!

December 7, 1941, "A day that will live in infamy!"  "Those low life, sneaky, slant eyed Japs!"; was the chorus heard around America.  What could be lower than a sneak attack?  Declare war!  Tell me that you are coming.  You may have a victory, but you have no honor.

I have never cried so much in my entire life,  combined,  as I have in the last few years. Finally accepting the fact it was my own mother that stalked, hunted, menaced and afflicted me for 62 long years.  Stabbed me in the back, stabbed her whole family in the back,  because she lacked integrity, honor, character, one shred of decency.  Could play the part of "refined lady" well, Bible toting Preacher, Loving mother, all parts, all roles, all ploys in Martha's arsenal of deceit.

 As terrible memories flood back , I see my always stoic composure.   I saw clearly what Martha was doing , I surely  experienced it, I just did  not want to believe it.  My mother was an ignorant narcissist that insisted that she be number one in the family.  The smartest , as in most brilliant, the most beautiful and of course the wealthiest.   Nothing had to be real.  As long as Martha looked the part, she was happy.  For years Martha pretended to own her own business, Liberty Bonding , pretended to be an entrepreneur, knowing full well she was fronting for her dope dealing cousin.

  Martha did not permit us to cry, lie or complain.  We were allowed to be her simple stooges, only , her "yes niggers".

She used our success when it suited her.  Tore us down when it made her look good.  I do find her unchecked, savage, ignorant, greedy, corrupt, immoral, 87 year rant , amazing.  I am amazed by our collective fear and ignorance.  It is one thing to demand to be on top, King of the hill, HNIC (Head Nigger In Charge).  But to be so trifling as to only lie, cheat, beg, steal and borrow for an associate degree in secretarial science, demand honor and recognition for a degree finally "achieved" when you were old, past your prime .  But to lie, pout, plot and conjure, steal and destroy when anyone in your family does better, is an abomination!  To secretly hate and attempt o destroy all of your children on the down low is the height of ignorance and sorry despicable living.

Woman you have lost your mind!  And we have too, if we fall for it.  Any one still praising you is  lost soul.  GOD help you,  is my fervent prayer, my constant plea.

Whose fault is she?  What could granddaddy do? Nothing! No one can stop a lying demon possessed reprobate, bound and determined to destroy as much as she can, while she can.  Martha was our thorn in the flesh.  The good news is; "The wicked shall cease from troubling."

I know I don't have to cry any more.  As a matter of fact, I should laugh and celebrate! I survived! As a matter of fact I thrived and every evil thing she did to me, GOD mysteriously and supernaturally turned into a blessing.  Praise the LORD!

I know it was the blood that saved me!

Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

[Excerpt THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES    December 7, 2014  All rights reserved.]