Make your blessing ...

more than rhetoric , your praise more than show.  I never would have believed, no one could have told me my mother's "praise" was a complete put on, a show,  to throw the innocent off of her trail.  And perhaps deep inside there was once a  sincere desire to love and serve the LORD.   (When was her innocences lost forever? and how?) Mathy's great (secret) success with conjure rendered her satan's helpless slave.  My mother was satan's bitch!

Mathy had a few stumbling blocks; pathological lying and a proclivity for extreme violence.  She was was human.  I am sure her savage rapes left her terrified, as it did me.

It was like my "mind" just crossed over into another dimension.  GOD put me into a semi-conscious state.   He did not let me commit murder. (Praise the LORD)  He told me to "press on in His name".  That is exactly what I did.

He promised to make my enemies my footstool.  (Praise the LORD) That is what He did!  In the book of Proverbs, GOD tells us through King Solomon (a black man, not that it should matter); 'If you dig one ditch, you better dig two.'

GOD does NOT Lie! Why so many people blindly follow "old slew foot" I will never know.  My mother claimed some bullshit about "urges".  This poor fallen woman (thought she was brilliant, GOD's gift to man) slithers up to me at age 14!; "I know you have urges ….if you eva' need anything … rubbers, emco…jest tell me and I'll get it fuh you."

Alarm, Alarm, Alarm went off in my head immediately.  (This bitch is trying to trick me! 'Muthaf******* if you don't get the f*** out my face!'; was the look I gave her.  I just stared at her, said no thanks and walked away.

Little did I know old "slew foot" had completely taken over my mother, totally invaded her covetous, insanely jealous, envious, ignorant spirit.

"Eva'body always told me daddy was a fool! Bought all dat damn land down dare in duh swamp!"

(Just who did this whore think she was talking to?  First of all granddaddy's land was not in a "swamp", and if it was such bad land, why was the the Government paying him to NOT grow tobacco?

Caught! You are caught red handed satan! Mathy Jane may have been dumb enough to fear and serve you.  I am not! "As for me and my house we will serve the LORD!"

The Holy Ghost is something that you can NOT fake.  Consequences for your own actions can not be avoided or dumped at someone else's feet.  You can not see GOD moving with the naked eye, it is something you just have to know, have faith in.

My granddaddy knew.  No matter how many idiots surrounded him, blocked him, lied on him and finally MURDERED him, JEROME WALTERS kept the faith!

My mother always complained that GOD was "too slow".  No Mathy Jane, GOD is always right on time!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   December 26, 2014  All rights reserved.]