satan's plan is working ...

and you simpletons are still falling for it.  You are UN-READ! UN-LEARNED! Lazy, common, dishonest, looking for a "hook up".   Miserable, selfish, self-centered, demanding some "color privilege".

We have ONE Father!  One GOD!  One Faith!  One Baptism!  Praise GOD Almighty I have been trying to thrive and survive in a world full of the most ignorant imps satan could manufacture.

There is no excuse for blatant ignorance.  I am not an elitist.  I do not believe all people have to be college educated or be able to write like Shakespeare.   But when a grown adult man has yet to master second grade science, run and shun.

So, this grown, college educated (supposedly) man asks me if I believed in boomerangs.  "Rachur! …do you believe in boomerangs?"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you believe they come back?"

My heart sunk.  Oh my GOD! This man is illiterate! [ Truthfully in my mind I panicked , I cried out to the LORD: LAWD! I done ****ed around and married Forest Gump!"]

"What! … you've never thrown a boomerang!? "

"No! … do they really come back!? …I heard that when you throw them they come back!"

"Of course they come back … it is their shape … the centrifugal  force … "

He looked lost, puzzled.  There was another word,  he did not know, "centrifugal" .  This man's ignorance is abysmal,  I thought.    It will take a life time of serious study to bring him up to my level, and that would be if he was willing.

He is not willing.  He is an anti-intellectual.  A fool demanding that the world tell him what the book says.  He just wants the answers.  That is like me demanding to win the Peachtree Road race without training.

It is true.  Just like my mother he thinks his color is his ticket.  Dumb ass!   Knowledge and good character,  is your ticket, and you have neither.  You have the nerve to be a common whore monger and you are worthless as a lover.  Keep your pants on!  Go read a  book!  Seek knowledge !  Do it and do it now!

You are too in love with yourself.  Why?  What is so great and phenomenal about you?  Why would anyone want to be around you,  five more minutes than they have to?

Do you even  know you are a pathological liar?  Do you have any idea how incredibly  selfish, greedy and corrupt you really  are?    Why are you an usher in a church?    Why do you buy your cocaine from your pastor?    What kind of church is this!?

So, I'm just supposed to dummy up so you won't feel dumb, so you won't be reminded that you are a functional illiterate.    You just run around like a little horny dog sticking your little penis in any and everything warm , any thing that  wants you, anyone willing to invite you.

So, rather than really read a book, or simply trust and listen , you would try to enslave me with your bullshit.     ********** !   I didn't even want your sorry ass in the first place!     I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU!   No, not here!   Not today!   Wrong woman!  Wrong time!

You are lucky, blessed by the LORD Jesus Christ that you didn't get at least one of those .32 calibre  hollow point bullets!

Thank you Jesus!  Some people just don't know.  When their crazy, meets up with someone else's crazy, …it is going to be crazy.

I am not about to pretend I love somebody I purely hate.    I am not about to pretend that I don't hate.    If hatred means I  want you to stay the hell away from me , lying, denying and bringing me down, well I hate YO'ASS!.

No one on this earth will ever reduce me to rubbish again because of the color of my skin, my gender, my intellect, my age, my style!  I will be me!

satan you bow down and shut your lying mouth.

I'm too black!  You're too dumb! You dumb illiterate, trifling,  lying  sorry as ***********! Go read a ******* book!

PTL!

I press on ...