Did I believe wholeheartedly white mothers vacuumed in heels and pearls? I most certainly did! It was on television! Right there in black and white!
My "mother" was famous for screaming;"Eva'thang ain't in thu Bible … some of it been left out."
No, it is all in there Martha Jane. You just don't like the truth in there, the love in there. You hate the fact GOD revealed you in there.
Talk about holding onto stupid! Deliberately drowning your own family. How did you do it!? How could you be so evil so long?
Worse, how can an entire family be so dumb, so long? So raped? robbed? reduced to dung by a lunatic nitwit because she swore she was a preacher.
You saw her fruit , just like I did! You can count the scars on your body too.
"I'm yo'mama! I'm yo'************ MAMA!" Should have been our first indication to seek mothering and nurturing elsewhere. But we couldn't. We were stuck. Not one of us had a father in evidence.
The irony of ironies, the heifer took us to church seeking cover. I listened, I learned. There is power in the name Jesus! There is Power in the Blood!
PTL!
I press on ...
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