Man has lost it, run amuck. Man has turned selfish and self indulgent. Strapped for dollars (some strapped, some just greedy), all forms of the Media pander to hatred, lust and self indulgence. An honest man or woman is as hard to find as a rare diamond. No wonder a virtuous woman is worth rubies.
I was virtuous. My own mother tried to pimp me! I will never get over her stupidity. I am glad she thought she had to trick me, lure me. The truth was, she could have commanded me. I guess, just commanding me, took some of the appeal out of it, for her.
I certainly do understand why she hated so. Carrying the guilt of her constant filth, and knowing full well she had no desire to change. Martha deliberately hid behind "being black". She was a ******. What could the world expect?
No, she was just common. Some people are just nasty. They have "nasty" thoughts, perverted desires. If you are contemplating, desiring, wishing, wanting to do something that you have to lie about, something you will always have to hide, don't do it.
Well, don't do it and hate the innocent.
Praise The LORD!
How do I explain this phenomena? This "Event"? Jesus told us that "mothers would be against daughters…". We read it, we say it, but we have no idea what that means until it's "You". I know very well what that scripture means. I felt the sting of my mother's irrational, ravenous, demonic jealousy for 62 years. I was held captive by it, conditioned by it.
I am free now! I am also extremely disgusted by her ravenous stupidity, her selfishness and most of all her "commonness". Back in my mother's day they said "her nature wuz high".
Today they call you a "sex addict" or a modern day freak. Poor Martha was "double minded". She would do "it" without restraint, then turn around and play innocent. She was a bully, so anyone that told got the "treatment".
Her filth lived forever in her mind, so you (the victim) got the "treatment". You could not win with Mathy Jane. She was so despicable , she burned with self hatred. She should have. She was a complete reprobate. Her feet were swift to run to mischief.
Martha's long life is a lesson for all of us. Number one and foremost; STOP LYING! Number two; STOP WHORE MONGERING! Stay home! Be with YOUR mate! Number three; STUDY! Stop hating on people with knowledge because you are covetous. Stop assuming or demanding that wisdom come only in a certain color, gender or age.
I am so glad that my grandfather taught me to look well to my going. In other words, to have a plan, a strategy. Martha was a woman you wanted to hurry up and leave, just as soon as you could shave. She was never wrong and you were never going to be right. You better be glad that she changed your shitty diapers. (Another lie)
We all knew Martha was a common whore that paid penitence every Sunday. I guess we were hoping that one Sunday it would stick.
Well the disturbed whore never changed. Was a cold blooded MURDERER (and only GOD knows what else) that delighted in her own cunning for 87 years. Did convince us that "her cunning" was sanctioned by GOD and if we ever told we would get worse.
My grandfather taught me that Jesus would fix it, and He is. I am healing. For those that claim it is not fast enough to suit them, oh well. Perhaps you are a modern day Pharisee or Sadducee. Over two thousand years ago you would have been following Jesus around talking about His family. His low funds or rank. Perhaps you would have loudly clamored; " He ain't driving no gold chariot with 24 white horses! (…on twenty'fo's get it.) ... I ain't listening tuh Him!". His birth status would have bothered you. You would have been one of those still throwing Mary's "unwed pregnancy" in her face.
You would have missed healing because of your doubt. The first thing you would have hollered; "Look! He did NOT wash the corn!"
I know you would not have associated with Him although He did have followers. But they were considered of "low order". And the Man did have a penchant for the whores and pimps, Except in the "Church". He was not going to let anyone do that in the "Church".
Jesus is fixing it, created this blog just so I could heal. That old cowardly woman that held me down in those woods for hours and hours, attempting to blast my soul out of my precious little brown body, is becoming less significant in my life. This little brown girl is healing.
Almighty GOD is knitting every single broken cell back together for me, just as fast as He can. Don't rush GOD! Do know that He has a Plan, that everything is in Divine Order. Ask Him to come into your life. Ask Him to come into your heart to dwell. Let Him dwell mightily in YOUR life. Let Him Reign!
Free Fall!
PTL!
I press on ...
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