Young parents with small children, move to the country, if you can. I started out in the rural south, on my grandfather's farm, in Wade Station, North Carolina. Wonderful days! The absolute best days of my entire life!
One thing for sure, we NEVER wore shoes in the summer. Yes, we stumped our toes and bruised our feet over and over, but, there was nothing like squishing that soft white hot baby powder fine dust between our toes, as we walked back and froth from granddaddy's house to Aunt Maggie and Uncle Lee's.
Little would be "street urchins" blessed from humbled beginnings , blessed, put directly in the laps of "good, honest, country folk" as caregivers. PTL!
I remember playing "Hide and Seek", "Goosey, Goosey Gander" and other childhood games, but, for some reason this activity stands out in my mind today. Just for fun we would walk gingerly in some one else's tracks, trying desperately not to stumbled, to smear the imprint. I always looked for the biggest tracks. Tracks that looked like human spatulas.
"Well, I guess you heard …"; I traced my mother's tracks. What I saw and finally understood will curl your hair! Praise the LORD! Dear LORD, thank you for keeping me blind!
"Spoilers" are real. Children do know there are women, mothers, on this earth low enough to destroy entire families. Not out of ignorance mind you, out of pure evil. Out of an evil spirit that can be traced back to the LORD Jesus Christ.
GOD perceived the wicked jealousy lurking in Judas' heart. He permitted him to act on it. We all the know the out come of that story. It was Divine Order, preordained by GOD.
My mother Martha Jane Walters was possessed by an ancient evil spirit, something straight out of the Bible. Something of cataclysmic proportions . Something so unholy she ultimate MURDERED one of the best human beings to ever walk this earth.
She won. Or did she? Some of my fellow captives claim their terrifying fear causes them to remain stoically silent. Personally, I think they are just as low and immoral as their mother.
Children, please do not remain as dumb and as blind as I did. I just would not believe my own eyes, my own ears. I refused to remember or dwell on my own personal experiences. satan was my teacher and she only preached one sermon "honor thy mother…"
Martha was a horrible unrecognized monster but we always "knew". We were always like that poor little skittish antelope trying to sip some water from the crocodile infested lake. Every sound startled us. Timid, frightened, because life had done us so much wrong, we (foolishly) turned to our own mother. Never knowing what a sick sadistic common wretch she truly was.
A "Spoiler". She stole one brother's brilliant musical career. Was a sly root working python that deliberately crushed that boy's spirit and heart. Damn you to hell Martha Jane Walters!
I am a mother. GOD taught me about maternal love, something you never had. We would have done better in life nourished on strychnine by a real viper, instead of a two legged one.
You destroyed my brother's medical career out of sheer jealousy. Rot in hell you scummy bitch!
You came after me ravenously, destroyed all my writing, my art, my everything, for 62 years. The best and only good thing you ever did for me was give me your father, Jerome Walters. A brilliant man that you pretended to love and admire , but secretly envied, until you got jealous and attempted to destroy. You did die falsely believing you successfully stole his good name , his mantle. [ Talk about unworthy to untie someone's shoes! ]
YOU DID IN FACT SUCCESSFULLY MURDER HIM! What did you get? Sure you stole his money, robbed his "other grandchildren", but what did you get?
"Live by the sword, die by the sword." Live by lying, hating, "root working" , poisoning, ultimately destroying everything good, everything right and innocent, everything that brings joy and demand to rest in peace. Leave your broken "flying monkeys" here to defend your "good name", the false image you took 87 years to create.
Do that and see what you get!
Children, the methods of a "Spoiler" are always the same. First they love and admire you, build you up mightily and purposefully, just to tear you down. Jealous of your gifts, they lust after them, try to copy, then they finally hate with a vengeance.
All "Spoilers" are bullies daring you to tell on them , to reveal one truth about them because their lives are much too disgusting to ever be believed. Plus the "Spoiler" goes to great lengths to create a false persona.
They preach fully hating GOD and all goodness with a passion. We have no excuse. Jesus told us these "RAVENOUS WOLVES IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING …" would invade our "churches". GOD can NOT lie and it is time for ALL of us to pay attention!
#1 FEAR NO MAN! #2 TIME CHANGES ALL THINGS! #3 JESUS WILL FIX IT! #4 PTL! #5 I PRESS ON ...
wanna …" was generally granddaddy's retort as he turned abruptly on his heels, walking away, erectly and defiantly. He never gave up or gave in. He declared his wisdom and "fretted not".
"Fret not thyself because of evildoers, for soon they shall be cut down and wither as the herb."
That word must be taken in perspective. My 64 year journey has taught me that my idea of "soon" and GOD's idea, are not the same. My evil mother is finally dead and I am having an hilarious time writing jokes about her.
My mother was hilarious! You just didn't want her to be "your mother" or to be her target. There is not one thing my mother successfully did to me that GOD did not turn into a blessing, even her phony preaching.
Especially her phony preaching, that was indeed the best thing she did for me, that and leaving me with Jerome and Rachel Walters for the formative years of my life.
She was such a lying phony, all lying hypocrites disgust me. Don't let me catch you in a lie. Shun! You are shunned, you are given the stank eye. Don't let me catch your "fruit" stinking.
If Hate is in "it", GOD is not in "it". If fear is in "it", GOD is not in "it". If you have to tell lies or act a lie or threaten, GOD is not in "it".
ALL LIVES MATTER! You can't fix or fixate on one human problem at a time. You are disingenuous ! You are a liar and a covetous hater. THERE IS ONLY ONE RACE, THE HUMAN RACE!
Frankly, I think far too many small minded imps use GOD as a cover. My mother taught me one thing, she could not discern the Bible. Not the simplest principle. I gladly wrote sermons for her, helped her get them from the Internet.
Ask the average person posting placards declaring #BLACKLIVESMATTER to explain their position eloquently, precisely. They can't. They are just like my mother. They want the spotlight. You can't work with them, ever. Their secret envy destroys every thing. First they admire you, then they try to copy you, pretty soon they hate you.
I am not a medical doctor but I have discovered a very widespread, noncommunicable, very threatening disease, a type of Brain cancer. It is malignant hatred, pretend love. Be careful for it is viperous and can be implanted in every cell of your mind by an evil ,whorish, manipulative mother that refuses repentance and bars her own children from salvation .
This type of Brain cancer occurs when a person's otherwise normal mental processes become corrupt and confused. They actually become deadly. Ladies and gentlemen, when you become something so repugnant, no one will so much as repeat your deeds, you have become an abomination!
satan, the evil one, wants every one to become an abomination. Once you cross the line of committing incest and pedophilia , you have gone too far. More than likely you will remain an imp for satan. That is why satan deliberately targets whorish women, women that no man would have as a wife or spouse. [These women are relegated to the bottom of decadence. Freaks! These women are so despicable they have to resort to WITCHCRAFT in order to "keep" a "spouse". That is why satan reduces that woman to something so common she destroys her own young on purpose.]
GOD said No! If you say, "So what?" "Who cares?", you are just as viperous. And if you think GOD doesn't care, doesn't love you, you are just as ignorant.
Jesus made a point of warning us about ruining, molesting, harming small children. "Suffer the little children …" suffer means let, permit!" Your lame excuse: "Well somebody did it to me !"; is all the more reason to never become a monstrosity and turn over heaven and hell trying to escape punishment for committing your filth because you like it.
Shame on you and all of the filth that support and justify you.
Most are permanently lost, deliberately blind, so shamed by the evil one. I want every child of GOD that was led into captivity by their own mother or some other "trusting adult", to know, you are forgiven, finally forgive yourself.
You were a child, you were helpless. It was your very carnal mother and her very carnal adult lovers that violated GOD's laws , then deliberately and cowardly tried to pin that shit on you. No way! "I am not going down in your ship"*
That's your fault. You should have told me why you were repeating pearls of "wisdom" like; "I'wud take dat tuh my grave!"
Well you took it to your grave, now you are going to rot in hell for eternity! Serves you right. You were never that stupid, but, you were that wicked. I do thank GOD every day for you, for the Mathy Jane Experience.
Like most people I would have never bothered to call on the LORD. I would have dismissed Him like most in this world. Instead I am electrified by His Goodness, Amazed daily, hourly, by His Mercy!
I am still a little pissed. You were much too vicious! You were a savage! A pure damn cannibal! A monstrosity! Bitch! You never let up and You NEVER FUCKING LET ON!
GOD fixed your ass when He brought that boy back AFTER 25 YEARS! "You thought you got away!? Didn't you!? Should have read that Bible you paid so much money for, toted and fronted with.". That sure fucked your shit up, didn't it? Why you undercover slut! GOD said No!
Rachel tried desperately to not grow bitter, to "wait on the LORD".
She was, yes, she was very bitter or at the least, in a critical state of excessive mourning. Rachel was tired of crying. Every day tears would flood her eyes, so much so her eyes were permanently puffy.
Everything was a trigger. Most music, smells, seemingly normal every day activities could and would set Rachel off! Wailing! Mourning! Lamenting! Rachel suffered with severe bouts of depression, PTSD, anxiety. Why? MARTHA JANE WALTERS!
Every morning since 2005 Rachel got up thanking GOD for sparing her life and saving her from Martha's deepest most carnal secret sins. "Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD!" What a sick whore. That slutty Mathy tried to con me with that "we need the money" shit. That it was smart and a good hustle, shit. That I should keep my mouth shut because she was my mother, shit.
"Well! Low stanking 'ho bitch! If we are such great kin, why would YOU, my own mother try to prostitute me in the first place!? …You is a stankin' 'ho. They don't come no lower. You hit rock fucking bottom. You are scum! And if you think I am going to keep your lying, "root working" false preaching a secret just because I called you Mother, you better think again bitch!" And all that think I'm a snitch, you can kiss my ass too! You "no Bible reading" illiterate hypocrites!
Consider the source. Do not let any one or anything think for you. Do not be afraid to go against the grain. Jesus told us that most would do wrong. "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction. Narrow is the path of righteousness." Few will do it. Most will believe man and falsely believe they are missing out on something.
As an "asexual" I have one question for the sexual, if sex is so good and you can't live without it, why must you have "toys" and pornography, drugs, prescription and designer?
Is there the slight possibility you are doing something that you really don't want to do? Are you , yourself, secretly ashamed of your sexual practices? Would you proudly tell of the things you do in your bedroom?
So, old evil, sneaky, treacherous, viperous, diseased ass, Martha did deliberately ruin me, violated me severely as a small child, perhaps an infant. Martha knew full well why I showed no interest in dating, in marrying.
Again, Divine Order. I am fine with it. "You can't miss what you can't measure."
Martha's Jezebel intention was to lead ALL of us into shameful captivity , to involve us in deeds we would be terrified to reveal. I saw her do that to her many "husbands". I witnessed it along with her "conjure hexes". It worked but not in my case because GOD MAKETH NOT ASHAMED!
Give your life to Christ! You will walk tall and proudly. No man will hinder you. GOD makes wise the simple. Remember, if there is a lie in "it", fear in "it", jealousy and envy in "it, GOD is not in "it".
You must practice critical thinking or perish. "My people perish for lack of knowledge." GOD knows most people will never take the time to sit down and read that book. Too busy suffering, deliberately living life back asswards.
I taught social studies for 30 years and I can count the number of students that actually read. Very few. Most would turn to the Review Questions I assigned and flip through the index looking for the answers. Some students were so lazy they would aimlessly copy the entire page , they claimed contained the answer.
Very few of my students had the slightest intellectual curiosity. It made my day extremely long. I was reduced to a zoo keeper, a warden. The vipers far out numbered the decent students when I left the public school system in '08.
Scholars was a term I insisted on using and THEY SCOFFED!
My mother actually thought she was smart enough to enslave me. She did enslave me, but, it was not ever her superior intelligence. It was terror. Sheer terror. She was a common beast. She did do exactly what Jesus predicted. She did wrap herself up in sheep's clothing. She was ravenous. She was insatiable.
satan comes for to steal, kill and destroy. I don't care who you are, if you look closely are Martha Jane Walter's fruit; she was always stealing, bragging about killing and definitely destroying.
She did deliberately destroy my grandfather's good name. She did it because he was right. He had the audacity to tell her that we were nothing without Christ. That simpleton set out to prove him wrong. Set out to prove Almighty GOD wrong. Did foolishly believe that she could gather dirt off of graves and gain "power". (Pray mightily for the ignorant still hiding among you.) He knew she was nothing but a whore. He never said anything, just gave her that "I know you are a whore" look. She didn't like his "knowing". I guess she wanted him to erase his mind like she did us. "Don't you f***** think back! ******!".
The nerve of satan. No one loved to quote the Bible more than my mother. "Honor thy mother and father so thy days might be long on duh earf…"
She said that every day, all the time. This Biblical knowledge from the mouth of a cold blooded MURDERER!
GOD said No!
This demon followed me around destroying my writing, my art, my clothes, my relationships. (A stanking 'ho , just skulking and destroying .) There may be many, many more Mathy Janes in the world. I just want to make their sick treachery and destruction a little harder to pull off. I do want people to know that there are some stank females on this earth that should be dropped in the middle of the ocean with a millstone about their necks , just like Jesus said.
"Dem yo' germars! Ain't nobody got no bitness touchin' yo'germars but you!" Dear LORD, thank you! I know that it was you that spoke to Jerome Walters that morning while I was yet, still, an infant, a mere toddler. For some reason granddaddy felt a need to pass that information on to us. We were standing in less than three inches of tipid water, being washed in his homemade lye soap with an actual torn rag, preparing for "Sunday-go-tuh-meetin'" , taking our traditional "Saturday night" bath. The tub was galvanized steel, we called it a tin tub anyway. When he finished, he cleaned it out and hung it back in it's proper place on the rough hand hewn wooden plank wall of his screened- in back porch. Again GOD. His Divine Order. satan runs nothing. Mathy was always running her mouth, always lying. She could not help it. Precisely the reason I will not tolerate a liar or a whore in my life to this very day. I feel sorry for any man or woman that has to bear the burden of a Mathy Jane. I am not ashamed to admit that I watch 'First 48 Hours' with an open mind. No, I do not condone murder. But, I do know some people will push you that far. That is why we must pray daily. Wear out your knee caps! Pray! satan is busy and women like my ignorant mother are far too fierce. Get baptized! Put your armor on! Jesus is your anchor. Get your anchor. Make sure your anchor holds, grips a solid ROCK! You are going to need Him! We ALL need Him! Every hour we need Him! If you don't know how much you need Him, I feel sorry for you. I pray for you. I pray GOD wrap His loving protective arms around you the balance of your days. PTL! I press on ...
