Be careful who you tell not to piss on your grave ...

PRAISE THE LIVING LORD!!! 

I'm BEAMING! My little light is shining! My little spirit, my pure soul is leaping up and down. No, there was no silver and gold for me , but such as The Holy Spirit has for me , is for me!

SHE'S DEAD! SHE'S DEAD! LORD SHE IS FINALLY DEAD! THANK YOU!

Listen to me, hear my story before you judge me. While my evil demon possessed mother enjoyed EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS ON THIS EARTH LYING, MOLESTING AND DESTROYING ,  she was a "needful thing".

Truthfully, would I have ever read the Bible? What could cause me to learn to pray so fervently? Would I be who I am without my evil mother and other mongrels vexing me for my entire life?

I count it all joy!

BEAMNG!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM"

P.S.

Never waste more than five minutes of your time on a liar.  All pathological liars are demon possessed,  that is why they are unable to ever tell the truth, shun them.

Just what is "Cultural appropriation"?

Is it something that sounds intellectual so fake ass,  wanna-be "Africans" can intimidate? Sound smart without ever cracking a book?

What is culture? "Culture is the sum total of a peoples' way of life, their art, music, religion, every facet of their being."

How do you "culturally" steal from another culture.Sure, acculturation, culturally sharing is real, it can not be escaped, nor shouold it be.

We are all culturally different, not culturally deprived.

Caution there are far too many people that are just lazy immoral losers, whiners, complainers, hided behind "color", status or any convincing lie.

"Yea shall know them by their fruit."  Far too many people are self appointed prophets that know jack shit about nothing.  They have never read one book thoroughly in their entire lives. They do rely on skin color, looks, gender and status in order to prey on others.  they have no faith, they have "game."

"Shun the very presence of evil."

We are ONE! If we consider ourselves to be Christians, we have One Father.

No matter.  "Blind Ray Charles can see from the grave" how disingenuous most people are.   Lazy, lustful greedy thieves glad to persecute by skin color because they are in the majority. Low common, viperous greedy imps they really think they are brilliant enough to manipulate The Holy Spirit.

People do NOT do anything by culture, color, gender, age, religion, birth date, nothing.  People do what is convenient .  People do what ever crosses their mind.  People benefit themselves. We all have "Free Will"!

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free!"

Far too many families are beset with demons, held down by generational curses. I get it. I certainly get why Martha was tolerated. Who could bear to know our truth? What can a father do when he knows his own daughter is in fact a demon?

Did granddaddy know? He knew something. Perhaps he had to take that bullet in the heart. Perhaps I'm the only victim GOD intended to escape her clutches.  I will NOT honor a slut! I will not honor a closeted evil dead demon like Martha.

I will NOT honor that thing that occupies the White House. This "man", this cruel demon,  could can dog sit and sell it to his "groupies", so called "Christians", as a nutritional discovery they must include in their meager diets and they would do it gladly.

I love music! I love Bruno Mars! People that study, practice their craft, their talent , should be honored. Who cares about the culture, color, gender or age of the artist? What should the man sing? Why is your dumb ass offended?

Your dumb, untalented ass is just jealous! "Blessing blockers"!

If you don't like the person's music , don't support it. If you can create something better, do so. Do not invent some lame ass excuse for your failures. Hollering "Cultural appropriation",  is the same as complaining that someone is breathing your air, taking space you should be occupying,  while you are occupying the space you are occupying.

All I know is , if it had no been for the Rolling Stones  Muddy Waters would have died anonymous and penniless in the "black community".  Be YOURSELF!  Pray for the courage to be your genuine, authentic, sincere self. Pray for discernment, pray for courage.

Martha is one demon that should have never been let loose, and once loosed, she should have never been able to vex, menace, rape, rob, ruin, lie, steal, torture, confuse and cause so much malaise and misery for far too long.

One thing for sure , I learned to never tolerate a fool.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"I can show you better than I can tell you."

PRAISE THE LIVING LORD!  I am humbled, prostrate, stretched out on your alter LORD!

How could we know "human" demons possible? How could we know that Martha Jane Walters should have been sterilized , prevented from EVER  having children?

Not one of us, not one of her  six surviving infants should have ever been left in her care, SUBJECTED TO SUCH TORTURE AND DEGRADATION BY AN ABOMINATION FROM THE GATES OF HELL SO LONG!

 You don't have to believe in demonology OR  demon possession to know when someone is SADISTIC!  

A damn loose lunatic! She knew she was one but if you said something, tried to protest the low barbaric slut kicked your ass. Bludgeoned you, tied you up naked, beat you senseless.  Stabbed you, cut you, shot you for "telling on her".

Be glad the low whore let you live. She did nothing but brag about the other five she flushed down the toilet.

Cruelty is not courage.

Martha Jane Walters was some one that enjoyed inflicting excruciating pain on others,  in secret, by ambush, via conjure and voodoo.

(LORD that explains the hot soapy enemas when we were infants and toddlers.)

No, there was no stopping her, a human tsunami bent on familial destruction.  A generational curse come to life.  "An accident going some where to happen."

Something so  foul and repugnant you could only turn away, struck silent.

Why? She was an imp, a reprobate, a psychotic incestuous pedophile that REFUSED  to come to grips with her  mental illness.  Martha committed foul, sick, barbaric sex acts against small children for the sick sadistic pleasure she relished. Why?

Was it because she was raped as a child? No, it was because Martha practiced voodoo. Martha went down on graves soliciting evil spirits  in order to have her way and she got fucked up.  Good enough!  The old whore got exactly what she deserved.

I'm BEAMING! Plum pimping, GOD has rescued me from so many of Martha's pits, I've lost count. Devious plot , after devious plot for sixty-two years!

"But, GOD kept me!"

Evil can't win!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Some good reading!"

Little did I know, The Holy Spirit was at work the whole time. Yes, Jesus knew me in the womb, knew me before I was conceived in an evil doer's corrupt womb.

The beauty, the silver lining, generational curses can be broken.  Slow, dull thinking and anti-intellectualism prevent most from escaping "spirits" like my mother's.

It is an experience so ridiculous, so mind numbing and exasperating, the advent of tRump-ism is the only phenomena you can use to explain "it".

Martha demanded honor, respect. She demanded to be feared, glorified. She demanded to be Number One in everyone's life.  Martha was a drunk, blind driver demanding the privilege to wreck your car, not once but over and over!

Martha's treachery was so ridiculous, repugnant, SEXUAL ABUSE! INCEST!!! PEDOPHILIA!

That's a new low. I am not dumb enough, destroyed enough , to protect my dead abuser! Why!?

"Know ye the truth and the truth shall set you free."

 Once a family falls, it falls. Upward mobility and recovery is rare because the lies and fear are perpetuated, entrenched, too hard to eradicate.

Few people pray. Most people not only,  prey only, most do not know the difference. Nor do they care. Far too many students crowd into classrooms for twelve and thirteen years for a piece of paper. Few desire any real knowledge and sadly most will do anything for "paper".

My mother did. I'm a witness and I'm hated for telling. Yes, that low slut is still revered by her victims! Still kept secret by her Church. Why? She's dead!

"Many are called, few are chosen."  "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction."

While I want to believe a woman of my mother's low caliber rare, I fear I'm wrong. Most people must be like my mother, otherwise, why so much tragedy and disappointment in my life?

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.  Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth.  Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see GOD. Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of GOD.  Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake." - Matthew 5:3-11

All I know is,  what I know, evil can't win. Martha only bragged about her wins, deliberately ignored her losses, plus she just pretended. Martha Jane Walters was going to have her way at any cost.

I felt so sorry for her, watching her pretend to be married to a picture on her desk for ten years.  For ten years she raged, claiming she had been taken advantage of.  That she was lied to and done wrong.

I (we were) was not permitted to even suggest the fact her low morals, poor hygiene, pathological lying, nasty house and deep greed , contributed to her madness, unending unhappiness.  Her inability to find true love, keep a man or ever have any true friends.

True friends must be earned, then kept. Your having a tantrum, cussing people out, withdrawing what little love you begrudging mete out is not the answer. Your ability to make people lie for you, swear allegiance to you, declare their undying loyalty,  does not make you better.

It certainly does not erase your mountain of repugnant, disgusting sins.

GOD does not hate me for standing up to you, for finally telling on you.  Any one that hates me for exposing people like you,  have their own issues.

We had to console her, assure her that she was right. That we could be trusted, that we were loyal and her life was much more important than ours.  We were black, we were bastards.  We were all pains in the ass , that she hated she ever birthed into the world.

There was one caveat, we could not tell, EVER! "Ni! I wud take dat tuh my grave."

I guess you would, you stanking nasty 'ho!

There is a word from the LORD in regards to you Martha, in reference to you and your kind.

"Then Peter said, 'Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk'  

And he took him by the right hand and lifted him up, and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strength."  -Acts 3:6

I was nineteen, driving a 1968 Mercury Montego with no brakes. Yes, my mother was such a con artist she assured me driving without brakes was safe, that all I had to do was pump faster and pull up my emergency brake.

Running into the back of cars, repeatedly,  failed to dissuade me from trusting my mother.  This particular day did not sit well with me. She dispatched me to the bus station to pick up my molester, MY RAPIST ! 

She made it known she needed some money and she planned to fleece his dumb ass (again). (So, why did I have to go? Why was  I made to suffer for her mistakes endlessly?)

At any rate, I must have been driving much too fast for conditions (a sudden torrential rain) . The light on Grove Street suddenly changed from green to red. I applied the brakes, I pumped furiously, I pulled up the hand brake. Too late. My little car went spiraling out of control right into the path of an eighteen-wheeler.

I called out the name Jesus, the name above all names. Jesus propped that little car up on the median and that eighteen-wheeler whizzed past me. Yes, I rejoiced immediately!

Silver and gold didn't help me, for whatever reason,  Martha kept everyone broke. Martha was a thief. If she smelled money on you,  she was going to steal it. Sure,  she was going to squander it, but your money was her money.

Money, wealth, is power,  to the evil doer. That's why s/he is so greedy. Who needs ten billion dollars? Who needs one million? Someone not in agreement with the book of Acts.

 Martha was always swindling, claiming she was brilliant. She was admired by many , only because she didn't brag about  how she was getting ripped off more than she was actually winning.

Martha would rage when any one lied to her, used her, robbed or fleeced her, which was all the time, while she pretended it to be a rare occurrence.

But, she could not stop lying. She could not stop fornicating, prostituting, committing incest, pedophilia.

Did Martha think her great preaching was good enough to trade? We ALL must repent! No one can trade their good deeds, good intentions,  for repentance , especially when they still hate and blame their victims.

I have to laugh , for far too many years Martha convinced us to carry her burden of shame, while never admitting she was perverted,  she behaved abominably .   Martha's long list of atrocities should not be hidden, rather studied.

The cancerous growths of our Mathy Jane Experience can not be cured in silence.  How dare that hideous  whore think she could bury me under her filth , laugh at me,  and die?  Just die, no excuse me please, no pardon me.  No inheritance, no love, no apology, no repentance. No lessons lerned to pass on to the youth, to future  generations.

Martha did laugh at me, did finally admit she was the "snake in the woodpile", the viper, the whole time. She was mocking GOD, admitting she preached but she didn't mean it. Never meant it.  Well why?

GOD has good people, [HE] does not need fakes and snakes. Martha mocked me as if I had been the foolish one.

"I am not forsaken!" GOD has never forsaken me! I'm blessed! I'm restored! I'm rejoicing!

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Oh ye of little faith."

Any human being that has been made to suffer,  as every member of my family has been made to suffer,  and wants to continue in their suffering, deserves to suffer.

No one told us. We were all left up to our own devises. We all had to see independently for ourselves. No matter what evil deed Marta did to us, we knew; "Don't nun of you black muthafuckers tell a muthafucking thang dat go on in dis house!"

For some reason, Martha did pretend to believe "silence" was just as good as innocence. "Dey ain't no muthafucking GAWD! Any body trying to be honest lak my daddy is a damn fool!"

Yet, every Sunday for twenty one years in a row Martha demanded that I be found in someone's Church. I didn't mind. I loved "Church". Did her behaviour keep me confused? Yes.

How could we know, how could any one in this world know Martha was as evil as she was? Never in a thousand years would I have ever believed diabolical forces possible, viable and so furiously busy without my mother's demonic influence.

Sure, I'm half-way laughing now, only because she is good and dead. What a whore! What an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY SPIRIT!

There was nothing we could do. we had to endure to the end. The thing was, Martha was never as dumb as she pretended. She wasn't even as "color struck" as she boasted.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was just fucking evil! Something went wrong in her brain, SHE WAS SADISTIC!

I do understand why she never changed.  Why should she? She was winning! She was winning good enough for her. All Martha ever wanted was to have fifty dollars more than all her kin, all those simpletons that willingly lined up to kiss her yalla ass.

We were pitiful! Deliberately enslaved and made ignorant, footstools for our own mother.

It makes sense. A small child that can gleefully bludgeon small animals to death should never be allowed to menace, to vex, to torture. The truth is Martha deserved a bullet straight in her forehead.

I guess granddaddy couldn't do it. He chose fervent prayer. It worked! I came out alright!

"Then Peter said, 'Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.' "

"And he took him by the right hand and lifted him up, and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strength."  Acts 3:6 - 7

Dear LORD I am in complete awe! I was four years old, forced to watch my mother beat the dog shit out of her second legal husband. She was the one fornicating! Not only did Martha beat that man bloody, she made him cry. She made him beg her for forgiveness.

The only explanation for that type  of behaviour is WITCHCRAFT!

The moment Martha's second husband took that severe bloody beating, begged his yellow wife for forgiveness,  is the day he became Martha's bitch. We were all Martha's bitches. We all did her bidding. We all feared upsetting her, ever.

No one has to be so evil, ever. No one has to permit and evil doer to oppress them. Why?

In the event that you do have an evil jealous "loved one", stand up! It is not money that you need, it is faith, Holy Ghost Power! You have it! Exercise it!.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Awe struck!

Dear LORD on this day, Wednesday, March 14, 2018, I am awe struck by your goodness, Your Grace , again.

When I look back over my life and realize the many, many,  tender mercies you showered on me, I'm humbled. You led, You guided, I listened.

My (our) awful plight grows clearer every day. Martha Jane Walters was a DEMON! No, she was not a woman that suffered with demons, she was a demon that suffered with bouts of righteousness.

What kept her in our lives so long? Fear! Terrorizing fear! That slut was a savage brute! She loved to beat, stab, bludgeon, murder and no body better ,  ever , say shit. MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was never to be criticized, admonished, punished, limited, or hindered in any manner.

Martha Jane Walters lived eighty-seven years as a proud sadistic terrorist wearing a cloak of acceptability given to her by her "Church".  What a collection of idiots! What "Church", what people,  are dumb enough,  to fall under the spell of a known "root worker", a Conjure woman?

A group of Christian traditionalists, lazy dullards. A collection of clowns that love to play church, listen to good music, wear fine raiment, dine well and take the chief seats and torture for fun.

People in positions of authority that demand to exploit, enslave, bludgeon, beat, rape, molest, injure, torment,  for their own sadistic pleasure.

People that convince dummies,  Jesus is a blond haired, blue eye-ed hate monger,  that only loves and looks out for people of the same color.   People that also tithe, attend "church" regularly and lie only for the good of such people.

 People that can claim "Jesus grass" for hair and people that do not offend GOD with their too dark skin.

She is gone now. PRAISE THE LORD! 

Yes, I'm broken, fractured, something ground to dust by ignorant racism and superstition. My ignorant mother knew better. She was just sadistic. What a stupid low common whore!

Martha Jane Walters preferred to crawl around on the ground digging up dirt , under the cover of a full moon,  before she would actually read, study or attempt to earn an honest living.

How sickening, how depressing. "How futile is regret?". My poor grandfather probably knew full well , or a least he knew something was very evil about his daughter. Did he fear her or did he know that she had to be endured to the end?

Why did he put a Bible in my hand at age eight? Somehow granddaddy knew scripture was my only protection from this abomination.

Martha was an imp, a reprobate,  so controlled by evil she could never resist, could never miss the slightest opportunity to be sadistic. Martha was caught bludgeoning a puppy to death as a small child.  That was it. That was the day it would always be too late for the Walters family, the entire Walters klan. We were doomed, destroyed that very moment.

Everything my grandfather scrimped and saved for, set aside for his children's children,  the evil one devoured. Sixty-five acres of land! Gone, poof! A rambling ranch, vineyards, fruit trees, a man made lake, all gone, all devoured by ignorant racism and superstition!

We were doomed. We did not read the book of Acts.  We did not get away from her. We tried to live with her, we tried to make it work.  We kept her, an egg sucking dog. We let her run loose. Few warned us, even fewer protected us.

Every where we went, every thing we tried to do was thwarted, spoiled, undone , destroyed, mutilated by that idiot , that claimed to be the head of our lives. World, when a wo/man falls low enough, evil enough, foul and sadistic enough , to rape babies , her own babies, it is over.

Look forward to a life of misery.

I WILL NOT! FUCK THAT BITCH! THAT COMMON SLUT!  Have no pity for her ignorant ass! Notice how the low slut that always conveniently played simple coon , when the mood struck her, was never caught.  Please notice how the low slut raped, molested, maimed, murdered,  at will,  for what seems like and eternity.

Grinned and did it all over again for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  I don't blame GOD! I blame those that claim to love the LORD! I blame people that demand people take shit off of people like my mother and tRump until we die. 

That is not what Jesus said! "If your right eye offend you, pluck it out." "My GOD from Zion!"raping and murdering your own children! Becoming so jealous, so enraged , you brand, burn, label, deliberately humiliate, poison , YOUR OWN , just for your sadistic pleasure.

Well, you're finally dead now. I rejoice. I do also cry, lament,  for my fellow prisoners. I do have to leave them in their own misery. I've shown them a way out of the pit, they refuse to come. They refuse to remember, I understand.

 Yes, idiots dumb enough to trust Martha for fifty, sixty, seventy years, refuse to trust me.  Refuse to trust The Holy Spirit.

I must also admit, people still willing to lie and cloak for a woman of Martha Jane Walter's low caliber,  deserve to suffer.

All tRump supporters deserve to suffer.  To call a mongrel of his low order,  a Christian is beyond contemptible.  My own mother willingly, volunteered to let a host of young soldiers run a train on her in my presence!

I am forever wounded, scared, asexual , for life. I was only nineteen!  It was in the daytime! We had been in that day room less than fifteen minutes. Martha didn't have time to get drunk. Martha feigned "drunkenness" just to let those young men have their way with her.

I must admit Martha's "commonness"  was not new to me. She was ALWAYS extremely whorish. She was indeed a nymphomaniac! She pretended to be ashamed, demanded that no one ever mention her proclivities for incest and pedophilia, lying, stealing, conjuring, MURDERING.

No one was to ever mention the black cloud of misery that hung over Mathy's head, went every where she went, destroyed everything she touched.

So, why preach? How could she stand up there with her nasty ass,  knowing what a low foul despicable repugnant maggot she really was?

No wonder she always hated me, no wonder she always called me a "goody two shoes". No wonder she always (secretly) hated the entire world.

No matter, she could have repented. Martha did not repent because she was not sorry.  As a matter of fact she was proud. Every time Martha crawled her vile lying ass up in a pulpit,  she was proud! No, she was not proud of her good deeds,  which were few,  if any. Martha was proud that she had deceived the "Church". Had run another brilliant con game.

Now she's dead, now I have a greater understanding of the "Church",  of "Christians", of loved ones in my family still faking the funk.

The truth is, anyone still low enough, weak and frightened enough,  to declare their undying love for the likes of Martha and tRump , deserve to suffer.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

P.S.
Homework, read the book of Acts.

Time to settle up

"The road has got to end sometime".  The days of the "good old boys" has ended, ended tragically.

A bunch of  greedy immoral liars attempting to hide their greed and immorality behind a contemptuous pig.

It can't be done! Read the Book dumb ass!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"