Up there preaching ...

when you should have been on your knees, crying and begging GOD to save you, to forgive you.  You knew you went too far, you knew you fell too low.

I do thank you for telling me about your inability to love or care for any one. I wish you had warned me about your sick debilitating hatred.  Thank you for complementing me on my strength; "Gwen, you sho' is a strong woman."

"Thank you, mother.  I learned from your mistakes." ; that must have been the wrong response because you sure turned up the heat.

No,  you never attended one PTA meeting.  The one and only time you attended a parent-teacher conference, Mr. Everette's (my eight grade teacher) praise for me enraged your jealousy.  The next  thing I knew I was being startled out of my deep sleep with your perverted husbands rock hard HUGE PENIS IN MY 14 YEAR OLD FACE!

"Don't you niggers tell it!" was your broken record.

Tell me please.  Why all the church going? praying? forced to memorize scripture? Why all those long winded prayers every Sunday morning? Where you trying to fool GOD or us?  Where you double minded or completely insane?

Thank you for telling me I would be the one to tell.  You sure got that right.  I know one thing, I am going to LIVE RIGHT!  I am not going to HATE anybody.  I don't even hate you, any more.

LORD knows I do not want to spend ETERNITY with the likes of you.

I do feel the sorriest for you and for all of my loved ones that you deliberately destroyed.  All five of my poor brothers still love you.  Or at least that is what they think.  I think they fear knowing the awful truth. I understand.  There are very few people that can stand under the weight of your sick carnal acts.

If you touched them, involved them in your "group sex" escapades, I hope GOD takes their shame.  They were children, little boys, with no fathers, that truly loved their mother even if she was a sick whore.  And no one on this earth could have ever imagined how sick you truly were.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December 11, 2014  All rights reserved.]