Caitlyn Jenner gets the "Courage Award", Donald Trump brags about his TEN BILLION dollars. So what!?
Certainly Kaitlyn has the right and the MONEY to change her body into whom ever and what ever she pleases. I do hope she will find the happiness she seeks. But, courage? Did it take courage for her to pay for that surgery? She has more money than she will ever spend. Just what greedy, self serving person will ever reject her? What selfish, pompous, all knowing, picture perfect "friend" will tell her to shut her whining mouth, bringing them down?
This world knows that the way to live well, is to never tell, to pretend. Live, laugh, love. But do so dishonestly. Deny. DON'T YOU DARE CRY! ""Dry up den f****ing tears! Duh mo'yo' cry! Duh LESS YOU PISS!"
That was my mantra, my lullaby. "Why can't you fo'git it! …jest fo'git it! Don't nobody care! you're black! YOU'RE BLAAAAAAKKKKKK!!!!!! …IF THIS COUNTRY HATES PRESIDENT OBAMA, can this world ever care less about the likes of you?
That is my reality and it is so true. But, I am reminded of a young oyt named David. I know how he was judged and scorned, hunted like a bird of prey. My own mother was my Goliath. ONE STANKING WHORE! I call her that because that is what she always called me, from birth. Treated me worse. I am glad the bitch is dead! I only wish she could come back to life just to die again, this time more painful.
Personally, I know I deserve an award for courage . I deserve the Purple Heart. I can not start my car, release my emergency brake, without vividly recalling how my mother manipulated, deceived me into driving a car for over six months without any brakes. No brakes what soever! I was 19, and still dumb enough to have confidence in my mother.
But, I was labeled the fool for listening to her. I was laughed at by my fellow captives, for being stupid again! We all knew we could not trust her, ever, for any reason, in any thing! But we did not know how to flee her, to get "shed of her", ever.
Wrong advice feed to me deliberately, hoping I would get killed and she would benefit. "You duh fool! ….suddna' listened to me he-he-he-he-he"
My mother, a pain, a pest, a pervert, a demon laden whore, signifying , plotting, vexing everyone she knew for 87 years!
Bill Cosby is finally being exposed at 78. President Obama did characterize his deeds as rape. Stopped short of any other criticism, though. Call the man a filthy , unrepentant pervert! That is what I call Martha Jane Walters, my mother!
That is what she was! Little nasty whore that grew into a very old nasty, "Root Working" Lying, MURDERING, whore! That also tricked the world out of honors and award, the AMEZ church out of a license to PREACH!
I'm not honoring any perverts and I am not standing and giving an ovation to a man that used his money to transform his gender. Does it take courage to split your penis into and call it a vagina? Or is it just plain vanity? Boredom? "White privilege" testing it's limits?
I have no idea what Bruce Jenner went through in life to bring him to such a decision. It is not my intention to belittle his pain and anguish. I just know my pain has been far worse.
A woman named Martha Jane Walters came to this earth and TORE THE WALTERS FAMILY UP! Left a string of dead bodies and excruciating pain before she left here laughing! GOD created a whole chapter , II Thessalonians, to predict, describe and attempt to understand her.
Ten billion dollars or ten cents, I would not follow racist, weird hair wearing, Donald Trump across the street.
We live in a world where only money matters. "Favor is not fair". Fifty Cents files bankruptcy and winks. Millions of people with millions of dollars , do NOTHING for their fellow man but destroy as much and as many as they can, as fast as they can.
Too many preachers, teachers, and leaders, are only interested in the Almighty Dollar. Far too many people on this earth do not and can not care for their fellow man.
I would rather be who I am (with contentment). No, I am not famous, nor am I rich. But, I am not one of the ultra rich soulless goons inhabiting this earth. And I thank GOD, I am not one of their lap dog followers, either.
My poor mother would do anything for money. Anything to laugh, destroy and humiliate. Would, could and did.
Martha Jane Walters, thank you for showing me what NOT to be, what not to do.
I am still washing the stench of my mother's diabolical misery from my body. If nothing else, my "Mathy Jane" experience taught me to think critically.
I do not need, nor will I receive, any awards for my courage from corrupt man. What good is Ten Billion dollars if you are full of vitriolic hatred? If you truly believe in "white privilege"? If you demand an unleveled playing field based on color, "race", gender, sexual preference?
If white males are so superior, why do you demand to cheat with my permission? Why do you demand my admiration?
I think Donald Trump, Bill Cosby and women like my mother are loaded down with, dragging the same lying, pompous hypocritical demons around with them. Rude, pompous, pathetic assholes! I would not have one of them , I would not so much as hold a conversation with them, for all of all the money in the entire world!
Let Trump teach hate, spread his brand of misery. Let our phony disingenuous world conduct itself like a "Mathy Jane".
I will continue to observe, record my thoughts and shun the evil one.
PTL!
I press on ...
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