"Call a thing, a thing"

Call what is, what it is!  My mother, Martha Jane Walters, was a perverted pedophile.  She was a lot of other things, but perverted pedophile,  stands out.   I have to be slightly amused.  Most people don't have the courage to read or think about a person like my mother.  What about us, what about me?  We had to live her, survive her!   But I  think all of it can be traced back to the fact that she was raped as a child and became a  pedophile.

She told me that she hated her mother for always beating her and accusing her of playing with her younger brother's "pee-pee".

A small child inappropriately touching another child is not entirely new.  How do we handle such a situation is new.    Beating is certainly not the answer.

Did my mother experience a great deal of brutality after her rape? Did this cause her to spiral out of control and end up the monstrosity she died as? I am mystified.   How do I know it actually happened?  Martha was such a liar.

I do not doubt that she was a child predator.  The three rapes she told me about and the fact she did smash a puppy.

If nothing else, a long exhaustive list of demonic deed, after demonic deed,  proves something was very wrong with Martha.

I have decided that I don't want too be included in a family that will deliberately keep such a creep a family secret.  A family willing to keep the likes of Martha  secret will not miss me.

Her church?  I can't go in there.  She told me, she said it, she told me what kind of people they were … I guess she didn't lie.  I do know that my Mathy Jane Experience has taught me a lot.  It sure taught me that my grandfather was right.

"Man does not do what is right.  Man does what is convenient."  

I am leaving all my blogs ,  when I am not around people can conveniently peruse them at their own leisure.   Finally accept the truth.   They can study my blog and trace the ravages of a complete psychopath.

"We didn't come here to stay always."  No, GOD called us here to do something for Him, for Kingdom building, then leave.  Leave a legacy worthy of study,  if not emulation.  Please don't  live, torment and just die!

Do repent of your sins.  Do pray.  Do seek GOD's face.

PTL!

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