"Scrambled Brains"

People that live "underground", occupy that substrata of second class citizenship, understand that term. It means to mesmerize, hypnotize , to take advantage of through a combination of fast talking, intimidation, and out and out lying and terrorizing.

It was something my mother lived to do.  Did often and bragged about.  She did pin a lot of her deeds on that sister/cousin that she claimed was the real corrupt one.

I am reeling, laughing, realized the absolute hatred and jealousy this poor confused, ignorant, greedy woman really carried in her heart for me, for us.  Martha collected "goofer dust" in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost, to make her bags", "hands".  Delusional!  That is a promise from GOD for practicing evil, sorcery,  for being foolish enough to think you can harm GOD's Children collecting "dirt"off of a murdered man's grave.  YOU PROVED YOU WERE A FOOL, IS WHAT YOU DID!  It appears there was some brain scrambling alright.

Now my blood relatives, fellow victims and witnesses know what you did!  They can continue to hide in the dark and flat refuse to come to the light.  I certainly can understand why.  I fully understand the power of the Mathy Jane Experience.   "Unique and complicated" were the choice words my daughter used.  Reprobate! Demon! Fallen woman that refused to get up is my opinion based on my limited understanding of GOD's WORD.

I am still very carefully peeling back the many, many layers of this experience.

 "Don't nevah give no nigger no free pussy!" ; my mother screamed at me when I was eight years old.

'Ok, ok.'; I thought.  I am sure I had no idea why she blurted out such a statement.  Time has certainly revealed a lot.  The woman just could not love.  Something, someone, life, plus severe ignorance, renders what we have here.

Martha could have been gay or homosexual!  GOD loves everyone! GOD still loves Martha right now.  What made her feel obligated to hide her sexual preferences ? "Religion"! Man's "Religion"!

"My people perish for lack of knowledge!"  Who said that you can't be gay ? Who said that you can't touch yourself?  Man!  Go to GOD yourself!  Talk to Him yourself.

I am celibate.  I truly believe I was born to be celibate.  My mother didn't have to ruin me or have sex with the door open to turn me off.  Many people consider celibacy "unnatural".  Perhaps it is.  Does that mean that GOD does not love me?  Of course not!

Do the Ten Commandments, plus one, "Love ye one another as I have loved you."  Simple!  You don't have to lie, steal, kill, hate yourself, or hate others.

Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   DECEMBER 5, 2014  ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.]