Call what is, what it is. If I had not lived it, I would not have believed it. I now know full well why Jesus admonishes us over and over to have courage, to fear no man.
If anyone knows what a terrorist satan is, Jesus does. Evil depends on debilitating, irrational fear planted deep and planted early. Why else would satan dictate to one of his imps to violate small children so early in their lives?
World do know some of those raped violated children become likewise but some become the opposite. What satan designed for evil, GOD is using for good. Praise the LORD! I will not be, I refuse to be defeated because my mother was. Because she declared that I was. She was just wishing. MJW was not about to take responsibility for her own actions and she was eighty-seven. What was she waiting on?
"Pride goeth before a fall." Delusional evildoer, please do not think you are going to get away for ever, just because you thought you were getting away for decades. All in "due time". All in "due season".
MJW was the product of an extremely evil mind. A mind she wanted, solicited and was granted. No, matter what, this whole experience has made me a much better person than I might have otherwise been.
I am living proof GOD answers prayers, delivers, keeps His Word and most certainly has Divine Order!
In other words always tell GOD's Gospel Truth no matter how disturbing initially. All great truths, revelations have been meet with great rebuke and scorn. The fact that the earth revolves around the sun was a terrifying truth man did not willingly accept.
Fact: there are far too many men and women, in the "Church" , ravenous wolves. Revelation 22 is real! Family secrets concerning perversion are in fact destroying the family unit a great deal more than people are willing to realize, to accept, to face. Fear of our truth keeps us bound, pawns for the evil one.
It is pride. Man hates to be wrong. My people will debate you to exhaustion, just to twist your words and bully you into contradicting yourself, so they can appear to be right. Some poor unfortunate people so full of self hatred and ignorance will deliberately attempt to destroy every one that loves them just so they will never be viewed as wrong or criticized.
That is pride! As stupefying as it can be, but it is real and stems from that Cain spirit. Some families can rent a mansion, live in it, four or five generations, ten, twenty people. Some families pool their resources, start businesses, love and cooperate with each other.
Some women are fallen whores that prefer to bully, intimidate, practice witchcraft, fake preach, than live right. Some men and women think they have the right to do just as they please, just as long as they please, based on a delusional lie concerning pigmentation and hair texture.
I used to blame my mother for being so stupid. While, she should be blamed, the people that accept such ignorance are worse. What does skin color prove? I think a person can have a preference for skin color because that is human. Natural attraction is real. I am short but have always had a height requirement in my mind. It is not prejudice, it is a preference. That doesn't mean I should hate all short men, label and hate them.
I know, every thing I need to know is in that Bible. I know no greater evil abomination ever slithered on this earth, making out like she was an ordained minister, a pastor, a loving daughter, sister, mother, pastor, friend, mother of the church.
We were had! And we were had bad!
Attention evildoer, before you do your evil, count the cost. Consider what you will do, or must do when or if you are caught. Cursing out your victim or victims is not the best choice when you are eighty -seven years old. What are you trying to prove? You did it! You know you did it! We all know you did it! So, why are you trying to make me take low? lie? Why should I continue lying and cloaking for you? You proved to be my worse enemy.
I loved you! I did everything for you! How dare you hate me for humbly begging for a small quiet apology! So, cursing me for knowing my truth is worse than the demonic sexual acts you perpetrated on me, on us? Worse than the thousands upon thousands of lies you told on me, on us.
Martha Jane Walters, the best thing about your extremely long abominable life, it clearly demonstrates GOD will do just what He said! It is all in Divine Order!
"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free!"
but GOD was always at His best! Praise the LORD! One thing I know, reprobates keep GOD busy. Busy rescuing, snatching out of harm's way!
I know my Mathy Jane Experience has been a marathon, a sixty-four year marathon! satan truly had me bound. I was on my very last "life line". GOD sent me help! Snatched me out of the jaws of the evil one.
I am refreshed. I am redeemed. I am restored!
Thank you Jerome Walters for teaching me ; "Jesus will fix it." A sure fact!
Some old time preaching. Some good preaching, a good Word. I do hope more and more people will think critically, live righteously and expose evil. You will not have evil in your family, in your home if your refuse to tolerate it. "If your right eye offend thee pluck it out!" This crazed woman doing every evil conceivable , then carefully concealing her guilt in front of the public eye.
Martha readily admitted all of her acts at "home", in private. Laughed and bragged about them. Why did we bear her so long? Other than being thoroughly brainwashed we were always economically dependent. Martha instinctively gravitated to "power of the purse strings". "Broke" will make you humble. You will take a lot of name calling, and public humiliation if you are down and out.
The worse thing any family can do is tolerate a sick sociopath because her sins are too repugnant to repeat. If a family is just too ashamed to admit to the world that they have a demon vexing them. If they think silence is their best strategy , very few will ever know of their awful pain.
You do gladly go along with her masquerade , or charade , more out of a need for protection from the out of control ogre than actually believing she means what she preaches. Some how she gets you to agree that what she preaches is impossible but it sounds good. That GOD doesn't not really expect it. She could not do it so loves to remind you that you can't do it either.
Strangely, it just dawned on me, a woman so vicious and psychotic about her reputation cared nothing about destroying it. Every and any thing was do-able if you just kept it secret.
There it is right there in the Word. Jesus gives us so much wisdom. We all know that we can NOT go wrong following Him. No matter what this world serves us, GOD keeps a ram in the bushes. I am so humbled right now I can scarcely write, or speak.
My daughter, my little baby , came home and rescued her mother ! Snatched me out of the lion's mouth! It is GOD! That Christ like spirit alive and well in my daughter was prayed up, prayed over many generations ago. Praise the LORD!
I am a firm believer that GOD reveals His truth to the believer on a "need to know basis". I did not know that my mother was a complete, fit to be in prison, sociopath. I did not know that I was being horribly mistreated. No, it wasn't my stupidity either. My mother kept "suga" in her mouth. She would "purr" and lie. She would literally piss on you and convince you that it was fresh rain. Just to reinforce your deep coma she would make you thank her, thank her profusely, thank her often. Yes, she would get you out in public and humiliate you. All her drama was feed by her insecurity , insecurity she refused to face and masked with a phony sense of superiority, always reminding everyone of the color of her skin. and the texture of her hair.
Martha was extremely manipulation, cunning but most of all she was terrorizing. She did beat babies. She did do things that I have decided to not repeat.
"No boundaries". When you curse at and assault a toddler , you need help. The community should have never turned a blind eye to Martha, though she be fierce.
All the evil Martha perpetuated against me GOD turned around. If a Mathy Jane Experience will not motivate you to study, pursue your dreams, nothing will. We all need a little motivation, encouragement, "You can do it" people. Just one or two. I had a few. Jerome Walters, my grandfather and my daughter!
GOD took my blinders off slowly, very slowly, sixty-two years. Yes, I had a "breakdown". But GOD picked me up. "When your mother and father forsake you, I will pick you up."
It is important to know and study the scripture for yourself. It is important that you live righteously. It is one thing, to do something wrong out of ignorance. But, to deliberately , willfully engage in wrong doing because you are full of sick envy and jealousy!? GOD said No! Do not count what you considered your success as proof that you were winning, that GOD was not watching, was not large and in charge.
I learned from you. I learned from your sermons. I had no idea that you spoke falsely, that all your righteous rhetoric was a rouse, a con. You conned yourself dummy. That is alright. We all have sinned and come short . You knew that, you preached it. You chose satan, satan kept you blind and deluded for eighty-seven years. It was pride.
Yes, many will learn from your life. Many will learn from my testimony to trust GOD, to free fall.
When you know better, know you know better. When you just flat refuse to care, apologize, to soothe or make right sincerely, you are an abomination! "From such stay away!" "If your right eye offend thee, pluck it out."
When your only defense is; "SHUTDUHFUCKUP!" When you are so common, so low as to blatantly murder your own father and demand not to be bothered or reminded of the "event", you are out of order! Not only are you "out of order", so are the people that support you. Our GOD is not a GOD of confusion, of lies. Our GOD is the GOD of Order, Truth, Justice. You dishonor GOD greatly when you fail to trust Him, lean to your own understanding. Accept a lie for the Truth because you fear looking at yourself. We all must look deeply at ourselves. The hour is growing late. Why are you still trying to please negative, back-biting hypocritical man?
Get in trouble, you'll have no friends when you need them. If you have GOD, "He got you!" Free fall!
GOD is not going to change His Word to protect the reputation of a reprobate because she preached. (She never preached for GOD any way. She preached for her own glory.) It does not matter how high you climb in man's world, that is not GOD"s World, not His Plan.
No matter how vile and vicious this world is towards me I will love the LORD! Cling to Him , thanking Him for rescuing me once again. For "keeping a ram in the bushes". For leading and guiding me. For these tickets on the fifty-yard line of the Falcon's home game today!
Trust and obey! Be abundantly blessed as you live and learn, observe and decide the right path, discover the right direction, today. Recognize your mistakes early, acknowledge them and refuse to repeat them. Get out of that critical, negative, whining, blaming, never learning line.
Do not buy what you want then turn around and beg for what you need. "Look well to your going."
Gifts of love and kindness are free. Give, love, compassion and understanding over negativity. Most importantly do not ever let anyone successfully block your blessings.
Brush your teeth with this affirmation; "I was born for Greatness, If I am to Be, What I want to Be, IT IS UP TO ME!"
No man, no woman, no thing can hold you down if you seek GOD first. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Shun evil and shun evil doers.
No matter how long the evil one stalks you, vexing, sabotaging playing head games, know that evil will never win.
Do know that my beautiful intelligent mother suffered from the worse form of malignant insane jealousy impossible. It made no sense. Poor Martha could not see, appreciate or enjoy her own gifts for the larceny and demonic envy that lived in her heart.
Martha was a bully of the worse order. A female rapist! Yes, she was raped as a child but that is no justification. Martha purely hated this world and all that dwell in it. Everything about her was false, a fake. The only thing real about her was her savage sadistic humiliating schemes to destroy those she pretended to love.
More than anything Martha wanted control. I do think it was her despicable insane promiscuity, her inability to control her carnal urges. Martha was a sex maniac, truly a nymphomaniac. Ironically in one of our last conversations she was lamenting about how good sex was. "If GAWD made anything bedder dan sex, He kept if fuh hizsef!"
My first thought was; "Is she trying to rub it in? She knows full well all the sick things she did to me and had done to me to render me a complete eunuch. Is she gloating?"
While Martha never paid on earth for one single demonic deed, she was indeed a miserable wretch. Always comparing herself to others. Always overly critical of every one, every thing. Always name calling, baiting, smearing, deliberately creating a hostile nasty environment.
For some reason Martha felt extreme secrecy, hushed mouth fear, was the key to her success as a double agent for satan.
Dear LORD I pray for delivery for such evil men and women. I did learn that name calling and brutality to be their chief weapons. That and insincere flattery. I know now anything Martha ever praised me for was for something she fully intended to take, snatch, ruin. Do know anything nice, sweet, comforting coming out of her mouth was a lie. It was something she thought you didn't deserve and most importantly she did believe she was cunning enough to steal it from you and destroy it because she did falsely think herself brilliant.
Do know every single demonic act she cleverly perpetuated against me, GOD turned it around in my favor.
"I shaved yo'head three times when you wuz luddle!" World do know that I had the most beautiful luscious head of hair. She did envy it, would take a yardstick to measure it. Over and over, for my entire life the LORD has protected me from evil. Praise the LORD!
The best thing I can say about my mother is she drove me to Christ! Praise the LORD!
No matter what, no matter how evil your loved ones, trust GOD. Always pray. Prayer is your vital breath, a sincere connection to Our Father. Never give up! Never doubt. Do learn to listen, to discern.
Do follow Jesus' advice. Go into your secret closet to pray. Do fast. Do model your life after Christ's.
DO NOT LIE! Know your truth. I know mine. The lowest, evilest, commonest, most ravenous wolf, was my birth mother.
That's it. She was my vehicle to this earth. That's it. I was never her property to use and abuse.
Poor Martha was an extremely spoiled manipulative little girl. She never grew up. Her emotional maturity had a range from three to twelve years old. Her extreme violence and filthy mouth kept us silent, intimidated. Yes, and her conjure too. Martha was good at voodoo, witchcraft. I know, I saw! I am a living witness! I am so glad she took me down on graves at midnight as a toddler! Parents do not think babies and small children are all dummies. My grandmother announced it; "She been here before!'"
Thankfully she is safely dead now. My prayer is for my entire family, for every descendant of Jerome Walters. Come out of the dark. Come out of denial. Come to the LIGHT ! "Know your truth!" In the mighty name of Jesus Christ Our LORD I pray.
We wrestle not against flesh and blood but principalities, against evil spirits in high places. Spirits of darkness in high places. A "high place" is a position of authority, you mother, your father.
My mother was at war with her father (secretly), was overcome by evil. Was evil, was dastardly. I fully understand the world not receiving me, not understanding, not caring.
We do occupy an extremely evil world seemly controlled by satan. Don't worry, he is on his way out.
The sight of those so called handkerchief head "preachers" praying with that monster Donald Trump, gave me chills. Really! Is it the money? Has money become our GOD? Yes!
This man proudly announced that the first thing he will do as President is send the refugees back to Syria! Really! Proud to have no compassion! Proud to be racist and full of hate because he claims to have over 10 billion dollars. So!
What if your soul is required of thee tonight? You can't take the money with you.
Donald Trump is a vicious, conniving, low life common bully, just like my mother, MARTHA JANE WALTERS. A low common woman that fell down and was too wicked to get up.
"Thou he slay me, I will serve the LORD!"
All those wasted years, me trying to take over for my grandfather, modeling his behavior of kindness and prayer dealing with his demonic daughter. It is not over. She has not won, nor will she win.
Naively I did falsely believe she would apologize one day. She always hinted that she would. Brief episodes of kindness, a few kind encouraging words along the way. The whore was playing me. Martha Jane Walters played the whole world for 87 years! The whore played me, us, the world, because that was what she was and all she was ever going to be.
I will not bow down to low scum! I will not lie and cloak for her as she demanded. Her witchcraft will not prosper! I have girded up my loins. GOD gives me strength. Praise the LORD! I will not bow down to satan! I will not keep silent out of shame or intimidation.
No wonder the A.M.E. Zion Church never responded to me. Vipers, all slick slimy vipers! Christ on their lips to ensnare, to dupe, to enslave. No evidence of Christ in their hearts.
"Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction". Far more people will do wrong than right. No, matter what, no heartless whore is going to come here , MURDER my granddaddy, sexually molest, rape , ruin, destroy , vex and menace , for decade after decade, die declaring that she defeated GOD.
Martha Jane Walters did not defeat GOD! We failed GOD! We did not honor Him with righteous living or any form of the Truth. We let that whore, these whore "preachers", entertain us. Nothing but sounding brass. Empty vessels, void of humanity, love, kindness. Full of hypocrisy, vile evil IN THE CHURCH!
Quivering, quaking, cloaking for a low demon! Why!? GOD said No!
