Ray Charles - (Night time Is) The Right Time

This "Toxic Male Mental Illness" is some straight up BULLSHIT!  These stupid ass men are going off, killing as many people as they can,  because they are  ALL frustrated, empty, poorly educated, spoiled, catered to, lied to.  They are ALL carnal, greedy , and demon possessed , pathological liars!

I know far too many wo/men that can't be wrong, have never been wrong,  or resisted. You can't call them out or rebuke them in any way.   If they possess the "Power of the Purse Strings", you're fucked. It is their way or the Highway!

In other words,  if they control your wealth, status, economic income,  in any way, you are chattle, their property. If any malignant, sadistic, narcissist has control of your "economic well being" , in any  way, prepare to get screwed.

Unless, you have The Holy Ghost, The HOLY SPIRIT!  If so, Free fall! ENJOY YOUR LIFE! YOU ARE PROTECTED!

Far too many wo/men are HORRID! HORRID,  LOW SCUM DEMANDING TO BE PROTECTED FROM THE GRAVE! 

No way!  

"Let s/he who is without mercy, be without mercy still."

Clamor to build your WALL! Demand to use brute strength and WEAPONS DESIGNED FOR MASS DESTRUCTION , TO SILENCE THE RIGHTEOUS!

The only  hue-mans pretending to live by laws created over five thousand years ago,  are ALL LIARS!   All vacuous, all un-read, all bragging because they think some god some where gifted them with a sack of nuts , just so they can rule over wo/men.

This nigga, that just happened to be a "white man",  wanted to take me and my little daughter,  to see the movie "Field of Dreams".  Cool, he loved Baseball , etc.

I suggested a theatre near us but, NOooooo! He demands to go to some theatre clear across town. I don't remember why, I do suspect it had something to to do with saving "money".

I argued (gently), that we could not make it in time, that we were already late. I have you know, this stupid jackass packed us in his little Volkswagen  bug, drove like a bat out of hell determined to prove me wrong and to maintain his perfect "white man status"!

We were cramped up in his little tin can , as this damn fool ran red lights, broke the speed limit,  just to prove me  wrong. He was the MAN! His dumb, lazy, pampered-never-read-a-book-ass, demanded to be right AT ALL COSTS!

We could have died! Been smashed up! Bodies literally mangled in a pile of rubber, steel and glass, just so a nigga with a set of hanging nuts,  could be right.

NEVER!

KNOW YOUR WORTH!

S/he who commands your heart, commands your life

(Pick one)

"Love" can be a good thing when it is "right". By right,  I mean genuine, unfeigned , real, honest.

I shall be graphic; when you can fart in front of someone , and not wish to die.  Or, you don't feel compelled to lie or blame.

Of course you should always be considerate,  and avoid farting in front of your mate, "loved one", better half, what ever.

But, if a "loved one" tries to make you pretend you did not notice, can't smell. If your mate demands that you assign that "fart" to yourself, the dog or others, THINK.

When a mother, a father, sister or brother demands to violate you sexually, lie, deny and finally die, that is Not it!

It is Not over!

Our greatest Nemesis died "old" and demanded that WE , her victims, take her shit to Our graves!

I

WON'T!

Please do not think, advise or encourage,  old reprobates to go to preaching when they get too old to sell "hot pussy".

The Book says, Jesus said; "You must repent!"

If you are not going to repent to the World, repent to your victims!

Especially if they ask you.

Stop playing stupid!

You knew better when you did it!

If not you would have never been so clever, clandestine, covert.

No, reprobates, there is no side stepping.

No one cares about your "good intentions".

No one but the LORD!

BEAMING!

Brace yourself, "Backstabbers" always come back.

(Mainly because over the years, all of their victims have died or  learned to shun them.)

Bottom line, life is much too short,  at the longest to permit lying hypocrites,  like my"mother", mjw and x to  continue to vex, persecute,  and suck all the joy out of everything.

LIVELAUGHLOVE!

BEAMING!

I AM SO EXCITED!!!

Thirty-five years ago today, some would say,   I was in a bad way,

Not so!

I knew I had one precious jewel on her way!

(I always KNEW,

knew from CONCEPTION!)

Marvelous! Marvelous! Marvelous!

Yes, that old ancient demon lay in the wings, hidden.

chunking "dust", spreading lies, setting traps, envious, jealous, whorish and no-count.

Sneaky, clandestine, conniving, manipulative, carnal, incestuous pedophile, lustful, greedy, murderous, *jealous, *envious but,  mostly lazy,  and extremely lying.

PATHOLOGICAL!

GOOD!

Yes!

I said good!

What if that "thang",

satan's "side-piece", lucifer's bottom bitch had loved me?

The best thing my extremely long,  arduous  journey  produced in my life, (with the Holy Ghost guarding my back against Horror Unleashed on Earth), I learned to pray!

And I LOVE TO PRAY!

Those twenty-eight hours I suffered, unattended, unloved, neglected, uncared for , MY GOD WAS THERE!

IS THERE!

IS HERE!

BEAMING!

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY

DARLING DAUGHTER!

She is a Wonderful One!

SHE IS A WONDERFUL ONE!

YES 

I'M

BLESSED!

Thirty-five years ago I was so uncomfortable, I felt like a gorged tick about to pop.

I WAS MISERABLE!

I was crawling on the floor, on all "fours", SUFFERING!

I was throwing up "green bile".

Yes, I was sick.

I asked my "husband of six months" to go and get me some Cokes and Saltine crackers for my upset stomach.

This cowardly cretin goes missing for about TEN HOURS!

Had the damn toxic male nerve to return "pimpimg", handing me what was once a Coke purchased from McDonald's ten hours prior.

YES!

I had an outer body experience.

YES!

My head spun around like in the Exorcist!

It was awful! I faced the facts, right then and there.

I found myself trapped in a loveless marriage with a pure "sissy-fied faggot"!

There is no excuse for any "man" to ever suddenly become so effeminate , unless he was deliberately hiding that shit from the "Church", from me., in the first place.

That lying imp did not suddenly turn jealous, ignorant, dumb, lying, thieving, no-count, he was that way all the time.

A "man" that "sissified"  should never raise his lying voice to pretend he hates "gays"  or transgender-ED people.

Any "man" that wants to be a wo/man should be permitted.

LIVE AND LET LOVE!

Had we both had a better understanding of The Holy Ghost, seen through "Cherry Picked" Church doctrine , we could have avoided each other.

No matter.

I would not take anything for my journey.

YES LORD!

I know My daughter is a Wonderful One!

GOD's Magnificent Gift to Me!

BEAMING!

"Trusting in [HIS} Holy name! Leaning on the LORD"

I can still see it, just as clearly as if yesterday. Standing right on Highway #301, Wesley Chapel A. M.E. Zion Church, shaped me for Life.

Our little meager "choir" would line up  "two by two" , from this "entrance" to MARCH  IN!

At this time, we were still "small time",  bigshot , colored folks" ,  housed in a "Red Brick Church".

I loved "Church".  We always had good music, good food. Yes, the sermons were always much too long,  and repetitive. But, the entertainment was right on! I enjoyed it. Just a little "colored" girl sitting in her "Sunday-go-tuh-meetin'" clothes.  White dress, "crinoline" slip, white lace socks, black patent leather- high- topped- buckle shoes, with white silk ribbons dangling from my "water-and-grease-knots".

Smelling of "lye-soap", still fresh from my  "Saddy-night-bath". Royal Crown smeared on me from head to toe!

Perhaps I was being indoctrinated, brain washed, absorbing the "religion" of my oppressors.  Hue-man demons,  come to life, sucking all of the love, joy and happiness out of every one courageous enough to resist them.

Yet, The Holy Spirit taught me what that lying viper could never know; GOD is real! I GOD IS REAL BECAUSE GOD LIVES INSIDE MY HEART!

NO LOW VIPER FROM HELL CAN SLAY ME EVEN IF THE LOW VIPEROUS, LYING, SICK, SADISTIC, MALIGNANT, PSYCHOTIC, NYMPHOMANIAC , UNREPENTANT , JEALOUS , COVETOUS  WHORE,  BIRTHED ME!

While my "mother" openly used my "disloyalty" to her,  as justification for my sixty-two year CONFINEMENT!  S/he never acknowledged or explained her unnatural affection towards me and every "good and righteous" person s/he ever encountered. 

No, mjw could never explain Her CARNAL  nature, or why s/he clung so desperately to it.

No, my mother never explained why s/he could never be criticized,  or slightly, kindly and timidly admonished.  S/he vowed to never be resisted, told on, or revealed. She was "Light bright and DAMN NEAR WHITE!"   So,  just like .rump and all evil, rabid, toxic, white terrorists , I needed to just shut the fuck up,  and be glad I didn't get flushed down the muthafucking toilet, like the other FIVE!

NOW, granddaddy always told her, always warned her, "Time changes ALL things". He also told her I wasn't the one for her to "mess wid".  S/he did. mathy  had to. The low slut for satan ,sold her soul to satan , eons before I was born. AND NO ONE ON THIS EARTH, IN HEAVEN OR HELL WAS EVER GOING TO TELL mathy jane  SHIT!

Relax, s/he went out suddenly. So will this thang, just as stupid, just as lying, whorish and greedy as the dreaded mathy jane!

Hold up! 

BEAMING!!! In the BACKFIRE!!!

"Move on up a little higher"

Any body, any one following these horrid, ignorant, savage, cruel , toxic "white" males into captivity , can straight kiss my blue black ass.

Any hue-man being, low enough, immoral enough, to claim they support, believe in,  or must remain loyal to the likes of x,  and mjw is worthless. Pre-defeated, bad luck, not worth saving.

CAGING CHILDREN!  CHRISTIANS CAGING CHILDREN! CHRISTIANS DELIBERATELY "SICK-ING"  THE MENTALLY ILL, THE MONGRELS ON "MINORITIES", IN ORDER TO IMPOSE THEIR HORRID "RELIGION".

Lying hypocrites that do not do, what they pretend to do .  Yet,  demand that you not only fall in line living the lame ass life they don't live, but honor them.

No one is allowed to resist them. You must make the truth into a lie to please them.  Then, you have to line up and kiss their ass  over and over, forever and ever. Because you owe them, they birthed you, they have the power of the PURSE strings.

Yes, when an infant is born into the clutches of such a mother, such an immoral, selfish , demon possessed person, The Holy Ghost must "Show Up and Show Out!" . You are going to need a Je Rome Walters in your life, in your corner! 

No wo/man shall, ever! Too scarred, too scared. A serious lack of faith, low morals, ignorant, jealous and envious , perhaps delusional.

If you dare tell, leak one word of the truth, if you praise the Living LORD out loud for saving you, you are an OUTCAST, forever!

The nerve of satan's "side-piece" hating me!  Hating Me! Because the GOD s/he had to pretend to love, really loved Me!  Really blessed Me!

Well, I say,  cast me out!  I REFUSE TO BE RELATED TO YOUR SICK,  PSYCHOTIC , SADISTIC,  NARCISSISTIC ASS!

Any hue-man being on this earth that still fears the likes of mjw , and or x, deserve to suffer!

BEAMING!

"Time changes ALL Things"

Just one of the "jewels of wisdom" my grandfather, JeRome Walters sealed in my Crown.

Jewel #2- "READ! Study to show yourself approved!"

What went wrong? WE went wrong! "Black" people are as responsible for the re-birth of rabid, vicious, savage, mob mentality, self-perpetuating,  SYSTEMATIC RACISM , as any "white" person.

WE are "Our brother's keeper".

None of US has the right to judge, persecute, victimize , subjugate and oppress, ANYONE  for the color of THEIR  skin or "condition of servitude".

Demons can "Cherry pick" , deliberately misconstrue "Scripture",  for the sheer sake of exploitation,  if the evildoer can garner enough spineless, lying, lascivious reprobates,  to do their dirty work.

If enough kneegrows, (ben carcass-ass, clarance uncle tom-snievling-i-will-eat-ten-miles-of-white-shit-ass, congo-lease-fuck-all-yall-asses) ,  are nothing but selfish "Crabs in a Barrel".

Imps delighted to have fifty more dollars than you and glad to be satan's "side-piece".

Callous cowards use their bully pulpits to demand  mass shootings, to simply terrorize every LIAR, every closet demon , into pretending s/he is saved, sanctified and on their way to Heaven.

"Conversion therapy" my ass!

Convert your lying, wedged deep in the Closet ass,  to the truth!

Bullshit!

You are on your way to rot!

WE can ALL LIVELAUGHLOVE ,  without lying, without stealing, without hating and being jealous.

READ!

STUDY!

DISCERN!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

It is Not "Color", it is opportunity. IT IS MOB RULE BY THE IGNORANT TOXIC MALE wHITE supremest!

So!?

GOD

got this!

Read the book of Revelation.

Now relax, Chill

Let 

The Gentle man do [HIS] thing.

LET 

GOD 

ARISE!

Be abundantly blessed as you lay all lies aside. 

See clearly.

Yes, 

I 

do 

Marvel

at

the 

goodness of GOD!

Every 

WORD

in 

that BOOK

Is

True!

Whether  ignorant ass mjw loved hauling me behind her  to gain sympathy ( black bastard sympathy) ,  to pedal me sexually, or show me off as a trophy, some how I was always wise to Her.

I have always known GOD has My Back!

Now here comes x, the exact same stupidity, extreme sadistic cruelty, extreme jealousy and insecurity. My "birther" used her homemade voodoo , cunning and Seven Lost books of Moses   to bully!

To Blessing Block!

To shame!

So?

The dumb bitch died broke, in debt!Yes, mjw finally got "Her just and honest due."

x will get his too.

Relax, it is 

ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!