She was, yes, she was very bitter or at the least, in a critical state of excessive mourning. Rachel was tired of crying. Every day tears would flood her eyes, so much so her eyes were permanently puffy.
Everything was a trigger. Most music, smells, seemingly normal every day activities could and would set Rachel off! Wailing! Mourning! Lamenting! Rachel suffered with severe bouts of depression, PTSD, anxiety. Why? MARTHA JANE WALTERS!
Every morning since 2005 Rachel got up thanking GOD for sparing her life and saving her from Martha's deepest most carnal secret sins. "Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD!" What a sick whore. That slutty Mathy tried to con me with that "we need the money" shit. That it was smart and a good hustle, shit. That I should keep my mouth shut because she was my mother, shit.
"Well! Low stanking 'ho bitch! If we are such great kin, why would YOU, my own mother try to prostitute me in the first place!? …You is a stankin' 'ho. They don't come no lower. You hit rock fucking bottom. You are scum! And if you think I am going to keep your lying, "root working" false preaching a secret just because I called you Mother, you better think again bitch!"
And all that think I'm a snitch, you can kiss my ass too! You "no Bible reading" illiterate hypocrites!
Consider the source. Do not let any one or anything think for you. Do not be afraid to go against the grain. Jesus told us that most would do wrong. "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction. Narrow is the path of righteousness." Few will do it. Most will believe man and falsely believe they are missing out on something.
As an "asexual" I have one question for the sexual, if sex is so good and you can't live without it, why must you have "toys" and pornography, drugs, prescription and designer?
Is there the slight possibility you are doing something that you really don't want to do? Are you , yourself, secretly ashamed of your sexual practices? Would you proudly tell of the things you do in your bedroom?
So, old evil, sneaky, treacherous, viperous, diseased ass, Martha did deliberately ruin me, violated me severely as a small child, perhaps an infant. Martha knew full well why I showed no interest in dating, in marrying.
Again, Divine Order. I am fine with it. "You can't miss what you can't measure."
Martha's Jezebel intention was to lead ALL of us into shameful captivity , to involve us in deeds we would be terrified to reveal. I saw her do that to her many "husbands". I witnessed it along with her "conjure hexes". It worked but not in my case because GOD MAKETH NOT ASHAMED!
Give your life to Christ! You will walk tall and proudly. No man will hinder you. GOD makes wise the simple. Remember, if there is a lie in "it", fear in "it", jealousy and envy in "it, GOD is not in "it".
PTL!
I press on ...
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