I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

JAMES BROWN Honky Tonk (complete version)

Party until you leave here.  You can dance, enjoy good music and still love the LORD, be obedient to Him.

Watch those old lying hypocrites that put more on you than you can bear, add a thousand commandments to GOD's ten, Jesus's one.

"Love ye one another as I have loved you."

You did that!?

I told you what evil demonic creature one of your AME Zion preachers was, you haven't so much as grunted.

GOD see you.

In all thy getting ...

get understanding.   Do study.  Study well, study hard,  An easy degree is not worth the paper it is written on.

America, poor black America , in particular , is about to see some dark days.  Many innocent will die along with sick vipers.

"Be not deceived for GOD is not mocked."

Be righteous, be honest, be loyal, be a true good person.  Be the person you wish to be.  "Do unto others.."

Don't say that and not mean it.  Never advertise yourself as something you are not.  Don't count yourself so smooth, so good looking, so desirable, that you go to the highest bidder that is willing to play your pimping game.



My greatest hurdle ...

has been unlearning that "just another piss ant" mentality.  Unlearning the notion that I owed my mother something for rescuing me out of that whore house she abandoned me in.

Do know that I have come to learn that I still ended up in a whore house.  But, the best thing you did was leave me in the care of Rachel and Jerome Walters for the early formative years of my life.

(GOD's Divine Order, in effect.)

Look well to your going children.   Listen carefully.  Why are you so afraid to be an independent thinker?   How can you live on this earth, pray to GOD, yet walk on, spit on, trample anyone that dares to get in your way?

Out of sight is not out of mind.  GOD sees you, knows every thought before you think it.  GOD is going to use you.  No matter what you do, GOD is using it for the uplifting of His Kingdom.

How much courage does it take to scorn someone already down?  Do run after, fawn and faint over everyone you think is winning, or could possibly win?  You do know GOD is large and in charge don't you?

You do know, wealth, status, mean oohing to GOD.  Your very life could be required of thee in the next five minutes.  Billionaires have to leave here too.   All Steve Jobs'  billions could not buy him one single second longer than GOD intended.  (Did he jump in front of the line to get that new liver?)

Of course money is nice, status, fame, all that, is great.  ( What does it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his soul? )  But once you have that, what do you have?  More headaches.  You once rolled your quarters , poured them out of a jar, to get some gas.  Now you have to pay an accountant or a team, perhaps it takes an entire firm,  to help you keep up with your money.

Are you any happier?  I will tell you for sure, the happiest days of my life were spent riding in a cart my grandfather made, with Billy the Billy goat pulling.  Running up and down his tobacco fields catching a ride on the drag.

Eating "raastin'ears" from homemade cinderblock smokers.  Running around getting in the way during hog killing season.  Taking my weekly "Saddidy'night" bath, putting on my "Sunday-go-tuh-meetin'" clothes.  Eating can Salmon, grits and a slice of crunchy fatback.

I do find it ironic that my mother's greatest call was; "Come git ya'beatin' ", in the end, refused to repent,   87 years old, died the same wicked, sneaky viper she lived.

No, Mathy never went to jail or faced the death penalty for killing her own father.  She suffered just the same.  I don't care what she said.  She was ashamed.  Granddaddy did warn her.  He did tell her to stay off of those graves.  She never listened to him, not one time in her entire life. (rebellious, full of pride)

  He was to kind.  He never refused her one dime when she came begging (more like demanding).  He took care of us just like we were his (we were) and never so much as murmured one complaint.  (Dear LORD, please teach me to be such a Christian)

So!?  Money will not buy you (me) happiness.  Another thing, why do you (I) need or crave so much money?  Is that what you (we) really want?  Or is that what society said that you (we) must have in order to be accepted, to be approved,  by man?

GOD first, every thing else will be added unto thee.

The thing about being a bully ...

there is danger.   Some bullies (i.e. my mother) become so frightening , so terrorizing , they begin to believe their on press.

They say no one likes a bully, but all fear a bully.

Martha was a bully par excelente!  I know now she is what they called a "bulldagger"; the male equivalent of a homosexual woman, a lesbian.

My mother was born in 1925, there is no way she could have come "out of the closet".  I laugh now because her sheer hatred for all men was so obvious.  (No wonder she was so brutal.)  She MURDERED her own daddy!

My mother did reveal to me that she was indeed raped  savagely, three times, as an eight year old.  (That certainly explains my contrived rape and frequent physical and sexual abuse.)

Forced to live a lie, Martha raged, hated GOD.  Remained confused, tormented.  Martha just could not come to the truth, the truth about any thing.  She was indeed a great liar, pathological, for sure.  She was also a great flimflammer , a master magician.

She was a pure reprobate, sold out for satan.  She did not win.  She was deluded.  Accepted, satisfied just having more than most of her family, was grateful for the crumbs from satan's table.  She knew better.  She was am imp.  Mathy would rather drown,  die and go to hell for eternity, if she could take the vast majority of the world with her.

It doth appear that Mathy Jane destroyed a great doctor, a great musician.  She tried everything in her power to destroy this great writer, to silence my voice.  To keep her hidden pedophilia, incest, fornication, MURDERS, conjure, false preaching, quiet, silent.

GOD said No!

How dare you be so stupid, so long? "When I was a child, I thought as a child, but when I became a man , I put away childish things."

Mathy never put away childish, toddler, jealousy.  She never put away play acting, lying, tempting, leading astray.

Dear LORD, yes this world has offended me greatly for exposing this woman.  The world knows that it needs to know, must instantly recognize,  such creatures.  Blessing blockers, deliberate joy snatchers, hiding behind false smiles.  "Lying lips that hide hatred…"

How can we know for assurity that every word in that Book is real when we passively let Marthas get away with their madness?

"Oh well.";  is not good enough.  A great Christian life snuffed out too soon because his wayward demon possessed daughter played cowardly bully?  Was no mannered and common enough to just walk away unscathed?  When did Martha ever pay for one single deed? Never!

She always managed to get away, to pin, to label, to libel.  Martha was all mouth, all bluff.  If you ever bothered to read your Bible for yourself, for real, you would see her.  You would recognize her and never fear her.

Who wants to keep her secret?  "Birds of a fester flock together."  Please, if you recognize that you demand freedom to explore your carnal nature, you are in trouble.  You are already in the snares of the adversary. (Pray your way out)

If we are satisfied living in a world full of Marthas, we are forever lost.  Martha was very color conscious and deeply racist.  A woman full of rage and hatred.  So rank,  she made excuses to keep from touching her pulpit associates. "Germy *******!" (hilarious)

I know now that it was enmity .  GOD does put enmity between His children and satan's spawn.  You will not get along.  You will repel each other like magnets.  Don't give up.  Pray.  Pray without ceasing.

Monday, April 27, 2015

Aretha Franklin - Full Album - Try a Little Tenderness


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Wow! Listen to what I found! I like this as much as Otis Redding's version.

We must be tender and loving with one another.  But no one should be evil enough, stiff necked, rebellious and demon possessed to the point they make us suffer for our love.

How dare you punish me because you squandered your gifts!  Because you were whorish., couldn't keep your legs closed if someone tied them up with rope!

I endured the "grits and grease", the savage beatings, the savage rape, the many molestations, never quite understanding.

GOD has made the life of Martha Jane Walters abundantly clear to me, now.  And I am on this blog to thank GOD,  in the presence of the entire world; THANK YOU!

Thank you for making that abomination hate me! PTL!

Young ladies!

Young ladies, don't you ever forget, GOD gave you the keys to the kingdom.  Not to sell or trade, not to engage in a filthy lascivious life style ,  that you will loathe yourself for later.

Forgive yourself.  Ask GOD to come into your heart.  If you truly want a good man, be the woman a good man wants to see.  Set the example for other women around you.

Yes you can be a jewel in your man's crown.  You will not be a jewel for a man that you don't want, that you are just using until times get better.

It is alright to be alone.  Why be with someone that you can't stand, truly loathe? That is not godly!  GOD did not tell you to do that.

Trust and obey.  And never put any man (or woman) above your child or children.

You be a "do right woman"!  Never tolerate a low common man.  Never tolerate a man that cheats.  Never have to doubt your man.

Be alone.  You will be happier!


"It is no secret what GOD can do…"

" What He has done it for others, He'll do  for you."  He did it for me! I am rejoicing! Testifying!

People of low morals accuse me of "snitching".  People still tethered to her corrupt dried up breasts  consider their blind allegiance , love.

One thing for sure you can not honor Mathy without lying.  Some lies are of omission , some permission or submission.  By omission,  I mean you will have to leave a lot out.   There is a great deal you must "dis-remember", never think about , or bring to your memory ever again in your life!

 Permission, you let her, you gave up, you are defeated.  That's my family, my brothers, enslaved by their permission.   Submission, not only are you her slave, it is your greatest desire to be just like her. I have a very good idea which brother this is, or possibly two.   Even you shrink at committing some of the sick deeds she did.

You have to be full of rage, of old ancient demons.  You have to be possessed.  Possessed of the demons you went down on graves hunting, conjuring up.  Serves you right to suffer.


Why am I so excited?  Full of joy? satan can not manipulate and intimidate me (any more). (GOD snatched your wig off Mathy Jane! And your phony robe, your phony mantel that you stole but were unworthy to wear, to even touch.)  Almighty GOD tripped you up in your phony walk, in your phony uncaring, lying, hypocritical "church".  They just let you die and go to hell! Not one prayer, not one parishioner was brave enough to confront you because you were so offensive.

Mathy was a sick sadistic bully.  Demanded to be a terrorizing bully on the "down low".  Demanded to be a closet lesbian prostitute on the "down low".  She always bragged to us about her brilliance and her "gifts".  My mother claimed that she "prayed" for her boss and "god" rotted his "ass'ole" out , for her. Just for her.  She was just that tight with GOD.

 We were forbidden to lie or steal, but she could.  (Seriously, that is how out of touch, how delusional,  satan will render you , fooling with him.)   He did die of cancer of the anus exactly one year after my mother "threw" at him.

"No mas! No mas!" I am laughing (now)  because it kept us in line. LOL.  It kept me in line until I read and studied my Bible, until I learned to not lean to my own understanding.  It worked until I got tried of scratching my head and losing.  It worked until GOD opened my eyes, unstopped my ears. PTL!

Mathy Jane demanded that the world respect and honor her skin color, her hair texture.

Pure proof she was demonic!

The poor woman lived 87 years,  faking, pretending to be the last thing that ever crossed her mind, a "true Christian".

That's cool.  Demand what you want but don't you dare think your bad attitude, your malicious witchcraft against ME is ever going to work.


  • "Study to shew thyself approved unto GOD, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth."  2 Timothy 2:15
  • "But seek ye first the Kingdom of GOD, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you." Matthew 6:33
  • "Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify GOD on this behalf." 1 Peter 4:16
That self esteem, that confidence, that self assurance you seek can only be found in the LORD Jesus Christ!  
Allah ain't got it.  Neither Buddha, Mohammad, Confucius, None of them.  And of course the only thing collecting dirt off of graves is going to get you is an eternity in hell.

Don't hate me for being right.  Don't hate me for being chosen by GOD, for being delivered from the hands of satan.

Ask Him, GOD is sure to deliver you too.  PTL!




Quit playing.  "Come on in this house!"