Let me hurry up and tell you why GOD gave us that Book. We need it! We need it and we need Him! If my tragic, extremely painful life demonstrates nothing to you, you can clearly see you need cover. You need GOD's intervention. and guidance.
satan cheats! S/he is a common low whore.
"You done runt out dawthur …you can't sink no lower." That is all Jerome Walters had to say on the matter. There was no more that could be said. I am sure , I was , at the most two years old. I remember Mathy screaming, hollering, her innocence.
"Dey one thang' bout duh truf …it will make you fighting mad or shouting' glad."
No one won that day. Granddaddy knew who and what Martha was. He knew there was no point in continuing to waste his breath on her.
"Nevah waste yo'breath on a fool … or cast your pearls befo' swine …"
"You can lead a hoss to wadder, but you cain't make him drank …fools die 'fuh' won't of wisdom …well go on …do jest lak yo'wanna …it ain't gon' end well … I dun tole'cha."
My LORD! My LORD! Never in a million years did I expect my life to end up like this. This is not the great honor and distinction I yearned for. I knew though. I knew all the miserable time. I so hated being a fake. Going places and my beautiful, charismatic "mother" introducing me proudly as her beautiful daughter. I did love it. Did I think it was fake? Some time. But I wanted it to be real so desperately, I went along. Why, the very word MOTHER is an icon. The title is sacred. Do you want to die, quick, fast and in a hurry? Talk about somebody's mother! Even people playing the "dozens" steer clear of overly harsh "mother diss".
I know I am not the only person with an evil manipulative mother. Too many people purely hate their mothers. Too many bitches are too evil. Too many women take advantage of being female. My mother did. She was a "lady" until she wanted to pulverize your ass. The bitch became one demonic Hulk in less that 30 seconds. Say the wrong thing!
I wonder how many other people in this world are just going along, playing along for the viewing public?
I couldn't do it in that "marriage". Martha Jane Walters was enough of living with a fake, down low ******! Plus, I knew that if I did not soon shed myself of this ignorant albatross, I was going to catch a case. My daughter would never get to know me and my poor baby would fall in the hands f the dreaded Mathy Jane.
GOD intervened , saved me, saved us. I still purely hate "fake Christians". That "thang" lived in
church" too. No wonder so many people doubt GOD.
Don't look for GOD in a building. That is fellowship. Find GOD in your heart. If He is not there, pray for the indwelling. And what ever you do, don't lie! GOD DOES NOT LIE! HE DOES NOT REQUIRE YOU TO LIE! To clam, to dis-remember.
GOD told me to tell on this "stanking" 'ho! The foul language is real. If you think it is bad now, you should have heard me growing up. I cursed in high school! Why I was never sent to the office or reported was because my teachers always loved me, and apparently secretly agreed with what ever I was vulgarly venting about.
I was the same kind of teacher. I would turn a blind eye to students I favored. I was always so proud of my scholars. Students that read, studied were still competitive. Students that were aggressive learners, young philosophers. Respectful but had big dreams and knew to respect and honor anyone trying to help them, from the janitor on up.
There were too many students that made me pray. Vipers! The vipers are here! That was a viper that shot up the movie theatre in Louisiana last night. The vipers are every where. Don't live in this world unprotected. PRAY!
HONOR GOD! HONOR YOUR MAKER! PRAY! DO NOT BLAME GOD FOR THE WORKERS OF INEQUITY!
Study! Show yourself approved! "Come ye out from among them!"
PTL!
I press on ...
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