Pave the way ...

Pray it forward.  Some one prayed for you.  Saw fit to sacrifice for you.  Now you do the same.  Pray for ears that listen, that are receptive to wisdom.  Pray for the ability to discern.

Of course I endured excruciating pain.  So what!  They crucified Jesus! Tore the flesh off of his back with a "cat-of-nine-tails".  satan has no manners.  "No mannuhus nukka" is the term my grandfather would have used.

Perhaps poor Martha was really ashamed of her promiscuity.   She had to be.  Something was very wrong. Truly lustful, carnal, just plain common.  Used the bathroom with the door open, was not discreet in her personal hygiene.

She said I was a lame nerd, too modest.  She thought it was hilarious. Something always told me that my body was my body and no one had any right to touch me without my permission.

Yes,  I knew they were both perverts.  I am very sure that it never occurred to me to tell on them.   Well I told on him once, when I was in the 5th grade.  Pleaded, cried, TOLD the entire class and teacher.

My white teacher basically said with a disturbed unconcerned look in her eye ;"I could give less than a fuck about you nigger!  That's how you niggers are.   You are all less than animals.  You are 3/5th of a man.  That's just  a lick on your ass.  Why don't you save that shit for someone that cares?"

I learned early to just shut the fuck up.  What was the use?

So, I practiced  staying  clear of him and shutting  most noise from that clamorous bitch out.  Martha never lived.  She rotted.  Rotted away by being , lying, phony and perverted.  Sure she murdered her own father.  Shot him dead in his 84 year old heart.  Never so much as stuttered.  Martha was one cool crook.

She didn't get away though.  Maybe she got the terrifying fear she demanded.  Got a chance to be thought of as something she was not.  A preacher !? Proof that satan knows the Bible too.  One thing for sure , evil should never know more Bible than you.  Which of course means you are going to have to study.  Martha studied her Bible every day!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December 8, 2014   All rights reserved.]