Dear LORD thank you for my anointing, my assignment. Who knew? Who could know?
First off, parents, please permit me to warn you. When your small child smashes, brutally MURDERS a puppy between two bricks, you have a problem. You have a human demon on your hands. She is going to need prayer. Actually she needs far more than prayer. She needs an Exorcist! She needs the Holy Ghost.
Your family needs the Holy Ghost. Your family needs to fast and pray, twenty-four seven around the clock. The very last thing you should ever do is show her fear. She is a SADIST! Full fledged. Turning a blind eye to her evil is what she demands. Giving in to her violent tantrums is not the way.
Look what happened to my family. Perhaps a precocious pretty little red headed girl at eight, a complete legion of the worse demons to ever swarm together by age 87.
A very whorish, lying, manipulative, cunning, conniving woman/spirit came to this earth, had her way and just left. Left cursing and lying. Left gripping 5 sets of testicles in her corrupt scaly talons.
A stiff neck ignorant monster, so blind, so deaf, so determined to serve satan , she could not be stopped. Fellow imps yell "Shut up!"
I WILL NOT! If you don't want to know, don't know. Be ignorant, get ate up by these predatory whores. Miss Heaven holding on to an abominable lie. You know you were told! You were warned.
Keep thinking your color and hair make any difference to GOD. Keep selling your precious body to satan because your demonic grandmother told you to.
every one should do it. Things I didn't know, family "secrets" I was blind too, demonstrable terror that I was totally unaware of, have "avalanched" their way to the forefront of my life. Knocked me down, to say the least. I came into my own, to say the most. I am free! Unburdened, no longer confused and "complexed". Still a little angry. I do have that Fire! I am on Fire for Jesus! This is not new. I've been on fire for Jesus since I came into the awareness of myself as a unique individual with the RIGHT TO THE TREE OF LIFE.
I am tired of fighting little piss ant imps. Blowflies, vermin, clogging up GOD's Highway to the Kingdom. Little ****ing retards, screaming lies the loudest.
Savage! Ignorant! Functionally Illiterate brutes passing themselves off as decent people. What is their proof ? They carry Bibles into the strangest places. Their Bibles are old and faded, not from reading, but for riding around in the car. (Help us LORD!)
"My people perish for lack of knowledge."
"LORD! I can't make them read! They will not study! And frankly, GOD, I can hardly stand to be around them. They embarrass me LORD. They don't have any discipline or manners. They never listen or take advise. But they are always in my face begging. Drama and trauma! I got to help them LORD! They got them luddle churnen LORD!"
Warning! "Look well to your going, your coming in, your going out." If you curse or scorn me for that message, my message is not for you. My message is for any one much like myself. A good person, a good soul, that found herself "among thieves". Thieves, MURDERERS, "root workers", soothe sayers, whores, pimps and perverts.
I am telling because I am so eternally grateful to GOD for sparing my life, for shaping me into the person I am today, I must share! If you don't want to know, don't care to know, scroll on.
Private Notes
PTL! "My GOD from Zion!" Mathy knew who, what and who's she was the whole time! My LORD! My LORD! This monstrosity done rose up from the pit of hell, just to see if she could! Did! And got clean away! The bitch came here, deliberately ****ed up this world for 87 Years! Mocked GOD! Ruined us! Laughed and finally ****ing died! Declaring "No! I didn't make it and I made DAMN SURE NUN OF YOU SORRY BLACK MUTHA********* DID EITHER! You were had and you were had bad!"
Well, I am conducting a complete investigation.
I, Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, the only living survivor with the "where-with-all" to demand justice. Again, we were had and we were had bad. "No wonder she always sounded like a man." "Mathy may have had too much male hormone."
"Do you thank that man that raped her turned her into a monster? …kind's like when a vampire bites you …"
"I think you got something there." I need to Google "Full moons on February 10, 1979".
That bitch was a monster! Any time your victims still fear you and yo'stankin'azz is ded!"
Praise the LORD! Thank you for finally taking her LORD! That is one reason I could not attend the funeral. I might of blurted that out. Eva'body making out lak they were so sad…. Bull shit! Them ********** was happy as I was. I know *** was. Should have been anyway.
I ain't suddin' him! If he was half a man, he would have cut that bitch's throat when he was twelve. I half thought about doing it for him, myself.
People's parents dying in car accidents, heart attacks, "the sugar". Men getting killed in Viet Nam. No such good news for us.
I always knew that damn Doster was a horny idiot. The Klan should have got his ass. The Klan ain't all bad. GOD put vermin here to eat *"carne". My cat brought me a big old dead bird. I didn't move it fast enough. When I finally came back to move it, it was gone, totally gone, the ants had eaten it.
GOD is the only wise One. We know nothing. He has Order. I'm glad those two buzzards were able to do their filth right under granddaddy's inquiring nose.
Granddaddy would have killed that black mutha************! Killed him dead! Messing with Me! "Oh you gon' die TODAY ***************************************!
"Kiss yo'azz goodbye mutha ************! No! You begged fo' this bullet! Put me in jail! I don't give a shit! This world will be losing some scum today!"
"For want of a nail a shoe was lost. For want of a shoe a horse was lost. For want of a horse a battle was lost. For want of a battle a kingdom was lost."
No matter your color or status in life, you must study! "Study to show yourself approved." Get baptized in Jesus name! Do not reject GOD, based on lying ass hypocrites no-reading ass facts. Get to know GOD for yourself, personally.
PTL!
I press on …
*what may granddaddy called anything dead and rotting
You agree with that!? Really!? Seriously!? You think that a certain color is the "right color" and a certain type of hair is "good hair"!? So, you mean to tell me, that is your still your excuse for your ignorant savage behavior toward your fellow man? So, just what did you do to deserve to be in the "right skin color"/ "good hair" line? Just what did You do to be so blessed!? Please tell me that one day you were finally ashamed. Tell me that you really knew better, but your pride kept you stuck. Truthfully, I do not want to be around people I have to change for. If you are tired of hearing my story. If you are counting the number of references I make to my "mother", my 62 year horrific ordeal. If you can't recognize a sever, sick, sadist came to this earth, secretly tortured me for 62 years! PURE MURDERED A GOOD MAN! Bitch, died and went straight to hell and NOBODY GIVES A DAMN! And for the life of you, you can't understand why I can't just concentrate on flowers and walks in the park … well shit … there is no point in my trying to reason with you. I can not unpollute myself at this late stage of the game. The U.S.Government outlawed frontal lobotomies . Perhaps I need some electric shock treatments. The last thing I ever want is for my ****** up life, to mess up someone's beautiful, never had more than a headache day. So, excuse me if I rage for one brief moment. I tell you what, DON'T YOU EVER CHANGE FOR ANYONE! If one human being comes to you with a log list of things they want from you before they can love you the way they demand to love you, ****'UM! Forget them. You have a person that is confused, someone that is still searching. You have another empty vessel. That is not your problem. Life is much too hard. Do you! Try to work out your own soul salvation. I wasted 62 years with Mathy. In a million years I could have never figured out her real issues. I know I hate the bitch! I HATE THAT MUTHA ******* TO THIS MUTHA******** DAY! and some simple mutha **** standing in my face , talking about I cussed, that I seem hostile, angry, is a nitwit! A nitwit just like those Pharisees, Sadducee's, those Bourgie milddle class, highly educated, living the good life imps, complaining that Jesus had not washed the corn, healed on Sunday or some such nonsense. You might want to believe that lie, that Martha Jane Walters was just an ordinary fallen hypocrite. "No such a thing!" A complete Federal investigation is warranted! Stay down there in that pit, if you want to. Bye! PTL! I press on ...
I'm mad that somebody tried to pawn that heifer off as decent. Decent! Wholesome! Quality! If that bitch won't Lucifer in a dress, Caligula done come back here, Herod Mutha****** Evil!
That evil spirit Mathy drug around with her had to be as old as time, had the original serpent's scent on it. Those eyes! Those glassy red eyes! That grin! That sly wicked smile!
"From such stay away."
And some of these know everything, don't know SHIT ABOUT SHIT! ordering me to "just get over it!"
Them dumb mutha******* would have said the same thing to Jesus. As a matter of fact , they did. Had Jesus bearing His own cross after they had layed His flesh open!
Them same imps mocked Him for not saving Himself.
"Forgive them LORD, for they know not what they do."
There is a woman so dangerous, so fiercely low and treacherous GOD saw fit to warn us. She is in Proverbs. She tears down her own house with her own hands. She is clamorous and MURDEROUS! No, she will never give up. She will never learn. She will never stop. She is unstoppable. She is a tragedy going some where to happen.
The best you can do is warn the world of the evil to come. She is in the "Church". The heifer sitting right up there, right now! She is rude, brutal, loud, ignorant. She passes her myths and lies off as the Gospel truth.
"Stay'way from hur …move! …Don't leave no forwarding address …change your identity pray! Just pray."
Will someone please tell them GOD has appointed each and everyone of us enough pain to last a life time. There is no need for an ignorant, wayward, woman to heap on her her filth!
I used to think her demands to be kept secret were about as low as a person could go. GOD told me No! He said keeping such a low immoral scoundrel a secret, was as low as you can go.
