What I still ...

don't understand, I tell you , GOD told me He was blessing me with a house.  You scoff and ridicule me!  I win the house!

You burn with (secret) savage ignorant rage against me and GOD!  You play on both sides of the fence.  You are an authority, a "higher up" on BOTH TEAMS!

GOD said No!

PTL!

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GOD's got your number!

"Played that number, they said that number was hot."  "I dreamed that number ….GOD sent me that number!"

He sure did; John 3:16.  "For GOD so loved the world He gave His  Only begotten Son, so that who so ever believeth on Him,  shall not perish."

"Is it really that simple?"

Yes,  it is that simple.

PTL!

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Seriously satan?

Fear!  Is that all you got?  Is that your best weapon?  So your strategy was to to keep me silent with debilitating secrets brought on me,  by you?  And you were going to get to scandalize my name.  Lie on me, pin your abysmal sin on me, and I not ever catch on !?

Was that your evil plan satan?  Well, I would have to be "dumb as dookie!"  I would need a frontal lobotomy!  I would have to be out of my ************ MIND!  You can't make me retarded because you are retarded, bitch!    ****!

So, why are people always hollering; "No weapon formed against me…"; ,while seeking fortune tellers, carrying lucky amulets and such?

A lack of knowledge.  Some how "hoodoo and voodoo" have slipped into far too many "churches".  We must cast out satan! satan is a liar and a conjurer too.

I know in my case, with my family, with her church, it is a matter of wait.  Just wait!   Don't do nothing, don't say nothing,  Just wait.   "Just wait on duh LAWD!"

Well you dummies, me included, sat up there entertaining satan.   Laughed with her.  Danced with her.  Slept peacefully in her bed.  Knew , but didn't know.  Felt weird.  It was a strange trance.

 Time is fleeting. GOD is ALL Knowing, All Seeing.  He has Order, Divine Order.

 "No! Not my ma'ma!  … please GOD! No! NOTMYMA'MA!"  TAKE THIS BITTER PILL LORD1 HELP ME JESUS! MERCY! MERCY! MERCY! Your tender mercies LORD!  I beg you LORD! Have mercy on your children LORD! Come by here LORD!  Somebody needs you!

Somebody done got it wrong!  Got it mixed up!  Somebody gave up the right for the wrong!

Well, any body,  ain't got no more faith in GOD than you have , than you demonstrate,    …. well, do the best you can.

PTL!

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What you see ...

is not always what you get.

Did I believe wholeheartedly white mothers vacuumed in heels and pearls?  I most certainly did!  It was on television! Right there in black and white!

My "mother" was famous for screaming;"Eva'thang ain't in thu Bible … some of it been left out."

No, it is all in there Martha Jane.  You just don't like the truth in there, the love in there.  You hate the fact GOD revealed you in there.

Talk about holding onto stupid!  Deliberately drowning your own family.  How did you do it!?  How could you be so evil so long?

Worse, how can an entire family be so dumb,  so long?  So raped? robbed? reduced to dung by a lunatic nitwit because she swore she was a preacher.

You saw her fruit , just like I did!  You can count the scars on your body too.

"I'm yo'mama!  I'm yo'************ MAMA!"  Should have been our first indication to seek mothering and nurturing elsewhere.  But we couldn't.  We were stuck.  Not one of us had a father in evidence.

The irony of ironies, the heifer took us to church seeking cover.  I listened, I learned.  There is power in the name Jesus!  There is Power in the Blood!

PTL!

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Oh Precious LORD!

Dear LORD thank you for every merciful moment I journeyed on this earth!  Thank you for the ones that helped me and the ones that hurt me.

Thank you for that Book, a book that must be studied, read over and over.  Most importantly thank you for II Thessalonians!  How else could I have ever understood that two legged viper that stalked me, hated me with a passion and gutted me like a fish , because she demanded to love GOD and satan. Was just going to be Double Minded!

"Git out duh way ***********! Here come Mathy Jane! Don't wurry'bout a *************** thang! 'Cause here come Mathy Jane!"

Children,  if you are born into the cluthes of a woman howling her own theme song , you might be in for a rough ride.  You might have some "difficult days ahead".

Don't worry for one micro second.  GOD is with you. He will see you through.

Some people are not just less intelligent, they are dumb, dumber than dirt, mind numbing dumb.  Some people are common, as in,  of low moral stature, no virtue, na da, completely empty, complete Sodom and Gomorrah scum.

 Yes, whether you acknowledge it or not,  some people are so common they are disgusting! Repugnant! Repulsive!  And primitively ignorant enough  to demand to be kept secret.

GOD said No!

Some denominations like the A.M.E.Zion church will give any one a license to preach.  Never caring, never accepting responsibility for their own actions or lack of action.

May the blinders finally fall from your eyes.  May GOD unstop your deaf ears.  We were had and we were had bad!

PTL!

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Grover Washington, Jr. Mister Magic

1974, fine as I wanted to be.  Hair, long, thick and luscious. College educated, a "good girl".  So tell me why satan rolled up on me in the form of my "mother"?  Because that is how low and "shankified" that monstrosity is.

Common ass ***********,  make my skin crawl.  

Wait a minute,  this is what you refuse to understand.  II Thessalonians , read it.  That's it.  That's why.  Wow!  I love that Book.  I am sure glad I read it for myself.  Few preachers can preach my sermon.

JESUSJESUSJESUSJESUS! JJJJJJJJJeeeeeeeeeuuuuuussssss! told us; our enemies would be of our  own household.  He told us to look at their fruit!

He gave us Psalms to repeat; "Yea,  though I walk through  the valley of the shadow of death , I will fear no evil, for thou art with me!"

I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ!  

"I look back and wonder, how I got over"  Praise the LORD!  my own " mother", a sick psychotic sadist!  A complete reprobate!

A  lying, immoral con-artist.   " Dumb as Balam's Ass!"

Donny Hathaway - 02 - Je Vous Aime, I Love You (by EarpJohn)