Humble yourselves and shout Glory! Why does Jesus call the ignorant, lecherous, lying clown of a preacher ravenous? Because they are! Greedy bastards! There is absolutely no excuse for a woman like my mother. GOD had a purpose, a great plan for permitting her to vex for so long. If nothing else , hopefully many will turn from WITCHCRAFT. WITCHCRAFT messed Mathy up!
That dumb whore teamed up with the devil, became a PEDOPHILE! AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE! The dumb whore preached falsely, lied like a rug, hated with a vengence, plotted non ceasing, ended up MURDERING her own Father! A good man. Lived EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! NEVER REPENTED FOR ANYTHING! NOT EVEN LITTERING! I'm mad because she waited until she was in her eighties to basically confess, to hint , that she was the viper, the evil doer, all the time. I'm mad because she cut the demonic fool proclaiming her innocence. I'm mad because she NEVER changed.
I'm pissed because she was MY mother. Shit, why wasn't being born a black bastard considered punishment enough for her demonic ass? DE-MON-IC! Some people are DEMONIC! And far too many of those DEMONS are up in CHURCHES preaching right now because most people are too sorry, too lazy to read! I have to laugh! My birth mother made my life so miserable I turned to READING! I read the Bible and discovered her common , nasty, demon possessed ass!
"Come ye out from among them." If I have to honor such a woman to be accepted by my family, by society, "F" you (forget) you!
Hallelujah! Praise the LORD! Back straight. Head held high! I'm delivered! Saved from despicable sin! Saved from the clutches of a raving maniac! A mongrel monstrosity, a PURE PERVERT! A sick and demented sadist that was able to get away, unscathed, left loose because we feared her.
Of course we feared her, we had good sense. Martha had NO MORALS! None! Not ONE! It is a good thing she was such a brilliant actress and perfect pathological LIAR!
There is a silver lining, the bitch is dead! "The wicked shall cease from troubling." They cease, just cease. You'll look for them and they will be gone. Poof! If they were extremely foul like my birth mother their stench will linger for a little while.
One thing I know, it was GOD! It had to be the Hand of the LORD GOD Almighty that saved me from that closet demon. PREACHED! Preached stolen sermons LORD! In what world is that right? GOD's Word says; "Thous shalt NOT steal" yet, you are standing in front of a large congregation putting on a top of the line floor show. You got people on their feet, shouting, amen-ing, getting the Holy Ghost with your stolen sermons.
Let's go back and examine this, let's determine why you were so stiff-necked, so unreachable. Why lie? Why not write your own sermons? LOW SELF-ESTEEM! (possibly) Now, why was your self esteem so low? Because you were a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! Now why were you a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR? Lack of faith? Just ignorant, woefully uneducated! Bitch you were so dumb, you practiced WITCHCRAFT AND PREACHED! Bitch! You deliberately treated GOD like shit because you treated you father like shit, your children , your entire family because you were a REPROBATE! The day you started visiting graves was the day GOD released you over and washed [HIS] hands of you!
I am so glad granddaddy put me onto reading the Bible, searching for understanding early in life. Trusting and obeying GOD's Word has certainly saved me from your worse. If people are wise they will heed Jesus and come from among the lost, the blind, the hateful racist.
That's where you really messed up Martha, hating black people. It is not color, it is spiritual. Far too many people are plagued with demonic spirits like you and far too many people fear them, try to placate them. I won't! I'm proud to tell on your lying , whorish, MURDERING ASS!
Contend with GOD's children if you want to.
The irony of ironies, I can't possibly remember the number of times I went to my dear mother crying, grief stricken about some evil person, some evil deed that had befallen me. Never, ever, suspecting she was my problem, my greatest possible enemy.
How do I explain "I knew" but, I didn't know. I knew something was wrong, something was amiss , something strange was going on. I did dismiss her "voodoo", her ignorant conjure , as more a con game than something truly evil. Something to embarrass us further with. Just something else to keep secret. Martha lied all the time and if you had good sense , you went along with her current lie, back-lie, side-lie, additional-lie, back-up lie, just-incase lie. Mainly, you just shut the fuck up.
Granddaddy tried to admonish her, to teach her better. She responded by throwing the longest, worse most infantile temper tantrum in the modern era. I am sure that is why she shot granddaddy in the heart. She was lazy as a dog. She was cheap, greedy and selfish. No, she was not about to let the government take his Social Security check in order for him to have a full time nurse. She is the reason he ended up with one leg, too cheap to take him to Cape Fear Valley.
The "nosy bitch" (nurse) coming once a week was enough for Martha. Martha lived EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS completely in her own head! Completely delusional and poisonous.
I 'm sitting here marveling at the goodness of GOD.
GOD is real! [HE] may NOT be real to you. You may not have ever felt [HIS] loving tender arms, I HAVE!
Martha, you know I told you over and over, many times, I remember my grandmother making you promise to never mistreat me again. I was only three years old and I clearly remember because I was intelligent enough to be happy. Intelligent enough to know your ass was fucked up!
She was on her death bed in Lumberton. You snuck us in because you never obeyed one rule or boundary in your entire life.
You lied to your mother Mathy Jane. You lied to GOD! You never had to be perfect. GOD never cared if all of your children had a different daddy. You lied! You got caught in your lies and lied to cover up more lies. Why? You just made yourself more despicable .
GOD is not looking for perfect, [HE] is seeking the righteous! The thirsty! The hungry!
Dear LORD, I'm so happy! I'm so happy , I can't stop crying! "Trust and obey", Just trust and obey. Evil can NOT win! For SIXTY-TWO YEARS I ENDURED! THE ENTIRE WALTERS FAMILY ENDURED THAT ALBATROSS FOR EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! Why? Fear! Fear we inherited, fear taught to us by our enslaver! What a slut! I'm laughing at her deep ignorance, taking deliberate advantage of us, punishing us for her mistakes.
I'm laughing because she is finally dead and the shit is finally funny. She beat the pure dog shit out of her "husband" and HE CAUGHT HER FORNICATING IN THE FRONT SEAT OF HIS CAR!
He took it. The dumb idiot got his ass beat by his newly wed wife, that already had three children , was way older and was a two legged viper. He took it. He took Mathy's shit for Ten Years, therefore he deserved to suffer.
Will America let a a troll and his minions come to power ?
Martha died laughing at me, at us, refused repentance and went straight to hell as far as I'm concerned. I will not keep silent about such a low, ignorant, corrupt, repugnant, disrespectful slut.
The evil doer pimps GOD to the gullible, not realizing the Holy Spirit is indeed real. You do have to live righteously. You can NOT be a liar and you can NOT be afraid. You certainly can NOT be racist or color struck!
Dear LORD you are so wonderful! How easy it was, how easy it must have been to take complete advantage over her own children. Number one and foremost , none of us had a daddy! Number two , she feed us nothing but poisonous ignorance and lies from our conception. Then she piled on sex abuse, physical abuse, topped it with emotional , psychological and financial abuse, all under the eyes of the "Church".
I'm sorry folks, satan has reduced the "Church" to a racket , a bunch of swindlers. (Revelation 2:20) Why didn't they catch my mother? They are just like her, greedy, full of pride, color struck, double minded, weak, full of fear.
My mother was the scariest monster I ever saw. She was paranoid, full of fear. She was a full fledged reprobate, full of mischief. I gave her Obama yard signs, stickers, everything, she (claimed) was afraid to display them and she lived in a black neighborhood.
What good is living, if you are living in fear? No, I don't like to fight but, fight we will, if you wrong me, try to take advantage of me. I guess that stems from my childhood of trauma. Maybe I would have always stood up for myself, anyway.
Something about the words ; "You black muthafuckers come git yo'beatin'!" didn't sound too civil . too Christian, to me , so therefore I felt obliged to take to the woods until the coast was clear. (Dear LORD, is that how I learned patience? Spending hours upon hours in the woods alone, hiding from a fucking lunatic?)
I have the audacity to often wonder how I could have survived slavery, hell, I did! I was just as much a slave as any human being ever held captive, against his will , on this earth. Martha did not permit one of us to own our own life, our own minds, our own thoughts. We had to think and articulate her stupidity or face her foul ridicule, her rejection. The nerve! (If I had only recognized what a low slut Martha was. If I had only connected the dots, dotted the eyes, crossed the tees. Martha was a PERVERT!)
Made us feel guilty for achieving anything, having anything, for not putting her first, for resisting being a constant punching bag, HER foot stool, HER piece of shit garbage for her to pretend to rescue.
Martha would get on the phone telling every one how she had to pay your rent, keep your lights on, help get your dumb -no -credit- having- ass a car, never once sharing the deep disturbing evil she was up to, the fact that she was totally against you, escaped her silly brain in the mind numbing game she invented as she went along. Martha, did deliberately destroy the slightest self-esteem any of us could have ever had. Why? MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS A SICK, DEMON POSSESSED SADIST!
No, she had no compassion for us, for any one.
This orange man has no compassion for anyone, either. It is starting to show on his face. His face is starting to resemble dried out dookie, a cow patty bleached by the sun. He can humble himself. He can turn around. He can pray, purge, fast, study. He can be redeemed!
The Holy Spirit struck Saul down on the Damascus Road. He used to kill Christians! There are many great stories of evil men changing at the last minute. Jesus said that we can ALL come into the Kingdom, even in the last hour.
When I told people how my mother swore at us, declaring that she was the one that kept our black assholes open and reduced us to a diet of nothing but grits and grease for months, they automatically assume we were poor. No such thing, my mother drove a long white Sedan de'ville Cadillac ! She just hated us and she was always extremely secretly sadistic. Sadly she was able to remain so because we feared. She did evil demonic things to us that we deliberately did not tell for fear that she would do worse and she would have.
"Be NOT deceived; GOD is NOT mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall s/he also reap." Galatians 6:7
