Purple Rain

GOD told me that I didn't have to do anything but chill.  That,  He got this!

GOD warned us that most would go to hell.   Well, just how do you interpret; "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction."?

Seriously!?   You never did word problems, never wrote essays or persuasive speeches?  Well, that is your fault?  Why should your oppressor teach you anything?  If your stifling ignorance brings  incalculable profits,  you are going to get screwed in this world.

If you are dumb enough to pawn your car, enslave yourself. scream and holler when you finally discover the exorbitant interest rate you are paying, well, "That is just a lick on'ya."


It's all good.  Don't give up the right for the wrong.  Don't lie!  Know your truth!  Repent of your sins.  "We all have sinned.  We all have come short of the Glory of GOD."    He loves us anyway.
He sent His son, a blood sacrifice,  to save us.  Don't let Christ's death be in vain in your life.

Don't fear!  Don't live in shame!   Don't live a faked up, fixed up for Facebook  life, either.

"When you start smelling' yo'sef somebody ben' smelling yo' fo auh long time."  

If you don't like you,  can't stand to be with you, what do you expect from other people ?   Fix you!  "Git that mote and shit out yo'eye befo' you go to signifying in my business!"  

  Humble yourself.  Recognize what you did wrong.    Own it, learn from it.  Pray to never do that again.

You don't get a pass because you "wear the pants", "pay the cost to be the boss".  Don't use your money to manipulate and control people.

 Love yourself.

No one loves you!?    Everyone is trying to use you!?   You cast yourself in that light.  That is what you get for keeping count of every penny you spend.  Money is just a utility.  Trust GOD . He will supply all of your needs.

You want a blessing?  Bless others.  GOD told you that if you would be faithful in a few things , He would make you ruler over many things.  Trust Hm!  Free Fall!

"Come ye out from among them."

GOD does Not have a color preference.  Man does.  Love yourself , what ever color you came here in.

  If you are actually hating yourself  because your nitwit demonic "mother" claimed she rejected you because of the color of your skin or the texture of your hair,   do know the bitch was lying.

Rather than ever face the "thing", Mathy came up with some excuse for her being right.   She was never wrong.  GOD was wrong.  You  asked for that brutal beating!  That savage cursing!   No, we were never going to discuss the sexual abuse.  Let's just pretend that never happened.

  If you were dumb enough, terrified enough,  to accept what ever garbage rolled out of Mathy's mouth, that would be your undoing.

Perhaps Martha's total denial, her refusal to accept responsibility for her own actions would not be so bad,  if she had not felt obligated to dump them at my feet.

Again, Divine Order.  "Don't worry dawthur, Jesus will fix it!  He sho' will.  Trust Him!  Trust Him, baby."


You might not believe in that book , you freely admit that you have never read and frankly do not plan to ever read.     You claim that you will gladly trade your soul for the fleeting pleasure this world promises you.  Be very careful.  Make sure you are not headed down the wrong road?

Why do you reject GOD?  What did GOD ever do to you?   What makes you think GOD is this hating, vengeful, Santa Clause/Wizard , the world makes Him out to be?

Based on what?  On what some non-reading illiterate , blow hard, much like yourself?  Don't love GOD,  if you can't love Him.    If you are unappreciative,   did everything yourself , for yourself.   You have your life all mapped out perfectly.  You can not foresee any bumps or cracks in your road.

Besides, you, have never needed the LORD before, why should you need him now?    Plus, all of that hollering and screaming is embarrassing,  to say the least.    And the fact that  millions of innocent children are dying,  being deliberately,  secretly ruined,  by lying, faking, preaching reprobates, is not your problem.

Our rotten world goes right on spinning.  Families keep hating. Brother against brother. Mother against daughter.  And we all pretend, attend family reunions terrified to death of a certain relative's "potato salad".  Plan to have a good "lie" ready for that old "begging ass crack addict".

"…happily married ….yada, yada,…all kids are great …grandkids…let's go …it's too hot!..too many flies …no,  too many lies."

We all perish in the end, very few will get in.

PTL!

I press on   ... 

satan's plan is working ...

and you simpletons are still falling for it.  You are UN-READ! UN-LEARNED! Lazy, common, dishonest, looking for a "hook up".   Miserable, selfish, self-centered, demanding some "color privilege".

We have ONE Father!  One GOD!  One Faith!  One Baptism!  Praise GOD Almighty I have been trying to thrive and survive in a world full of the most ignorant imps satan could manufacture.

There is no excuse for blatant ignorance.  I am not an elitist.  I do not believe all people have to be college educated or be able to write like Shakespeare.   But when a grown adult man has yet to master second grade science, run and shun.

So, this grown, college educated (supposedly) man asks me if I believed in boomerangs.  "Rachur! …do you believe in boomerangs?"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you believe they come back?"

My heart sunk.  Oh my GOD! This man is illiterate! [ Truthfully in my mind I panicked , I cried out to the LORD: LAWD! I done ****ed around and married Forest Gump!"]

"What! … you've never thrown a boomerang!? "

"No! … do they really come back!? …I heard that when you throw them they come back!"

"Of course they come back … it is their shape … the centrifugal  force … "

He looked lost, puzzled.  There was another word,  he did not know, "centrifugal" .  This man's ignorance is abysmal,  I thought.    It will take a life time of serious study to bring him up to my level, and that would be if he was willing.

He is not willing.  He is an anti-intellectual.  A fool demanding that the world tell him what the book says.  He just wants the answers.  That is like me demanding to win the Peachtree Road race without training.

It is true.  Just like my mother he thinks his color is his ticket.  Dumb ass!   Knowledge and good character,  is your ticket, and you have neither.  You have the nerve to be a common whore monger and you are worthless as a lover.  Keep your pants on!  Go read a  book!  Seek knowledge !  Do it and do it now!

You are too in love with yourself.  Why?  What is so great and phenomenal about you?  Why would anyone want to be around you,  five more minutes than they have to?

Do you even  know you are a pathological liar?  Do you have any idea how incredibly  selfish, greedy and corrupt you really  are?    Why are you an usher in a church?    Why do you buy your cocaine from your pastor?    What kind of church is this!?

So, I'm just supposed to dummy up so you won't feel dumb, so you won't be reminded that you are a functional illiterate.    You just run around like a little horny dog sticking your little penis in any and everything warm , any thing that  wants you, anyone willing to invite you.

So, rather than really read a book, or simply trust and listen , you would try to enslave me with your bullshit.     ********** !   I didn't even want your sorry ass in the first place!     I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU!   No, not here!   Not today!   Wrong woman!  Wrong time!

You are lucky, blessed by the LORD Jesus Christ that you didn't get at least one of those .32 calibre  hollow point bullets!

Thank you Jesus!  Some people just don't know.  When their crazy, meets up with someone else's crazy, …it is going to be crazy.

I am not about to pretend I love somebody I purely hate.    I am not about to pretend that I don't hate.    If hatred means I  want you to stay the hell away from me , lying, denying and bringing me down, well I hate YO'ASS!.

No one on this earth will ever reduce me to rubbish again because of the color of my skin, my gender, my intellect, my age, my style!  I will be me!

satan you bow down and shut your lying mouth.

I'm too black!  You're too dumb! You dumb illiterate, trifling,  lying  sorry as ***********! Go read a ******* book!

PTL!

I press on ...

You never knew how much I needed you

No, I am not a Superwoman but I have been made to  play one in real life for 64 years.   Zora Neale Hurston,  one of my favorite writers, describes black women as mules.  Beast of burden.

Most lives don't have to be as miserable as some unbalanced creep,  that just happens to be kin,  thinks your life should be.

The nerve! The sheer arrogance!  How can anyone look at anyone and assume anything?  And to demand to block blessings because they  claim the color of some one else's  skin disqualifies them!

  YOU ARE AN IMP FOR SATAN!  A volunteer slave!  "Get thee behind me satan!"

A menace!  A MENACE TO SOCIETY!   A SICK DEMONIC MENACE TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY!  You never let up.  You never gave us any relief.  You knew the gig was up, the cat was out of the bag,   when *** came back. 

 You couldn't do it , could you?  Insisted on lying, manipulating and fighting like a bulldog to the end, huh?

I refuse to be a Superwoman.  I will be real!  I will be happy and fulfilled.  I will shun every liar I encounter for the rest of my life.   I am honored, humbled to be  chosen to be set Free!    To finally know;"What the problem is!  What the problem is?" (What's Love Got To Do With It reference)

 PTL!

I press on ...

There is no hiding place ...

from the ignorant, incompetent vipers in high places.  From the top to the bottom the imps are running things in the "school house".

• No room- most  class rooms and desks are much too small
• No air- the air conditioning is always out except for the main office
• No books- we no longer need them
• No nurse- don't get sick at school
• No wholesome food and no time to choke it down
• No honesty or integrity
• No snitches
• No advocates
• No one cares

I spoke up, they called me crazy, said my scholars were only *******!, what could I expect?

They ran me out of the "school house" and some body messed around and taught me how to get on the internet.  PTL!

Can you say "Day of Reckoning"?  Have you ever heard of Divine Order?  A little concept called "Just and Honest Due'?

Do you PTL!

I press on ...

Mess around with satan if you want to ...

 'gon mess aound and git yo'wig snatched!  ***** I'LL STOMP A MUD HOLE IN'YO ***! … ****WID ME ONE MO'GIN! ,,, SEE WHUT HAPPEN!  I bet I make a believer out'cha ***!.

I can identify heavily with Richard Pryor.  My childhood was no bed of roses.  I was no saint.  "Do or die *****!"   " Sink or swim ***********! "   " Shit or git off the **************** pot!"

To this very day I hate wimpy ass, scared ass, let them win *******************!  I don't know,  they say a  Walters will fight in a Prayer Meeting.   Not true, …     where ever you mess with us, prepare to git ******** up in the exact place you started messing wid us at!

Mathy is 'bout the only Walters that I eva'heard of that wud mess wid you first.    Somehow GAWD blessed us to be good, hard working people.    Most of us, that is.    I do think some of us done forgot, got too mannish, hard headed and corrupt.

Before you dismiss GAWD, get to know HIM for yo'sef!   Jesus partied!   Didn't He turn water into wine at the wedding?

He sho' won't no whimp either!  Went in that Temple, turned those tables over, cussed them "Dove sellers" out!  "You have tuned my house into a den of thieves!"


Please stop trying to please your fellow man pretending that you are perfect.   "We have all sinned….come short  …."

Please do the Ten Commandments.  "Keep yourself up … best you can."  "Don't do nothing you would be ashamed to admit that you did."  

If you can do all of  that,  I believe you are going to  be straight.  You are going to be alright.  Trust GOD and Him only!  GOD taught me that I could not even trust my own mother! PTL!

Follow behind a fool if you want to, 'gon get messed up.


Don't you pimp GAWD!  Don't even try!  You know people ae desperate and most are far too lazy, too anit-intellectual, too easily led astray,  to ever read the Bible for themselves.  Jesus did tell us, most would be lost.  He sure did Not lie!

PTL!

I press on ...

Buddy Guy - Man and the blues (full album).

Come on up a little higher ...

go ahead and dig a little deeper in GODs house.  You must have more than a mere outward sign,  if you truly love the LORD.  If you are involved in Kingdom building you are not secretly tearing down.

Come off of your blinding ignorance.  STUDY to show yourself approved!  Stop letting these clowns wearing fine raiment fool you.  Quit congratulating yourself for being accepted by fellow imps with an outward show of wealth.  They don't have it as good as they deliberately lead you to believe.  That is why they pimp you so hard.  You gave a mortal man your social security number.  You are dumb enough to believe tithing is going to get you in, keep you blessed and protected. "Thou fool!"  

Yes, you are going to have to pray, to fast.  You must seek His face.

Get off that voodoo religion!  Jesus doesn't need you to post pictures of stacks of money.  You are just showing GOD how truly lost and deceived you really are.

Pray! Pray for the indwelling of The Holy Spirit!  You need it!  No, you haven't done nothing!  GOD gave you credit, but He did it.

PTL!

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