In the "Mean Time"

I mean in the "Mean Time", this time, this age, this season. Evil hearts have waxed cold. Very few have any real faith. While many crowd up into "Churches" two, three, four times a week, they are wasting their time.

Most "Christians" have never read The BIBLE.  Most "Christians" are deeply disturbed liars and yes,  ALL "Christians" are deeply racist.

They have to be , "Christianity" is a racist, white supremest religion. One woman, had triplets, three distinctly different "races".   Three distinctly different colors! The white color favored, the black color, cursed FOREVER! For what? For laughing at his drunken , naked ass daddy! Please! (But nasty ass, perverted ass tRump,  is your man, your savior, your hero!?)

 It is a demonic racket. Never forget "they" crucified Jesus! The Sadducees and Pharisees hated Jesus! Why ? He ran the greed mongers and "dove sellers" out of the "Church" (Temple).

These idiots hated Jesus because [HE] had the nerve, the courage, the unmitigated gall,  to answer them back when they made stupid demands,  according to the "Law".

Yes, Jesus broke the "Law", healed on the "Sabbath", ate the corn without washing it, hung out with the low life "poor". Freely associated with whores and prostitutes. (Probably smoked weed.)  Was always humble and shit, always walking. Didn't parade in a gold chariot.  Didn't hang twenty-four carat gold "crosses" around his neck.  Didn't flex by playing golf everyday. Didn't boldly wear a coat proclaiming; "I don't care, do you?".

Didn't adorn his body with rubies ,  diamonds or orange spray paint. Freely shared, preformed miracles with five loaves of bread and two fish. Jesus didn't tear gas little innocent  children (in someone else's country),   for showing up with "unfit" parents. Didn't send thousands to the border to put on a show for the most despicable, repugnant, sadistic piece of shit,  that ever lived.

The best thing this entire "tRump Debacle" has  done for me, is remove my blinders. Most people have no idea how evil,  fake,  hypocritical "Christians" really are. Jesus told us to look at their fruit. We don't.  We like fools just listen to their empty words, get excited by their wealth, their skin color, their "Power".

I look back over my own "mother's" life, my life  and vacillate from deep shock, excruciating pain, extreme rage and loathing, back to praising the LORD for saving me.

What a horror. *"HORROR UNLEASHED"- October 9, 1925 . "My LORD from Zion"! HORROR!  Martha Jane Walters committed every known and unknown sin, HORROR, rape, robbery, debauchery, castration, emasculation, humiliation and deliberate destruction,  on everyone in her entire family for EIGHTY SEVEN YEARS!


Why? PSYCHOTIC! ? DEMON POSSESSED!  ?  I am siding on the side of demon possession because she was. She had to be a demon,  if for no other reason , her dumb ass was low, common and perverted enough,  to practice WITCHCRAFT  and preach!

Pick a side dumb whore! "Be ye hot or cold, or get spewed!"

While I am still healing , that tiny,  tender hearted,  brown baby , remains severely raped and ruptured by her own "mother". Yes, I still rage because so few "Christians" give a shit about children. We all jump on them and crucify them for doing wrong,  while none of us stop such wo/men as Martha and tRump.

Why? Fear! Why fear stanking lying whores like Martha and,  tRump,  while proclaiming you love the LORD?  "Oh ye of little faith."

If you preach and practice "Prosperity Christianity", you don't believe in GOD, you believe in money, "white money", white privilege.  Not only do you believe "might makes right" , white makes right,  you are common and low life, you will do anything for money and straight lie when caught.

Yes, you shall get your "just and honest due on this planet earth."  It is just a "matter of time".

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I rage because more people are concerned with "image", with "language" , with man made laws, with ranking and persecuting by skin color and gender,  than with any form of righteousness, truth, or justice.

While my mother did brag, did appoint herself lord and master over everyone darker, she was miserable. Just another fucking fake. Sure she always profiled in luxury cars and always wore the most expensive raiment money could buy, she was miserable. Never had any joy.

Why? The stupid slut appointed herself the "Joy police" very early in her life.

We were all  born poor, born a "bastard", born too dark or  too black, according to Martha, our first teacher. No, there was no joy for us, ever .

Martha demanded to exact punishment, a pound of flesh from every one,  for being dumb enough to come out of her corrupt nasty ass.

S/he was only twenty-six years old when I came along and deliberately ruined the rest of her miserable whorish, nymphomaniac , sadistic, pathological lying, deplorable life.  I'm sure the very sight of my black ass always made her feel something ( bad perhaps). I'm sure I triggered memories of the all the debauchery she delighted in. (Sick sadistic racist bigot).

Did her "Church" adore her as much as she claimed? Or did they just live in fear,  like we did? Do you think Martha ever "shook goofer dust" in her "Church"?  Is the Pope Catholic? Every where that slut went, walked or rode, you can be sure she was shaking dust.

I did ask GOD, why was Martha always so low, so common, so cruel? Self-hatred! Why? She was a pervert, she was carnal, she was common. Martha could not feel, had zero empathy for anyone. But she hated like hell any one saying one word to her about anything.

If you complimented Martha on her evil , carnal nature, you were cool. Express grief, disagreement, you were finished, officially her enemy, just someone else to stalk. Just another face to grin in, to deliberately stab in the back, pretending to love.

Please understand, Martha loved and cherished every "perversion" she practiced. She was annoyed, pissed off,  that it was considered wrong, a sin,  by the very GOD she was supposed to pretend to love.

Do know Martha Jane Walters NEVER  loved,  never cared for another hue-man being on this earth. She was a fly in the ointment, the snake in the woodpile. Martha was a  "Chester".  (Chester the Molester)   Yes, she would molest you.  S/he was a Judas goat. A homemade witch doctor. A stanking whore that shot her own father in the heart and remained too cruel, too jealous, too full of envy and demons to ever repent or confess.

Martha was a stalker. Martha was everything the book of Proverbs predicts. She was a whorish wo/man and she did waste eighty-seven years searching for the "precious life".

Yes, Martha was about as "Christian" and Christ loving as your average tRump supporter.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Touch Me Lord Jesus - Gospel Legends Volume 1 Margret Allison

Never let the devil get the upper hand. That is exactly what happened in my family.We let satan get her clutches on us and do know the slut refused to let go.

Rebuke every evil doer you know. Do it now!

PRAISE THE LORD!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Kal Ho Na Ho - Heartbeat Instrumental!

Where would I be without a keen sense of hearing? Lost? Devastated? Miserable?

Music is truly medicine for the soul. The powerful healing properties of music and prayer are very underrated in our world. Few know. Most just  stop at the beat, enjoy sweet melodies  momentarily,  then move on to more mischief.

Luckily for me my "mother" loved music. She could not sing or dance but,  she loved music. She was "tardy on the vittles". Yes, she hated feeding us. Made a point of clarifying that point every day with her brag; ""I keep you black muthafuckers ass holes open!"

"My LORD from Zion!"  I heard  that daily, witnessed things I shall never tell and still didn't know what great danger I was truly in.

If you know , like I know, you will keep away from the "Church". The "Church" let my "mother" preach for over fifty years, thirty plus under ORDINATION!

Wo/Man! You can NOT preach And practice WITCHCRAFT!  What kind of foolish imp are you, you dumb slut!

World, the type of evil my mother carried, practiced, and  perpetuated is extremely EXACERBATING   because it was so unnecessary. Martha raged with jealousy and hatred. Why? S/he was the "right color". S/he had long "straight" hair.  S/he was extremely intelligent compared to most. S/he kept money? What was her issue?

I asked GOD , what made my "mother" so unhappy, why was s/he so full of rage ? Why was s/he so perverted? Cunning? Sneaky? Manipulative? Could it be because she felt forced to deny her "sexuality"? Was my "mother" angry, raging against GOD's commandment against "homosexuality"?

Did my "mother" secretly hate GOD for forcing her to hide her true self? Did the "Church" force self-hatred on my "mother"?

One thing I know, she believed that bullshit about Ham, and Hagar's children. She definitely taught us that all people of color are cursed and immoral. S/he always supported the Klan and every racist agenda.  Yes, my own "mother" was secretly anti-black and an anti-mother. My "mother" did not mother to nurture, that slut nurtured to destroy!

My "mother" did believe that s/he was better than any and all people darker than she was. While my mother did hate dark skin people, s/he rarely let on.  She cleverly covered her revulsion for darker skin by pretending she feared germs.

My mother was a riot sitting on her "throne" in the pulpit, faking holiness , while constantly slathering hand sanitizer on her hands,  clear up to her elbows.

Skin is skin , you rotten slut! You were just putting on because you wanted to "dis-remember", "dis-connect" from your horrid past. I am sure there was not one day you looked at any of us and failed to re-call something horrid and unspeakable you had done.

You re-called it and enjoyed it, savored it,  you stanking sadistic slut!

Martha! Martha! Martha! You always ran from your accuser with daggers in your eyes, with vows to extract retribution , simply for being accused. Notice, never any investigation, never any question as to why your guilty ass was being accused.

Not only that, no concern for anyone's healing. Just a hateful , horrid scream of ; "Weeeeellllllll! I didn't do it! Fuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkkkkk You!!!!!"

No dumb bitch, you were never that retarded. It was a good act, a good ploy. You knew better. The fact that you had "sense enough" to live the horrid life you deliberately lived for eighty-seven years, while most of your many victims were  "pre-deceasing " you daily,  is not a testament to your brilliance. No, you did not out smart GOD.

GOD told me to ""Endure to the end."

No, you did not defeat or destroy me! Yes, you pissed me the fuck off! But, in so doing,  I learned a lot.   You sullied the "Church". No real Christ Loving church would dare let a cretin like you in. No, real true Christ Lovers can ever support men like tRump or wo/men like you.

No true Christ Lover fears a dead demon like you or a multi billionaire white male supremacists .

It is just a matter of time. While dumb, lustful, carnal ignorant imps like you have caused me incalculable grief, I'M NOT YOU! 

Nothing in me would ever permit me to commit the cruel acts you did over and over for eighty-seven years. Is there a Heaven or Hell? I don't know but, I do know where ever your dead ass is,  rotting, you are rotting,  knowing full well you died and unrepentant , sneaky, low life viper .


"Get thee behind me satan! I never knew you."


"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Zora Neale Hurston & Voodoo

I just want to know, who paid this lame, poor reader to bore me to death concerning such a fantastic woman.

Don't be fooled, don't overlook your spiritual power. My mother was a practitioner of voodoo. Do not let laugh, I am a witness! YES YOU CAN!

Most of the shit this lame, word caller is spewing is some bullshit. I did my master's thesis on Voodoo and Conjure and this tape is some bullshit!

POWER!

"You have not because you ask not."  Not because of your skin color! Not because GOD over blessed some undeserving peon that you secretly hate.  It is that simple. Billions of hue-man beings engaging in absolute repugnant filth! There is no excuse for that kind of "lack of faith". It doesn't cost one red cent to live as a decent hue-man being.

You don't have to be a scholar to understand the admonition; "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."

My mother knew that, taught it, preached it, all while carrying a sick , deep, sadistic hatred for all things good and righteous in her black , jealous, envious heart.

My mother did warn me that I would grow to hate her with a passion when my blinders finally fell off.  She was right as usual. I have tried to convince myself it's her behavior that I hate. That's a lie. I hate that bitch.

I hate her for being a sadistic coward. I hate her for her brilliance , her perfect conniving con act. I hate her for being greedy, common, cruel and lustful.  I hate her for never recognizing one single boundary.  I hate her for being a pathological liar full of charming charisma. I hate her for being a successful INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE ROOT WORKER!

But then, I say thank You LORD! The demonic evil my mother "washed my face in" for sixty-two years would have gone unnoticed if Martha had not gone too far, tormented for far  too long.

Now I'm looking at seventy-two year old tRump, my mother's evil twin. Yes, he has been too evil, too long. His vast wealth , white skin and gender have spared him about as long as possible.  tRump you have come to the end of your road,  demon possessed MUTHAFUCKER!

How ironic, my mother murdered the one man that always loved her unconditionally. As horrid as my mother was, I would have remained her dutiful stooge, her willing footstool,  if she had not murdered my grandfather. Not only did she take a good man's life, delighted in it.

Martha lived her entire long life bragging about her many schemes, scams and flimflams. Yes, s/he even bragged about the five babies she flushed down the toilet.

I must laugh and admit that while all this shit was going on I was rather clueless.  Did I think all wo/men kept multiple lovers? Did I assume that I was the lame loser, goody-two shoes my mother claimed I was because I refused to adopt her life style?

I don't know about you, but, I smell DESOLATION! What can tRump do? Can he repent? Is it too late? Shall he find the courage to take his own life?

tRump, my man, your ten billion dollars up against the Holy Ghost,  is like one lone piss ant up against Moby Dick. 

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

I Stand Accused (Long Version) - Isaac Hayes

I stand here today proudly rejecting the "Slave Christianity" imposed on me by my "mother", family and society in general.

I did not come here to be any one's slave, concubine, foot stool or the object of their narcissistic supply. No, I am not waiting for any fucking pie in the sky. White men enjoy their Heaven on earth while pawning off some  five thousand year old bullshit on all women and people of color.

Well, you evil muthafuckers got lazy, far too greedy and you dumb muthafuckers volunteered to follow that dumb muthafucker into captivity,  just because he is too rich and too white. Now "We" all shall suffer.  Many "Churches" shall dry up. Many pastors shall be exposed.

No matter , because many innocent children shall be saved.

"When I came to myself, to my consciousness, I discovered my "mother" was a complete DEMON! The shit is scary , the shit is real. I saw this demonic shit up close and personal for my entire life.

Now the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA  is fully in the grips of an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST just like my mother.

My "mother" didn't win, neither shall this succubus. What he has done is snatch the blinders off. He has fully exposed "Christianity" , the "government", and all  forms of complete fuckery.

Yes, I attended "Church" for twenty-one years in a solid row. Yes, I was taught "The LORD" would curse me for failure to "remember the Sabbath".  Yes, I was very old before I realized I didn't have to sit under some lying, long winded hypocrite in order to "remember the sabbath".

Perhaps my grandfather was wrong for always coming to his evil daughter's rescue. Or, it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

No evildoer shall ever get away. I don't care how much money you have, or think you have, never mock GOD.


"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Steer clear of people, all people.

Very few people are worth knowing.  Most people are phony , envious, jealous , backstabbing liars. I am sixty-seven and I have infallible proof.  I am a genius. Yes, my I.Q. (Intelligence Quotient ) measured 146 at age ten. Yes, I always scored in the ninety-ninth percentile on the Iowa basic skills tests.

So, why am I broke, financially disabled? That faggot I accidental married would claim my lack of finance,  is my fault. Well, if I have to accept being a fucking urinal for a fucking, rude, lying, diseased, dumb ass faggot, I choose to be broke.

A white man once told me I didn't know my place. He got cussed the fuck out and that was in 1977.

Well, it seems racist imps like my mother and tRump can only see color. If you are the wrong color, fuck you, no joy for your black ass. What if I could have cured cancer? So fucking what, this world hates all people of color. People of color , hate people of color!

WARNING!  When it comes to "Christians", especially Evangelicals, steer clear.  LIARS! LIARS! LIARS! IMMORAL! IMMORAL! IMMORAL!  Why do you think that thing is president?

My mother preached for over fifty years. I swear to GOD I think satan feared her evil ass.

No matter. When I think things over, I'm glad the slut hated me. I'm glad the "Church" turned it's back on me. I'm glad s/he snitched on the "Church". Died confident that no one was ever going to tell on her,  finally reveal her because they are all the same.

Discern and pray is the best advice I can give you.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"