"The hoodoo that you do"

Jesus tells us; …mothers will be against daughters, daughters against mothers …"  There is an enmity , a polar resistance, good versus evil, a distrust, a type of competition , placed between some mothers and daughters.

For the evil doer like my mother, it was a game.  A vicious, catty, unfair game,  immature, extremely ignorant, deliberately highly uneducated Martha demanded to play until her dying day.  She never tired of it.  For 87 years Martha Jane Walters delighted in being a closet imp.

Trilled to death to ruin, fool, foil,  while being honored by the very people she secretly hated.  No, this is why you should pay attention.  I am sure at eight, Martha never set out to, never dreamed, she would die,  the hideous monster she became.

Pride goeth before a fall.  Bible! Fact!  I didn't write it.

You can't be double minded!  Fact!  I didn't write it!

You will reap exactly what you sow!

I am sick as hell of old nasty perverted evil doers like my demon laden mother , committing all kinds of hellish crimes and trying to lay them at my feet!

 My old,  low- whorish- root- working-gospel-preaching- stank mama, MURDERED her own daddy! Then turned right around and  was successful, smooth as silk,  in persuading all my kit and kin to hate Me!

I am despised as the MURDERER AND THE MURDERED! Not for doing, but for telling, for snitching.  Martha did fully believe she HAD THE RIGHT TO TAKE HIS LIFE!

I heard her rationale as she screamed at him daily; "WHEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNN YOOOOOOOU  GON' DIE OLD MAN!?"

I'm a living witness!

Why didn't I do something?

I realize now, I was a fellow slave, a captive, a footstool for the evil doer.

GOD said No!

You look like a damn idiot supporting Mathy, hiding her "carne " after she is long dead.  I am not the only one that got molested, raped and ruined!  ROBBED!

GOD help the daughter of the wickedly evil mother.  That poor child will never know true peace.  She will suffer from maddening confusion.  (Some misguided relative felt it best to never tell the children, to never let on  what a beast their mother truly was.  Just let them be sacrificed.  Let them be satan's fodder.  It is their own hard luck being conceived in the womb of a volunteer reprobate.)

She will live a nightmarishly horrible life, all of her life.  She will be laughed at and made the footstool of a demonic ner-do-well.  A very foolish woman that refused to ever see her children as a gift from GOD.  A woman so low,  envious and devious , she knew to always PRETEND to be the EXACT OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE TRULY WAS.   (That is why she preached.)

(Children, when your life can not be lived as an open book, something is wrong.)

I was made to pay for my mother's carnal deeds.  Martha knew full well that she should not hate me at all.  She also knew that her hatred was irrational, well over the top.  She did not care.  How could she care?  Why would she?  Martha's long list of tragic sadistic deeds had surpassed their human limit by the time she was eight years old.

Martha had no where to go but down.  She found a compromise in pretending, imitating, declaring and FORBIDDING!

#1 NEVER TELL ON MARTHA JANE!

#2 NEVER THINK FOR YOURSELF! LET MARTHA JANE THINK FOR YOU!

#3 NEVER TRUST ANYONE BUT MARTHA JANE! DO KNOW YOU ARE GETTING SCREWED BUT GET SCREWED ANYWAY!

#4 TAKE EVERYTHING YOU KNOW ABOUT MARTHA JANE TO YOUR GRAVE!

I CAN'T DO IT!

PTL!

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