Intelligent charismatic men and women such as my mother use it for their sole benefit. They don't care or fear hell because they are delusional, completely sold out to the evil one. They are fierce ignorant beasts.
I know now I never honored my mother. I feared her. I was terrified! She was a fool! She would do anything, any where, any time. She was a walking, talking, monstrosity that was brilliantly manipulative and cunning. She did falsely believe she acually had "POWER".
You had savage cruelty, you dumb bitch! You VOLUNTEER IMP! Granddaddy always said you were blind. He told you; "The blind can not lead the blind, less they all fall in the ditch."
Martha, you followed tradition and made up your own religion. You did think attending church every Sunday and teaching Sunday school for years carried some sway with GOD.
I know so many people that think GOD wants them to suffer. That "cussing" is cursing. (If you still think GOD is concerned with language, grammar, rather than ill will, you deserve to suffer.)
Man has so tarnished GOD's image with his own opinions, for his own agenda, many fear knowing Christ. The real Christ. The one that dwells in your heart and will not let you harm anyone for any reason.
The Jesus Christ that loves you, makes intercession for you. The one that will pick you up when your mother and father forsake you.
Dear LORd, I know it was You that balanced my little car on the median as that 18 wheeler whizzed by me like a locomotive! I know it was You LORD that saved me time and time from Marha's dangerous schemes. Thank you LORD!
Dear LORD, help these passionate illiterate, un-read, following-tradition-non-critical-thinking-covetous-Christians. Double minded, serving satan and GOD. Deliberately giving GOD the artificial, the put on , while secretly giving the evil one all of their best.
I know so many people like my mother. Truly anti-intellectual, surrounded herself with books she never read. Martha just wanted to look and sound smart. **** (forget) true knowledge.
Martha is not the only WITCHCRAFT practicing preacher!
My mother deliberately terrorized us with her WITCHCRAFT! What could we do!? We were hers and we never wanted to believe she would deliberately harm us with voodoo. Living with her was hell on earth, enough.
SADISTIC!
My clever mother feed us out of a huge industrial size pressure cooker. She would cook enough pinto beans to last a family of six, at least a week. No meat, just a slab of fatback.
No cornbread, biscuits, rice, …nothing. I learned to spice mine up with plenty of hot sause and pepper. So, (again I am around 14) we have nothing to eat but these half rotten pinto beans for a week. Pinto beans for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
So, Mathy comes in the kitchen, as my brother and I are finishing our last bowl. We truly learned that food was purely for substance, not pleasure. Mathy suddenly has a confession to make; "***, Gwen …you know den beans ya'll ate all week!? …found a roach in'um!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH! The mentally disturbed whore just fell out laughing!
What did we learn? To watch her. To keep the "side eye" on this bitch. If she didn't eat it, I didn't eat it.
What did we get for those starvation diets? Fine bodies! All my brothers were chiseled Adonises.
I am sure I did not have an ounce of fat on me in high school. GOD's Divine Order.
PTL!
I press on ...
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