What am I living for?

What a good question! What am I living for? Why has The Holy Spirit permitted me  to live so long? To see so much? One thing I know for sure, we are are locked into our generation. No matter the time period you are born into, you are forever stuck there.  I was born in 1951 and that time stamp  is permanently branded in my brain.

While I am humbled, prostrate with Thanksgiving for  the five years I have "lived" sans Mathy Jane. I am deeply scarred. Yes, I am "messed up". That whore was a whore's whore!

LORD have mercy! My ignorant "birther" was a full fledged VOODOO PRIESTESS!  Let that sink in! No matter, I am BEAMING  because The Holy Ghost has always been on my side!

"No weapon formed against me shall ever prosper."

LORD, it wasn't just Martha, it was us.  We took her shit. We remained silent, always. She was a sick,  demented , sadistic SLUT!  CARNAL!  Hiding Martha's proclivities was always her idea. Which only proves she knew better.

How could my family be so blind, so feeble, so long suffering , so long? DIVINE ORDER is the only explanation for Martha.  That and fear.  What could we say? How do you address a mother that commits INCEST? PEDOPHILIA? PRACTICES WITCHCRAFT? 

WHY  did we ignore Mathy's crazy? FEAR!  The low slut for satan would strip you naked, hog tie you, gag you, then beat you senseless.  Fuck that bitch! Any of my fellow victims still lying and cloaking for that DIABOLICAL , DEMON POSSESSED WHORE,  can stir clear of me!

A pure DEMON  loved and lauded by the "Church"! No way!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

A Change Is Gonna Come, I promise!

This is one song that makes my soul smile. I do fervently pray for my fellow victims, my fellow wo/man today.

Most people are fucking stupid! A GOD that is the language police! A GOD that forbids drinking while Jesus turned water into wine!

Christians that think attending "services" three to four times a week makes them worthy, more deserving of GOD's blessings, [HIS] bounty.  A Father that divides and rewards [HIS] children by color and gender. That is "Slave Christianity" and I highly reject it! I pray to totally divest myself and others of the "Slave Christianity" I was feed and crippled by for my entire life.

I must laugh when I recognize the source of my "brain washing", my nasty ass, carnal , despicable "mother".

Why so long? Preparation, "For such a time as this". One thing can't be dismissed or hidden , Martha Jane Walters was DESPICABLE!  There is absolutely no reason for any wo/man, any hue-man being to fall so low and remain so putrid and despicable except for the practice of WITCHCRAFT!

Martha was truly a modern day beast, pure demon possessed monster. Dumb ass Martha paid a great deal for the power she thought she possessed. No wonder the poor woman fucking lost it. 

Donald J. tRump is a permanent toddler and Martha was a permanent jealous, ignorant, racist adolescent.  While that truth does disturb me, I must be cognizant of the fact, blacks are actually fresh out of slavery. My poor "mother" was as much a slave as any "Mammy" in Gone With the Wind .

Martha pretended to fall for that color ranking only because she was truly disgusted by her own truth and "color ranking" was in her favor.

I do Count it all joy! I am jubilent!

Now, she told me ...

Whew! Everything I am experiencing today I feel like I've experienced, lived, before.

"Know ye the truth and be set free."

My own mother was DIABOLICAL!  The wo/man could not have been more evil if she tried. Just like tRump she truly believed her skin color gave her the right to be sick and demented. Just like tRump , you better not say shit! You better not tell! You better not resist.

Now the low slut is finally dead. Just another DAMN DEAD DEMON! SICK! SICK! SICK!  What made us, what caused us to tolerate Mathy Jane so long? The "Church", the "Slave Church", the fake, phony, "Evangelical" clowns jumping around and screaming to impress each other at least once a week.

All liars! All untrustworthy. Anyone preaching "tithing" is a liar. Anyone teaching race and gender ranking is a demon.

Closet "Rootworkers", ravenous wolves full of ignorance, hatred, sheer envy and jealousy. Did Martha really think she was fierce? Was winning? Did Martha ever believe she was as brilliant as she bragged? Hell no! Martha was terrified, always felt inadequate and ashamed.

Did Martha hate herself? Did she hate what she truly was? A damned imp! A retarded viper. How horrid. Martha was truly sadistic! Just as sick and sadistic as satan "himself".

It's Just A Matter Of Time

While that ignorant slob occupies the White House, slithering around with toilet paper stuck to the bottom of his shoe, he is miserable.  What a shame! When you are one of the wealthiest men in the entire world and have the intelligence of a baboon,  you will tRump your low life self.

Look at that fool, fucking up and fucking up, an absolute laughing stock of the entire world. Evil greedy racist white man you shall pay dearly for this ignorant unnecessary shit.

My mother was tRump for EIGHTY-SEVEN LONG ASS TORTUOUS YEARS! BUT, THE BITCH, THE SLUT, THE CUNT , FINALLY DIED! THANK YOU JESUS!

"Trouble don't last always." "Time changes all things." I don't give a shit who doesn't like me, who judges me for hating that piece of shit,  that deliberately held me hostage for SIXTY TWO YEARS!  Stalking! Lying! Digging ditches because the low whore convinced herself that I, we, destroyed her life. What a fucking pig!

Then the dumb slut turned to phony preaching before she would dare humble herself and repent for her low putrid life. No, the fact is, anyone still loving, honoring and protecting the name of Martha Jane Walters, is just as lost, just as confused and unfortunately just as demon possessed.

My "Freedom" is still in it's infancy. I feel like the man that "received his sight". Had I known, realized,  or accepted the "truth" about my "mother",  I would have left at  age eighteen and never returned as my grandfather instructed.

No matter, I'm fine. I have certainly learned most Christians are not Christ Lovers and unfortunately most of the Christians I know are phony lying hypocrites. Like my mother, they actually think attending "Church" and tithing protects them from all hurt,  harm and danger.

Sadly, the vast majority of Christians have never read any scripture. If you want to fool a "Christian", just claim GOD said it, that GOD told you. The vast majority of Christian pastors are greedy dogs, just Jesus pimps.

They don't fear because they really don't believe in a "Higher Power". Most people are predatory vipers, "non thinkers", blind followers.  No matter, I refuse to be a part of their lot. Yes, my own "mother" was a horror but, I was always protected. I was always the "apple of my grandfather's eye".

The horrible abuse my "mother" inflicted upon me BACKFIRED!

Never in my life have I ever lied for liars or cloaked for demons. I never shall.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

I'm ELECTRIFIED!

I'M ELECTRIFIED! Shit! I'm damn giddy celebrating the final demise of that wretched witch. There is absolutely no reason in the entire universe  for anyone to live so long, so totally void of morals, and common sense, of minimal intelligence.

Just like tRump, Martha was always just putting on, neither of these ABOMINATIONS TO THE HOLY GHOST lack intelligence. It is all a great con game, every plot feed to them by satan himself.

It happened. I am not just a witness, I am a survivor! A THRIVE-OR!

There is absolutely no reason for an extremely elderly person to still be stealing, lying, plotting, persecuting, vexing, except out of habit. Or, they did as my "mother", for the sadistic thrill and because she sold herself to satan eons ago. It is clear to me, Martha Jane Walters sold her soul to satan, "Lock-stock-an-barrel".

What did she get? NOTHING!  She hated all the people that loved her, called her "mother", "mother of the church"and pastor. Why? The woman was a ravenous wolf! An incestuous pedophile that practiced witchcraft because that is exactly what she wanted to do.

Man calls them malignant narcissists, GOD calls them exactly what they are, DEMON POSSESSED IMPS!

Martha did tell me that I would hate her when the "blinders" finally came off. She was right! What a HORROR!  A wo/man has to be sick, depraved, and absolutely demon possessed to pretend to love GOD, to preach falsely, to commit every demonic sin known and unknown to mankind for eighty-seven years!

How dumb, how horrid do you have to be to still claim you love such a mongrel? You are just as evil, just as ignorant, just as GOD forsaken, just as miserable.

"Shun the very presence of evil."

COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

Doing it to death JAMES BROWN

Yes! The Holy Spirit is separating the chaff from the wheat as stand stunned ...

Yes, I'm stunned. My socks are knocked completely off. "My MOTHER! My OWN MOTHER WAS ALWAYS MY WORSE POSSIBLE ENEMY! BUT, IT Never mattered one Iota! GOD ALWAYS Kept me from my OWN MOTHER'S TREACHEROUS HARM,  her never ending plots.

No, it is not over, but, what a great lesson I've learned about true discernment. What a great gift I've acquired concerning evil ravenous vipers planted among us pretending to love us.

Any one that still thinks the evildoer can win, must win, should be shunned. They are of little faith or they put their faith in evil. In our case, evil always seemed to win. Yes, my "mother" made Jesus seem weak, a worthless wish. The low whore kept winning because we were TRAUMATIZED! 

That low slut had me down for EVER!  Shit! Don't let getting up ever cross your mind if Martha Jane Walters was your kin. It was NOT going to happen. What ever award, position, financial gain you earned, old viperous, whorish ass Mathy Jane was going to creep up on you and spoil it.  No matter how small, large, imressives or insignificant, self proclaimed goddess Martha was destroying it!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"