I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, August 5, 2017

We all get our just and honest due


on this planet earth.

That is a fact. The Holy Spirit delivered that gem to me in 1982.  I did not understand it completely at the time. I know now GOD was warning me about my "mother".  The Holy Spirit has always been in touch with me , warning me, alerting, leading and guiding me.

I am relieved as I learn to love myself.  Strangely, I am relieved to learn that I have very, very, few friends.  My whole life has been a struggle against lying, disingenuous jealous haters.  I am a genius, born with brilliant intellect.  Born to a woman so depraved she declared my intelligence a waste.

Tried her level best, tried every way she knew how to "secretly" destroy me, to make me her bitch! Her footstool, her commode, the chamber maid, her dirty dish rag. her scape goat.

Do know she did! Yes, the low whore for satan fucked me up, fucked my head up. She fucked us all up and died laughing. MURDERED her own daddy! Sexually exploited and pimped her own children!

So,  what did the whore do? Stalked me for sixty-two years. Stalked and hated me for her sick deeds, NOT FOR ANYTHING I DID!   A BABY RAPER! HIDDEN AND PROTECTED BY THE AFRICAN METHODIST EPISCOPAL ZION CHURCH!

 Had I ever attended a real church,  the pastor would have made Isaiah 49:15 plain, some wo/men are sadistic! My own mother is the best example of a ravenous wolf, in a sick greedy world.

World! No sicker whore has ever lived! A pervert! A complete , sick, sexually perverted, demon possessed "Root Worker"!  Came here and wrecked havoc for eighty-seven years!  How can anyone be such a low common slut so long?

Our world is overrun with complete maggots, buzzards.  The most ignorant hate filled deplorables are deliberately running "Our Con-try" into the ground.  Good!  Let's see what all of these old fizzle farts intend to do?

How can a Con-try just bomb, bomb, bomb and think The Holy Spirit is not just?

I am a survivor of a mongrel, a woman so disturbed my fellow victims are much too mentally destroyed, too emasculated,  to ever give me a positive nod. The old "boys" side with their dead tormentor because they have nothing else.  The greedy lying slut took everything.

I do thank Martha Jane Walters for exposing the "black church", a place where people lineup to buy a blessing.  A place where lying half-gay whore mongers meet and greet, play church for nine or ten hours and go home bragging that they "got their blessing."

You didn't get blessed dummy, you got took.

I do thank Donald J. Trump for being the feeble minded imbecile he is.  He sure has exposed AmeriKKKa!

Most of All I thank The Holy Spirit for saving Me!  Save all that desire to saved LORD.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Friday, August 4, 2017

"I second that emotion" Reclaiming My Time -Gospel Mix



I know it is hard for human beings to begin to understand the pain of others.  We "know" but,  we don't know,  when we can't care.  We don't "know" when we say "Oh well, get over it."  I'M TIRED OF HEARING IT. "The world is the way the world is  …it's not me  … I don;t care. I can't care."

We don't even "know" we hurt the victim worse when we pretend we don't believe them, that we are weak, whiny, overly sensitive.

I am the opposite. I know full well why that ignorant woman mistreated me, mistreated us , so long.  She was that sorry, that wicked, that immoral, that jealous.

Pay attention to my story , you can learn a lot.

Demons are real! Most are in the "Church"! Hoes up preaching! Read Matthew 24!

I know one thing, ALL racists are idiots, delusional, demon possessed.  Most people are stupid, docile sheep.

The  white racist is equivalent to the rude man standing on your foot. You tell him politely, he ignores you.  You tell him politely, over and over, he ignores you.  You finally talk louder, you get boisterous, rude.

He disrespects you, tells you to shut up.  Finally in excruciating pain, you haul off, ball up your fist and finally knock the dog shit out of him , to get him off of your foot.

That rude mutheafucker whines, accuses You  of rudeness, impatience, insensitivity, "reverse racism".

Well just how stupid are you?

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

I never dreamed I could find the courage to know.


 I can't say ; "I wudden'gon'tell nobody." because I had promised that retch of a woman,  that I would, that I planned to tell GOD just as soon as I could.  As a matter of fact, I pointed my little brown finger at her and shook it.

"I'm telling GAWD on YOOOOOOOOOOOOO!";  I screamed.  Unfortunately for me, I was born  a "bastard" at a time when "bastard" was synonymous with turd.  If you were a turd child , just be glad to breathe. Don't expect nothing, don't ask for nothing and just shut the fuck up for FOREVER for good measure.

I refuse to be a turd for anyone.  I hate dumb people! I hate all lying fakes! I think some hatred is good, beneficial.  I know I hate that "man" I married temporally! Nothing can ever change my mind! NOTHING! He is a maggot! A blowfly just like my granddaddy said.  Any man that has to be made to render aid to their on child is not worth spit!

"Get thee behind me satan!"  You are a buzzard! I am an Eagle! Buzzards and Eagles are incompatible.

Do know evil jealous buzzards can't kill "nothing", they have to wait on shit to die and rot.  Stay away from buzzards unless you are a buzzard.

Please do not go up in a "Church" expecting to meet good people.  You are too late.  The "Church" has been had,  hijacked by satan.  I'm not sure if any good,  real,  Christ Lovers are even welcome.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

'COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

This be me! New Birth Wildfower

Dear LORD thank you for intervening in my life!Earth, Wind & Fire - Keep Your Head to the Sky (Audio)



Great looking out LORD!

The ability to think critically, to discern,  has nothing to do with skin color.  It is character.  Every human being in this world knows that.  Color has never been the reason, just the lousy excuse.

White man you have messed up now, stepped in your own shit.  tRump! GOD is still laughing.  What is this dimwit going to try next? Why is he still President?  Who knew white hatred, white jealousy , was so deep, so thoroughly entrenched?

It is just evil.  The evil white man got a foothold enslaving the masses before the evil black man could.  I firmly believe more evil demonic people identify as "Christians" on purpose. People dumb enough to think there is this "god" that takes attendance, prohibits foul language, drinking, smoking and smites for failure to tithe deserve to suffer.

  My mother was right, most people are like her.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Finally understanding … "Woke Up this Morning With My Mind On Jesus" (2013) Mavis Staples



"Fret not thyself because of evil doers"  This world will always be full of poisonous vipers, most of the ones we are forced to face are indeed blood kin.  Do know that is precisely why they target you. It is much easier to identify a predator you don't love.  We love our kin and when you love a terrifying predatory monster your goose is cooked.

I'm a walking, talking miracle! I am proof that GOD does exactly what [HE] says; The Holy Spirit saves IF we permit.

My own mother bragged about selling "lip reducing" cream at sixteen.  She put plain old cold cream in jars and made beautiful labels.  Swore she invented a concoction that could reduce the size of some one's lips.

I asked her why, she explained; "Shit! Niggas 'shame of they big ass sausage You-bangy lips   … I just took advantage and made some money."

Was my mother wrong for doing that?   I'm not so sure, she didn't pull a gun on them.  Why were they so ashamed of their lips?  Be careful of what you believe about yourself.

My mother tried to convince me that I was "too dark" for sixty-two years.  I never agreed with her. My grandfather taught me to love my "color". I think I wear my color well.

It doesn't matter how much money we have, how much wealth we accumulate on this earth.  My mother died and left thousands of things.  They tell me her sons rolled up in Uhaul trucks before the funeral! How disgusting!

I don't know why but, I know my own mother stalked me like a ravenous dog for long decade after decade, was my worse possible enemy but,  GOD kept me!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Thursday, August 3, 2017

You don't wait!

If I've  learned anything trekking, struggling on this earth, I've learned to wait on no one!

Do for self! Motivate yourself! Say affirmations for yourself! Do pull yourself up by your own bootstraps!

I was Born for Greatness!
If I am to Be
What I want to Be
It is Up To ME!


When GOD reveals your enemies, thank [HIM] . Don't argue, don't deny.  Do not try to rationalize, to justify. Shun evil.  

I have absolutely no excuse for loving my evil demon possessed mother so long.  I'm laughing because sixty-two years of dealing with her psychotic,  sadistic ass was too long!  Christ Jesus! Some mothers do stab their own children in the back but, this bitch pierced me in the side, over and over.

Delivered a demonic poisonous viperous Judas kiss on my cheek at every opportunity.

She is DEAD Now! Praise the LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"