I See Stupid People

I see stupid people. Jerome Walters the most brilliant man I ever knew or ever heard of told me often; "Baby, don't let nobody dumb you up." I live by his advice. I am glad that I could hear him and understand him. For about five minutes I was embarrassed and mortified watching that spectacle on television. Then I remembered 'you might be my color, but you are not my kind'. Deceivers being deceived, the blind leading the blind. Thousands of "cool aide" drinkers. Jim Jones all over again. Dis neega thinks he is God! Stiff necked and unrepentant, irritated and annoyed, strutting around his throne like a peacock. Looking like a CLOWN in that WIG! He doesn't believe in God. He only believes in Eddie Long. He is a supreme narcissist. Again let me remind you Justice delayed is not Justice denied. I know it is an inconvenient Truth. The Truth hurts, but we have to accept it. It is what it is. As for me I choose my friends and family very carefully. Yes I said Family. I will not cover for reprobates and pedophiles. I will expose them. No, I will not get over it! I will not pretend that it never happened. I told her then and I am telling her now; "I AM GOING TO TELL THE WORLD WHAT YOU DID TO ME!" If I think hard I will recall the exact date. I remember the address, 6C Honeycutt Road, Fort Bragg, NC and I was eight years old. May you rot in hell you despicable CUNT!!!
My Lord and Jesus Christ did not come to this world for cowardly Christians to sell their souls for a mess of pottage. All you sniveling cowards need to go and find a rock to crawl under. In the meantime I am going to claim my crown and glory. I know that I am a child of Our Most High God and he saved me! Thank You JESUS because that SUCCUBUS had planned a life of debauchery for me. You can let her win if you want to. I will NOT! You don't have to take my word for it. Look into your own life. I know she harmed you in some way and what you don't know SHE STILL IS! What a cowardly SKANK! To MJW; If your roots are so good and you are so powerful why are you so fucking broke? You should have Eddie Long money BITCH! Madame Watson! And what you don't know, you are about to get poorer. The life you planned for me is about to be served up to you. Read the 35th Psalm again. You look down on people who live in "Trailers". I hope you can get one or someone who has one will let you live in theirs. Pay Back is a Bitch! Bitch! Don't recoil and pretend to be such a lady. These are names you called me as a child. Please let me add your perfect pearl; "The more you cry the less you piss!"
To my audience; Be Blessed and be careful. Learn to THINK for yourself and most of all, don't drink the cool-aide.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

Woe Unto the Self Righteous!

I don't think I really fully understood that term "Self Righteous" until now. You are a self righteous hypocrite. You are the one whose mouth runs "like goose shit by the moon light". You can not go five minutes without running down some one's reputation or physical features. Your preoccupation with color is bizarre. Manufacturing lies by the minute you can not come up with a lie or story good enough to protect you from exposure and your ultimate demise. You never could. Being a disciple of the devil you rely on the occult and vicious verbal and physical assaults. I know you woman. I know you well. I probably know you better than you know yourself. You know me, you delivered me, but I am not yours. I belong to the Lord Jesus Christ and he warned you not to touch me. But, you did it any way, then you plotted my destruction to ease your conscience. I take that back, you did not plot my destruction to ease your conscience because you have no conscience. You are totally void of natural affection because the Lord released you over to a reprobate mind over seventy years ago. You are a black hearted demon. You plotted my destruction and the annihilation of all my siblings for only one reason, the pleasure of it. There is no good in you. It will not end well for you. You already know that. It is simply a matter of time. Is it possible? Can you live long enough to reap what you sowed? If you raped and brutalized your own children what did you do to the children in the community? What did you do to that white boy on Smoke Bomb Hill? What were you and Doster doing to those teenage children? Why did you get him a lawyer and help him when he was being investigated for writing vulgar letters to the beautiful blonde lady that lived across the way? Why did you defend him when our teenage baby sitter accused him of molesting her? What kind of horrible lust were you two involved in? Why did you take on so many lovers? Why do I remember that term Spanish Fly being bantered about so often? Was that it? You craved that ultimate sexual orgasm that only Spanish Fly produced for you. Shame on you Mathy Jane. He (granddaddy) was in the way. He was a hindrance to you. Always admonishing you, always reminding you that "apart from Christ you are nothing". You didn't want to hear that. You never wanted to hear what you considered rot. Lame Christians trying to deprive you of you delicious pleasure. Why should you change? A person as beautiful and brilliant as you could conceal their true nature easily. After all you never heard of anyone as smart as you. Proof positive you were manufacturing and selling your own concoction of "Lip Reducing Cream" at sixteen years old. What a gift you had. Very few people know the real Mathy Jane and the few that do are scared shit less. He is "slow walking you down" Mathy Jane. There is no denying. You left a trail of broken and bludgeoned bodies. Where do you go from here? Run to the rocks, but the rocks will not hide you. Call on your god, where is he? Go look in the mirror, what do you see? Can you look? Can you bear it? I can not bear it. I am your "daughter" and I can not bear it. I am ashamed to know you. I am ashamed of these revelations. Every day I thank God for your cruelty. What if you had loved me? What if you taught me your black arts? Yes you did mess my head up. I could not figure you out. I could not get a grip. You always left us scratching our heads. What kind of mother encourages her children to hate each other? My brothers may never have the strength and courage to confront you. Convinced that you have left them some money perhaps they can be enticed to remain silent. Well I know that you are a liar and there is no truth in you. I don't want your money. You invited me to "not piss on your grave" when you are dead. You do not have to worry about me going in that direction. I know that I'm standing flat footed on his WORD. I am begging God for his forgiveness. I stood there and said nothing as I witnessed your horrible mistreatment of my poor grandfather when I came to visit the Thanksgiving of 1978. Terrified and gutless I cowered in your presence. Did you enjoy that? You still get off on terrorizing people don't you? Brutalize them, beat them down to your level, then turn around and lavish them with token "gifts". You are such a selfish hoarder you can't give away anything of real value. Always dumping your funky stained crap on your blind sheeplets. Unfortunately for you Hatred is the only emotion you are capable of feeling. Thank you Lord for putting me to sleep. Thank you for sparing me of this awful Truth until I was spiritually strong enough to grasp and understand it. Yes mam, "It is All in Divine Order." I know that you are one of the world's greatest narcissists but it has nothing to do with you. Every WORD of His prophesy must be fulfilled. Thank you for your crucifixion! Ah! but I am not totally annihilated, I am not near as finished as you think. God Is just beginning His good work in me. I thank Him for His Gospel. I thank Him for my cross. I am exposing you to save others. He told you; "touch not my anointed and do my prophets no harm". THINK! What is it worth to you? Are you still stiff necked? Can you pray? Do you have the courage to ask The Lord Jesus Christ to come into your heart and dwell there? You better THINK, then THINK again. It is latter than you think. We all better get our house in order. Pick up your Cross children!
Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel
P.S.
We are all one heart beat from heart ache. If you don't believe me just ask Fast Eddie.

YOU DISPICABLE DEMON!

How dare you be so UNGODLY! You foul filthy Vermin! There is nothing crawling on this earth lower than you. I am ashamed to know you. You half heartily offered some weak ass apology; "If I did anything it was out of ignorance." You got that right and you are still ignorant. What could be worse than an eighty-five year old demonic reprobate? Nothing! And that is what you are Nothing! You are nothing to me but a creepy crawling vile scummy CUNT! You have no power Madame Watson! What's wrong? Your roots aren't working. I want you to know that it was Almighty God that revealed You to me. All my life I agreed with My Granddaddy's assessment of you; "Don't pay no 'tention tu ya moma, she ignut." If he only knew what lay behind all that cursing, ranting and raving. Pretending to be mentally unstable, pretending to be a loving mother with a bad temper. Maybe he did know. One thing I know he knew; he knew that in time God would take care of you. He knew that one day you would get your just and honest due. Praying for your repentance is truly a waste of time. But Jesus told on you, he said you would never repent. (Study the book of Revelation, Preacher, 9:21) You sold your soul to the Devil and he pimped you! You are going to spend your eternity in a hell you don't believe in. There is not one word in the Bible that you believe in or trust. You are as fake as those "Coach" bags you carry. What a waste. It's your life and it's your choice. I think you preached this sermon once;"When the Lord gets ready you got to move!" You got to move Mathy Jane! Look at you sitting there looking just like the empty godless reprobate that you are. What did you get for your trouble? God gave you six children and you tried your best to utterly destroy four of them. You call yourself a good Christian because you treat two of them better than the rest. So what? If they had the courage they would admit that they hate you too. I said that I love you and that I forgive you. I am afraid that is not entirely true. I think I wanted to love you and to forgive you. How can I? When I think of the life you had planned for me. You wanted me pregnant and miserable by age fourteen. Again your scheme failed only because of God's divine intervention. Scheme after scheme, diabolical plot after plot, roots and conjure, and you are still a miserable wretch. I figured it out. Granddaddy inter feared with your plot to marry Calvin Williams. That's why you tried to kill your own daddy on Mr. "Wiffod's" front porch when you were 16. Mr. Wiffod had to wrestle the shotgun out of your hands. You blamed Granddaddy for depriving you of the "love of your life". You carried that awful secret hatred in your heart until you finally felt confident enough in your "goofer dust" to murder him. You are so evil and diabolical that you did your evil deed on the 40th anniversary of his son's murder with the exact same gun! Ravenous for blood and retribution his "suicide" wasn't enough for you. You are trying to destroy his good name. Trying to distort his memory and image in the eyes of his grandchildren and great grandchildren. Typical of you, no restraint, always over kill. You are still smashing that little puppy between two bricks. You are nothing but an old haggard pathological LIAR. Boo! Who is afraid of you? your minions. I always wondered why you would pile your plate up with Lela's food and come home and brag about how you "dumped that shit in the trash." You are a paranoid root worker and you think everyone is rooting you like you root them. You should be scared. I must admit you have power over the "unsaved". Look at your pet neega! Sitting over there in the corner in the dark eating off of a wooden plank. I don't feel sorry for the nasty ass neega. I must give it to you. You found the "love of your life". He is a vile low life just like you. You remember the story of Cleo Mo (Moore). Cleo and that damn Indian tried to blow up Wesley Church and ended up literally blowing themselves to kingdom come. I remember picking up little pieces of leather and melted steel. Some of Wesley's windows were blown out, but the devil couldn't hurt God's Church. For sixty years you have stalked me to exact some revenge for What? Surely to God you can't be as ignorant and demonic as you pretend to be. It is not humanly possible. The Devil tricked you and lied to you and now when you need him he can't be found. I want you to know that I thank God for the way you treated me. I have so many testimonies. I have nothing but years of evidence of the Goodness of God. "Where would I be without the Lord on my side?" Thank you for my story. Thank you for being you. The Bible warns us repeatedly of people like you. Who can believe that a "mother" is capable of degrading herself in such a manner? Do know that God has allowed you to live for his own purpose. God is all in this, yes mam. God's going to whup your ass just like you beat all of your children and husbands. May you live long enough to get a tiny taste of the retribution that you deserve.
To my audience. Gird up your loins! Man UP! The Devil's time is up. If you are siding with demonic forces out of fear do know that is what he wants. The devil is a coward and a liar. If you simply cry out with "Save Me JESUS!" He is quick to hear you and to come to your rescue. Yes, you do have to live right. You do have to seek his face. You can not be a lazy Christian. You do have to study his word for yourself. Do the TEN for Christ's sake.
Be Blessed. "Hold yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

Man Does Not Do What Is Right!

"Man does not do what is right. Man does what is convenient." As a(n) historian I know that is one of the most brilliant assessments ever made by anyone. "You must cultivate your brains daughter. You have to study to show yourself approved." The longer I live the more I hear that Grand Old Sage's voice. Jerome Walters was a brilliant humble man. Unfortunately his life was very tragic. He was a modern day Job. But he never lost hope. He never wavered in his faith. Then why are so many people willing to forget him, to slander his good name? Too many of his children, grandchildren, nieces and nephews are willing to forget him. They have dismissed him and moved on. Well I can't. I will NOT! I am going to holler, scream, blog, publish and tell every one I know until I find some "peculiar" people of like mind that will not permit this travesty of justice to go unreported. I did not say unpunished, I said unreported. She's been punished. She has to work out her own salvation. I can not judge her, only God can do that. Broken and mystified "she" forced me to this point. Every day that little severely abused unloved toddler that lives inside me hears; "Why Don't YOU SHUT DE FUCK UP!!! Yo' fucking black ass mouth run like goose shit by the moon light!" Severely prohibited from talking as a child I took to writing. Writing is what I do. I got good at it, so good I was honored by my teachers and schools. What did my birth mother do? She destroyed every thing I ever wrote. I forgave her and moved on. I won two fellowships to graduate school and again she inter feared. She and that "thang" I married destroyed all of my manuscripts and Master's thesis. They threw away all of my clothes, books and art. Don't you laugh or sneer, if you look closely into your life you will find some evidence of MJW's tampering or conjure or curses. She will put her "mouth-on-you". More than anyone she knows that you can wish "bad luck" on people. You enjoy your negative phone calls with her as she tears down and berates every one in the family one by one. Look at her fruit! Just because some one is given a license to "preach" it doesn't mean that they are anointed. Someone screaming loud and putting on a "James Brown" floor show is no evidence of sincerity. What is wrong with our churches? Has the Devil run the real Christians out of the Church? No, because true Church is not in a building. Church is in your heart Children. Let him in. Let him dwell there. I must say this to my little nieces and cousins. Do not believe that crap about "you sitting on a Gold mine" Your body is Holy, it is your Temple. Do not defile it. Yes you may get fifty or a hundred dollars. You may get your rent paid or your nails done, but you are a whore. A ho is a ho is a ho. You got up and washed yourself off but you are still dirty. You carry that guilt with you. You were revolted by that nasty "stanking" man that made you do something "unseemingly" for not enough money. I don't care how much money he gave you. It can never be enough. What is the result of whoring, of a whorish mentality? You hate your children. You will hate your own children because you did not want them in the first place. They were just part of your scheme. Some old haggard woman told yo ; "Gul, tie a knot in dat nigga's tail. Long as you got a baby by dat nigga he 'gon hafta gi' you some money honey!' Let us let that go. We do not have to do that any more. That is passe. The one thing we have in this Walter's Tribe is intelligence. I mean intelligence far and above the average person. Quick witted, some of us are clairvoyant, mystical. I am fifty nine years old and I have yet to meet a slow, dim witted person in our clan. I know that JR Walters was courageous. I pattern myself after him. I may not look like him but I try to carry myself like him. He was brutally honest. His truth telling might hurt your feelings but you knew he said it because it needed to be said. No, I never heard my grandfather talk about one single person on this earth. He was a "lifter", he lifted spirits. He was a giver. Every one knew that they could go to Uncle Rome at any time and "hit in up" for some money and he would not talk about you. He didn't get on the phone and call all of your relatives and tell them how dumb you were or how your lights got turned off or about how "she" had to go to "her" preacher to keep your "dumb ass" from getting evicted. My grandfather taught me that we are ALL sinners and come short of the throne of grace. I learned from my birth mother as well. I learned to become a keen observer, be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger. And if you can't trust your own mother, who can you trust? TRUST GOD and trust his Holy Book. That is the only Hope we have in attempting to navigate this mean old world. Jesus commanded us to love ye one another as I have loved you. That is why the "Evil One" uses "Loved Ones" to do diabolical evil so that we will hate them. Pray to not hate them. Understand how their ignorance and greed led them into captivity. Jesus did not tell us to hate them, he simply said "From such stay away." I am going to ask you to do three things; #1 pray that all of the hate that has been placed in your heart will be taken out, #2 "Fear No Man or thing", #3 pray during the Hour of Power (7:27 AM)
Be Blessed and "Hold youself up as much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

The Hand Writing Is On The Wall

We all know the story of Daniel. Only he could read the hand writing on the wall because he was the only one with the Spirit of our Holy God living in him. Belshazzar made the tragic mistake of lifting himself up against the Lord in heaven. "Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin!" "Tekel: You have been weighed in the balances, and found wanting. (Read the whole chapter of Daniel 5)
We ALL have been weighed in the balances and found wanting children. Be very careful, tonight your soul may be required of you. How are you living? Do you knowingly do dirt and laugh? Are you a ditch digger? A slanderer? Are you a coward? Have you witnessed the slaying of God's children and said nothing as you stepped over their mangled bodies to get yours? Are you deaf and blind? Do you cover for Demons out of fear and guilt?
Thank you Lord for holding me up and bearing my pain. Thank you for your revelation. That creature bludgeoned me, she crucified me and laughed hysterically at the pain she inflicted for so long. Still sitting happily on her throne, radiating in her homemade glory she nevertheless has too many minions willing to bow down and kiss her ring. These skulking snivelling slaves think they are getting over when she bequeaths token dollars for rent or tires. These poor blind fools that refuse to cut the ties do not know that she is the real cause of their frequent misfortune. A notorious "rootworker"/soothsayer drunk on her "power" plays god. This Demon does not yet know whom the Lord loveth he chastiseth. He must not love her at all. This woman has gotten away with MURDER. Or has she? I believe the Lord has a great plan. I know he rights every wrong. "You might get by but you will not get away." Thank you Lord for my deliverance. Thank you for my victory. Teach us to walk by faith and not by sight. Indwell mightily in our hearts Lord. Remind us that Justice delayed is not Justice denied.
How long? Not long! Stay in prayer children. I know for a fact that the Lord Jesus Christ spoke to me from deep inside my heart when I was four years old! He warned me that I would have a tough rugged life but he would never leave or forsake me and he never has!
I am so proud of the Love of Christ that lives in me. I do understand that it is "like fire shut up in my bones." I've been shouting and getting the Holy Ghost since I was eight years old. Thank You JESUS!
Be Blessed. "Hold yourself up as much as you can." JR Walters
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

JESUS IS MY HERO!

"He walks with me. He talks with me." He is my friend. Where would I be without the Lord on my side? Where would any of us be? We are not worthy. No not one of us. I Love Jesus because he came for the Lost, the Last and the Least. That's me the Least one of God's children. No mama, no daddy, no hope. But God saw fit to lift me up out of the muck and the mire. If you are stuck in the mud, Get UP! Call on the Lord Right NOW! "Call him up! Tell him what you want!" If you need healing, ask him. If you need a financial blessing, ask him. Jesus is so easy, he's so kind, so forgiving. His message is so simple; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." That doesn't call for a lot of debate and interpretation. "Go and sin no more." God does not ask us to rank ourselves. Man does that, he loves to divide and conquer. The "Black" and the "White",the "Gay" and the "Straight", the "Righteous" and the "Rank Sinner". We fight and argue just like children. Selfish and uncaring, demanding that the world live like "US". One group of "Sodomites" pointing fingers at the other group of "Sodomites". If the truth were told most people do not want other people to know what really goes on in the privacy of their bedrooms. Be Blessed and bless someone you don't know.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

What My Birth Mother Never Told Me

Pay attention children so that you get this. Hear me and hear me well! Low life Demons live among us and with us. They are vile filthy creeps. Jesus warned us repeatedly but few of us have listened. Please do not be a slow learner like me. Do not waste your time trying to earn their love or appease them. It will never happen. The more you love them the more they hate you. These cretins live to destroy. Make no mistake they are cunning and crafty. Ravenous wolves, the lowest of the low. Pure scum! Do not go near them! As a matter of fact the more you do to feel good about yourself the more they hate you . "From such stay away!'' Foolishly they secretly believe that they have power. Home made neega magicians enthralled by what they consider to be expert voodoo and conjure they can not wait to eviscerate their next victim. Because other wicked people have sense enough to recognize them they target their own children and grandchildren for their wrath. Ignorant and raving mad with jealousy they calculate, plot and plan your destruction. Too immoral and lustful to do any thing with their own lives they live to destroy you. It is revenge that she seeks. Punish those bastards; "I hate dat damn nigger, he didn't do nuttin' but ruin my life!" What kind of mother would utter such a thing? The same kind that would savagely rape her little girl, murder her own father! She thinks she got away clean. I want you to tell that "preacher" to re-read Psalm 35, Revelation 2:10 And if you see her, tell her that when her desolation comes it will come as a whirlwind. There is one thing we all know; YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW!