You should know that all bullies are the greatest cowards, pure p******. They have absolutely no courage. They can't give their lives to Christ because they are too cowardly, too full of false pride. Do not hate them. Have compassion for them and pray for them. Do not lie for them or hid them, however.
Never let a bully make you cower. To cower before a bully is the ultimate betrayal to GOD. He told you to fear no man. You do, you insist because you have no faith, no trust. You repeat GOD's WORDS never knowing or understanding the full meaning.
You don't want to front on the ultimate deepest darkest demon because you are ashamed. You should not be ashamed of the truth. You should be ashamed for cloaking such a creature and refusing GOD's Gospel truth.
A child (or an adult or anyone) that smashes a puppy is sick and perverted. Case closed. That is clear evidence of a messed up mind. My mother did that as a child. I know she did it. I have no doubt in my sanctified mind.
Was she born evil? Is that possible? I don't know. I do know that she has to be the most clever demon that has ever lived. She is a brilliant actress,a skillful pathological liar and she was stunningly beautiful in her youth. I know now she is what we call a sex addict, a nymphomaniac. An extremely selfish whorish harlot.
I know that she is stupid enough, blind enough, corrupt enough to pretend to be a preacher, an ordained minister. GOD forbids such foolishness.
This message is for my relatives that are yet fooled and enticed by this woman. "Come ye out from among them!"
Why do you fear a bully? What can she do to you? Believe me she has done and continues to do her worse. Your loyalty means nothing to her. The poor woman can not love and never will. She lost the race. There is no more room in her closet. It is over filled with skeletons and deep dark secrets. They are spilling out. Spilling out onto the Internet.
Do you keep her secrets because she has some secrets on you? Let me remind you that there is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed.
Do you keep her secrets because she still makes you tremble in fear? I know now that no sicker sadistic whore of a mother has ever lived. Crimes against nature, against humanity! PTL! She got away with perversion because very few where willing to take the additional abuse she swore to inflict upon us if we ever told. Well you are 87 and I am 61. You can't beat, stab, or shot me now! Yes, you can continue to lie and cry your crocodile tears. Keep up your phony preaching and praying. You can continue to live your fake fabricated life until the day you die. You are still stupid and you are still wicked. You still sexually molested, physically and emotional abused your own children! And you still MURDERED your own father!
My humanness makes me tell on you. I must vent my frustration. I must heal. I am injured by the people that passed my way and never tried to help or heal. The masses that insist on minding their own business, never caring about a child of GOD. Just happy they never experienced such pain. "Well I had normal parents." ; they unknowingly taunt.
GOD reminds me that He will reveal you in His own way and in His own time.
Repent! Give your life to Christ. He paid the ultimate price for you. Only a fool would turn their back on GOD, on salvation.
Martha the gig is up! You may as well confess. Ask GOD to forgive you. Tell your many many victims that you are truly sorry. Repent, go home to your LORD and be free.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Jesus told me ...
"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" I am set Free today, knowing the whole Truth and nothing but the Truth!
Sunday, October 21, 2012
PTL!
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from evil, for my beautiful life, for my voice, my prophetic gifts, my art and of course my beautiful, brilliant daughter.
I stared down at the ugly scar on my right elbow still visible after all of these years. My mother pushed me into the red hot wood burning Franklin stove that sat in my grandfather's living room when I was three. She was trying to burn my face. The exact same way she had successfully burned my older brother many years before.
All of her children have been mysteriously severely burned. Martha lives to torture and scar you. But, she won't do it honestly. She is sneaky and clandestine.
At eight she smashed my hand in the car door. Claimed I did it to myself. Again at eight she bitch slapped me over and over. Pounded my head with her fists, cursing and calling me foul names, claiming I was too dumb to learn to tell time. She was never interested in teaching me anything. She was just jealous and envious. She made me pay dearly for being smarter, prettier, more talented.
Martha is a sneaky low life demonic cunt. Always determined to destroy, humiliate, pulverize and lacerate. She does all her evil under the guise of being a "loving mother". She always knew that she was too smart, too cunning to ever be found out. She expected me to be too mortified, too ashamed to reveal her. She was wrong. Besides, who on this earth would ever believe me?
Her disguise is perfect. An ordained minister in the A.M.E. Zion church. A brilliant beautiful orator, a talented actress and a perfect pathological liar. No matter what, her demonic "root working" and silent salient conjure would always save her. She has loved her horrid life for eighty-seven years. She committed the perfect MURDER. Got clean away.
A human black widow spider she destroyed all of her children. Some she murdered before birth. The ones unfortunate enough to pass through her corrupt birth canal would be forced to suffer in silence. Never knowing her true demonic character and foul hatred, destined to suffer miserable unfulfilled lives for being "hers". Blame them, make them hate themselves. Play "loving devoted mother" in public. Destroy them emotionally, psychologically, and physically in private. The world will never know. Put on a charming benevolent loving front. The world will never know, never believe the truth, the pleas from her broken black destroyed bastard "niggerish" daughter. That damn goody-two-shoes granddaughter that her father loved more than her will have to suffer more than the rest. She is too smart, too saved. She is a fool, believing in GOD, hanging on every Prophetic WORD.
I know the Truth, the absolute Truth. I am set Free today. My sincere desire, my prayer is for my brothers, my family to be set Free today. Dear LORD give them the eyes to see, the ears to hear. Touch their hearts with your finger of love.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, October 21, 2012
PTL!
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from evil, for my beautiful life, for my voice, my prophetic gifts, my art and of course my beautiful, brilliant daughter.
I stared down at the ugly scar on my right elbow still visible after all of these years. My mother pushed me into the red hot wood burning Franklin stove that sat in my grandfather's living room when I was three. She was trying to burn my face. The exact same way she had successfully burned my older brother many years before.
All of her children have been mysteriously severely burned. Martha lives to torture and scar you. But, she won't do it honestly. She is sneaky and clandestine.
At eight she smashed my hand in the car door. Claimed I did it to myself. Again at eight she bitch slapped me over and over. Pounded my head with her fists, cursing and calling me foul names, claiming I was too dumb to learn to tell time. She was never interested in teaching me anything. She was just jealous and envious. She made me pay dearly for being smarter, prettier, more talented.
Martha is a sneaky low life demonic cunt. Always determined to destroy, humiliate, pulverize and lacerate. She does all her evil under the guise of being a "loving mother". She always knew that she was too smart, too cunning to ever be found out. She expected me to be too mortified, too ashamed to reveal her. She was wrong. Besides, who on this earth would ever believe me?
Her disguise is perfect. An ordained minister in the A.M.E. Zion church. A brilliant beautiful orator, a talented actress and a perfect pathological liar. No matter what, her demonic "root working" and silent salient conjure would always save her. She has loved her horrid life for eighty-seven years. She committed the perfect MURDER. Got clean away.
A human black widow spider she destroyed all of her children. Some she murdered before birth. The ones unfortunate enough to pass through her corrupt birth canal would be forced to suffer in silence. Never knowing her true demonic character and foul hatred, destined to suffer miserable unfulfilled lives for being "hers". Blame them, make them hate themselves. Play "loving devoted mother" in public. Destroy them emotionally, psychologically, and physically in private. The world will never know. Put on a charming benevolent loving front. The world will never know, never believe the truth, the pleas from her broken black destroyed bastard "niggerish" daughter. That damn goody-two-shoes granddaughter that her father loved more than her will have to suffer more than the rest. She is too smart, too saved. She is a fool, believing in GOD, hanging on every Prophetic WORD.
I know the Truth, the absolute Truth. I am set Free today. My sincere desire, my prayer is for my brothers, my family to be set Free today. Dear LORD give them the eyes to see, the ears to hear. Touch their hearts with your finger of love.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, October 20, 2012
"You may be my color ...
but you are not my kind." I read that thought many years ago as a child. One of the first black generals responded to a group of black soldiers with that comment. (General Chappie James or his father, I can't remember right now. I'll research it later) I totally agreed with him then and now.
No one has the right to hold any one hostage to race or ethnicity. I will not defend, cloak or think I have to befriend or associate with you because we share a cultural heritage.
GOD clearly identifies His "chosen people", His elect, a chosen generation. YOU HAVE TO LIVE RIGHT! If you are not truly sold out for Christ, if you are a phony double minded back slider, I will not abide you. I will not pretend for you, keep silent for you. You will not gag me with your shame. I am no longer ashamed. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED! I am no longer ashamed that you don't have sense enough to be ashamed.
The color of your skin is as insignificant as your shoe size. The fact that you carry the scars of "slavery" is no excuse for lying, stealing and living the life of a complete reprobate. You should know that it is your character, not your color.
Do not judge me or anyone by the color of their skin. Have a true and genuine Christ like spirit. It is not "us" against "them". I abhor racism. I bristle when people say "You know how they are."
I know people and I know human nature. All people are subject to human frailties. Lying, stealing, scheming and scamming, living predatory lives, justified by hollering victim. If you want something, earn it.
I have a beautiful testimony. I am a wonderful person. No brag, just fact. GOD saved me. For my entire life I have been blessed, led by the Holy Spirit. It gives me great joy to have the opportunity to share my life story with any one willing to read it or listen to it.
A very evil woman gave birth to me June 4, 1951. She didn't want me. Abandoning me to a madame in a whore house didn't work out the way she planned. She told me that her mother made her retrieve me. From that day on she set out to make my life a living hell. Not just me, all my siblings and my entire family. Too cowardly to live the carnal life she really wanted she designed the sickest scheme. She decided to play a role, pretend to be a Christian, pretend to love while writhing with sick hatred.
The Bible says that "envy is rottenness to the bone." It is. Martha thinks she has "lived" the life she wanted and always dreamed of for eighty-seven years. She hasn't, she has just been slowly decaying, rotting. She is now putrid. Every morning when she graces her mirror she is forced to stare at the reflection of a MURDERER, a child rapist (a sick pedophile), a carnal nymphomaniac, a root working witch, a liar, a DEMON. Her AME Zion robe can't begin to cloak her.
GOD promised to deliver me from evil, and He did. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
No one has the right to hold any one hostage to race or ethnicity. I will not defend, cloak or think I have to befriend or associate with you because we share a cultural heritage.
GOD clearly identifies His "chosen people", His elect, a chosen generation. YOU HAVE TO LIVE RIGHT! If you are not truly sold out for Christ, if you are a phony double minded back slider, I will not abide you. I will not pretend for you, keep silent for you. You will not gag me with your shame. I am no longer ashamed. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED! I am no longer ashamed that you don't have sense enough to be ashamed.
The color of your skin is as insignificant as your shoe size. The fact that you carry the scars of "slavery" is no excuse for lying, stealing and living the life of a complete reprobate. You should know that it is your character, not your color.
Do not judge me or anyone by the color of their skin. Have a true and genuine Christ like spirit. It is not "us" against "them". I abhor racism. I bristle when people say "You know how they are."
I know people and I know human nature. All people are subject to human frailties. Lying, stealing, scheming and scamming, living predatory lives, justified by hollering victim. If you want something, earn it.
I have a beautiful testimony. I am a wonderful person. No brag, just fact. GOD saved me. For my entire life I have been blessed, led by the Holy Spirit. It gives me great joy to have the opportunity to share my life story with any one willing to read it or listen to it.
A very evil woman gave birth to me June 4, 1951. She didn't want me. Abandoning me to a madame in a whore house didn't work out the way she planned. She told me that her mother made her retrieve me. From that day on she set out to make my life a living hell. Not just me, all my siblings and my entire family. Too cowardly to live the carnal life she really wanted she designed the sickest scheme. She decided to play a role, pretend to be a Christian, pretend to love while writhing with sick hatred.
The Bible says that "envy is rottenness to the bone." It is. Martha thinks she has "lived" the life she wanted and always dreamed of for eighty-seven years. She hasn't, she has just been slowly decaying, rotting. She is now putrid. Every morning when she graces her mirror she is forced to stare at the reflection of a MURDERER, a child rapist (a sick pedophile), a carnal nymphomaniac, a root working witch, a liar, a DEMON. Her AME Zion robe can't begin to cloak her.
GOD promised to deliver me from evil, and He did. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, October 14, 2012
"The Color Purple"
"The Color Purple" by Alice Walker resonates with me. In so many ways it mirrors my life. I am Celie, a horribly abused misused black bastard child. Unlike Mister and Celie's "father" my abuser remains anonymous, unpunished, unrepentant.
My book will come out soon and you will be horrified that such a monster could live for eighty-seven years right under your nose. If she baptized you or married you, I suggest you do it again. Jesus warned us. He told us about these ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing. He told us they would seek seats in high places, invade the "church".
I expose her in this blog as a part of my healing and to offer concrete evidence that Almighty GOD will never leave you, never forsake you. "No weapon formed against you will EVER prosper."
I can't remember a time she wasn't spewing filthy vulgar curses upon me and my brothers and everyone in my family. According to her we were all too black and "Af-ee-coon-ish" to live. We had liver lips and gun barrel noses. Our "good hair" was never good enough for her. Her hair "nevah had a nap in it."
No one could be as light as she was; "...light bright and damn near white!"; she always bragged. No one was smarter and that "honesty and religious Christian S*** wuz fo' dummies and losers."
A violent terrifying ogre she made my life a pure tormented hell. Her double life was something we were born into. There was the "Mathy Jane" for the public, for church and work and there was the "Mathy Jane" for home. Diametrically opposed, as different as black and white, night and day, good and evil.
You better not think about telling. The best you could do was think of ways to keep her off your a**. You better become a "Step-n-Fechet". Learn to grin and lie, shuffle and do a buck dance to keep her entertained.
No, you weren't leaving and you could never criticize her or suggest that she was anything but perfect. Leave and abandon her if you were foolish enough. She would stalk you, contact your employers and tell them that you were a drug dealer. She would get you put out of the Army and convince you that your ex-wife did it. Offend her in the slightest and she will call the high sheriff on you, tell him that you are selling drugs. Get jealous because you fixed up the old homestead, made it your palace. So, she made sure it burned to the ground. Then grinned and lied, kissed you over and over while twisting the knife in your back. Called you a dummy for never catching on to her true diabolical character.
Martha loves to do wrong, sabotage and destroy your life. Force you to come prostrate on your hands and knees begging her to pay your light bill or pay your car note. She mocks you for being such a stupid hard luck loser. Let her see some tears, hear your grief and she will break you off a few dollars. Then she will get on the phone and brag to the whole family about her benevolence and re-iterate what a pathetic sorry dumb n***** you are. Then she will talk about your ugly African features, your hideously dark pigmentation, your huge girth, your bumpy skin, your thick glasses. She will go on to tell how no man or woman has ever loved you or really wanted to be married to you.
Not only will she talk bad about you behind your back she will do it to your face. She does it when you are down and out, when you have no place to go.
Yea, she is an awful woman. I pity anyone that calls her friend. She is extremely perverted sexually, extremely demonic. Totally dependent on witch craft and conjure, lying and manipulation. She is the creep that you want to avoid.
Martha claims that she lies to keep people; "out my bizness!" No, Martha you lie because you are a Pathological LIAR! You are an abomination to the LORD, an imp, a repulsive unrepentant reprobate, a viper from the bowels of hell.
Contrary to what many may believe, I thank GOD for her. GOD turned every horrible deed she perpetuated against me into a blessing. Most importantly, without Martha as my mother, Jerome Walters would have never been my grandfather. Jerome Walters blessed my life, loved me unconditionally, taught me by precept and example. He always encouraged me and taught me to ignore my "mother". "Don't pay no 'tention to yo' mama, she ignut."
Like Celie my life has a happy ending. Like Alice Walker I have a great book that you will not be able to put down until you finish.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
My book will come out soon and you will be horrified that such a monster could live for eighty-seven years right under your nose. If she baptized you or married you, I suggest you do it again. Jesus warned us. He told us about these ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing. He told us they would seek seats in high places, invade the "church".
I expose her in this blog as a part of my healing and to offer concrete evidence that Almighty GOD will never leave you, never forsake you. "No weapon formed against you will EVER prosper."
I can't remember a time she wasn't spewing filthy vulgar curses upon me and my brothers and everyone in my family. According to her we were all too black and "Af-ee-coon-ish" to live. We had liver lips and gun barrel noses. Our "good hair" was never good enough for her. Her hair "nevah had a nap in it."
No one could be as light as she was; "...light bright and damn near white!"; she always bragged. No one was smarter and that "honesty and religious Christian S*** wuz fo' dummies and losers."
A violent terrifying ogre she made my life a pure tormented hell. Her double life was something we were born into. There was the "Mathy Jane" for the public, for church and work and there was the "Mathy Jane" for home. Diametrically opposed, as different as black and white, night and day, good and evil.
You better not think about telling. The best you could do was think of ways to keep her off your a**. You better become a "Step-n-Fechet". Learn to grin and lie, shuffle and do a buck dance to keep her entertained.
No, you weren't leaving and you could never criticize her or suggest that she was anything but perfect. Leave and abandon her if you were foolish enough. She would stalk you, contact your employers and tell them that you were a drug dealer. She would get you put out of the Army and convince you that your ex-wife did it. Offend her in the slightest and she will call the high sheriff on you, tell him that you are selling drugs. Get jealous because you fixed up the old homestead, made it your palace. So, she made sure it burned to the ground. Then grinned and lied, kissed you over and over while twisting the knife in your back. Called you a dummy for never catching on to her true diabolical character.
Martha loves to do wrong, sabotage and destroy your life. Force you to come prostrate on your hands and knees begging her to pay your light bill or pay your car note. She mocks you for being such a stupid hard luck loser. Let her see some tears, hear your grief and she will break you off a few dollars. Then she will get on the phone and brag to the whole family about her benevolence and re-iterate what a pathetic sorry dumb n***** you are. Then she will talk about your ugly African features, your hideously dark pigmentation, your huge girth, your bumpy skin, your thick glasses. She will go on to tell how no man or woman has ever loved you or really wanted to be married to you.
Not only will she talk bad about you behind your back she will do it to your face. She does it when you are down and out, when you have no place to go.
Yea, she is an awful woman. I pity anyone that calls her friend. She is extremely perverted sexually, extremely demonic. Totally dependent on witch craft and conjure, lying and manipulation. She is the creep that you want to avoid.
Martha claims that she lies to keep people; "out my bizness!" No, Martha you lie because you are a Pathological LIAR! You are an abomination to the LORD, an imp, a repulsive unrepentant reprobate, a viper from the bowels of hell.
Contrary to what many may believe, I thank GOD for her. GOD turned every horrible deed she perpetuated against me into a blessing. Most importantly, without Martha as my mother, Jerome Walters would have never been my grandfather. Jerome Walters blessed my life, loved me unconditionally, taught me by precept and example. He always encouraged me and taught me to ignore my "mother". "Don't pay no 'tention to yo' mama, she ignut."
Like Celie my life has a happy ending. Like Alice Walker I have a great book that you will not be able to put down until you finish.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Amen, Glory to GOD...
thank you Jesus. Thank you for lifting me up out of the muck and the mire. Thank you for giving me eyes to see and ears to hear. Thank you for delivering me from evil. Thank you for giving me the courage to stand up for myself. To stand up for justice, to stand up for righteousness.
Looking back over my life I was more than just another abused, tortured unwanted child. The most demonic commonest woman on earth birthed me. Commoner than any woman in Sodom and Gomorrah. A evil wretch demanding to be kept a secret. Committing every foul deed known to mankind and screaming ; "You bed not tell it!"
Piling on make-up, wigs, expensive robes and perfume trying to camouflage her hideous real personality. Hoping you will never know, never catch on. Betting that you are as stupid as she is. Braggadocios and bitter at the same time. Mad that she had a baby at sixteen. Seething with anger that the man she tried to trap caught on early. Made his get away. Fuming because she never caught on. Delivered baby after baby out of wedlock. Too dumb to acknowledge the truth she always hated the men and those damn black a** babies she was stuck with, had to care for, had to pretend to love in front of people. Children she couldn't wait to torture out of the sight of a prying public.
The world was always in her "bizness", always "talking about hur". The "wurld is jealous of hur".
Her daddy prayed for her daily. He never tired. No matter what she did he kept right on praying, loving, trying to help, trying to understand. The ungrateful harlot repaid him with a bullet in the heart. Insists that he killed himself. Never admitting how she abused him, screamed at him demanding to know when he was going to die. She will never tell how she left him in filth, piss and defecation.
Why did she hate her father so much? She hated her father for the same reason she still hates GOD. Her father knew the truth about her and told her about herself every day. She hates GOD and hates His WORD. Not only that she hates any and every one that will dare tell her the truth about herself. She hates anyone that will stand up to her. If you want to be around her. If you want to be around Mathy Jane you have to be a spineless worm going along with her lies. "Amening" her fabricated life. Pertending that Jerome Walters was a bad man. Pretending that she is best thing since sliced bread, that you love her more than life itself. You must run up to her and swoon after one of her sermons and tell her how great it was, how it touched your heart and saved your life.
If you can't do that. If you can't cower and shrink in her presence she wants no part of you. If you are doing too well, if you have fifty more dollars than she has. If you have a better car, look better or get a compliment in her presence. You better get ready to fight. She is going to sneak up on you with her "roots", her lies. She is going to talk bad about you behind your back.
Don't worry she will never confront you face to face. She is much too cowardly. She had to drug her father with Darvon before she murdered him. He was taking too long to die. She was tired, he was a useless burden. He had saved up quite a bit of money to give to his grandchildren. She couldn't let that happen. No one was ever going to be treated better than Mathy Jane. Not if she could help it.
No she is not crazy. No she does not have a split personality or multiple personalities. She is just evil. Evil, common and cowardly, plain and simple. No, she has good sense. She is not off her rocker or suffering with bi-polar disorder.
She is evil, knows that she is evil. Evil is her choice. She chose it long ago.
You should not have murdered Jerome Walters. That was your undoing Mathy Jane. You and your "huzband" should not have molested me. I forgave you when I was old, 1997. You should have been satisfied. You just had to hit me one more lick. GOD revealed you.
The choice is still yours. You can still come clean. No I am no longer your sniveling coward. AND I WILL NOT SHUT UP!
Looking back over my life I was more than just another abused, tortured unwanted child. The most demonic commonest woman on earth birthed me. Commoner than any woman in Sodom and Gomorrah. A evil wretch demanding to be kept a secret. Committing every foul deed known to mankind and screaming ; "You bed not tell it!"
Piling on make-up, wigs, expensive robes and perfume trying to camouflage her hideous real personality. Hoping you will never know, never catch on. Betting that you are as stupid as she is. Braggadocios and bitter at the same time. Mad that she had a baby at sixteen. Seething with anger that the man she tried to trap caught on early. Made his get away. Fuming because she never caught on. Delivered baby after baby out of wedlock. Too dumb to acknowledge the truth she always hated the men and those damn black a** babies she was stuck with, had to care for, had to pretend to love in front of people. Children she couldn't wait to torture out of the sight of a prying public.
The world was always in her "bizness", always "talking about hur". The "wurld is jealous of hur".
Her daddy prayed for her daily. He never tired. No matter what she did he kept right on praying, loving, trying to help, trying to understand. The ungrateful harlot repaid him with a bullet in the heart. Insists that he killed himself. Never admitting how she abused him, screamed at him demanding to know when he was going to die. She will never tell how she left him in filth, piss and defecation.
Why did she hate her father so much? She hated her father for the same reason she still hates GOD. Her father knew the truth about her and told her about herself every day. She hates GOD and hates His WORD. Not only that she hates any and every one that will dare tell her the truth about herself. She hates anyone that will stand up to her. If you want to be around her. If you want to be around Mathy Jane you have to be a spineless worm going along with her lies. "Amening" her fabricated life. Pertending that Jerome Walters was a bad man. Pretending that she is best thing since sliced bread, that you love her more than life itself. You must run up to her and swoon after one of her sermons and tell her how great it was, how it touched your heart and saved your life.
If you can't do that. If you can't cower and shrink in her presence she wants no part of you. If you are doing too well, if you have fifty more dollars than she has. If you have a better car, look better or get a compliment in her presence. You better get ready to fight. She is going to sneak up on you with her "roots", her lies. She is going to talk bad about you behind your back.
Don't worry she will never confront you face to face. She is much too cowardly. She had to drug her father with Darvon before she murdered him. He was taking too long to die. She was tired, he was a useless burden. He had saved up quite a bit of money to give to his grandchildren. She couldn't let that happen. No one was ever going to be treated better than Mathy Jane. Not if she could help it.
No she is not crazy. No she does not have a split personality or multiple personalities. She is just evil. Evil, common and cowardly, plain and simple. No, she has good sense. She is not off her rocker or suffering with bi-polar disorder.
She is evil, knows that she is evil. Evil is her choice. She chose it long ago.
You should not have murdered Jerome Walters. That was your undoing Mathy Jane. You and your "huzband" should not have molested me. I forgave you when I was old, 1997. You should have been satisfied. You just had to hit me one more lick. GOD revealed you.
The choice is still yours. You can still come clean. No I am no longer your sniveling coward. AND I WILL NOT SHUT UP!
Listen to that song!
"Steal away home to Jesus." Get away from the world. Find the courage to come out from among them. Know the Truth! Your Bible quoting and Bible toting will not save you. Looking and sounding like you are "saved" will not save you. Attending "church" every Sunday just means that you are religious.
Hear from GOD! Open your ears, seek His face. Get your head out of the sand , closing your eyes and ears because you think GOD's Gospel Truth is too hard to bear. Bearing, hurting, suffering in excruciating pain ,putting up with, tolerating that demon is too hard to bear. Refusing to acknowledge the obvious truth. Being too afraid to turn her into the police. Protecting her demonic name. That's what too hard to bear.
I found relief! I found the answer. Confounded and confused for FIFTY-SEVEN years! Thank GOD Almighty for releasing me from her grip, for directing me to ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), for excellent medication for depression. For the courage to tell the truth about her and her kind. For the strength to snatch her out of that pulpit. To prevent her from laying hands on people, pretending to pray while she is only "preying".
LORD forbid her and her kind. Expose her LORD! Reveal her to the world. Let the world know that if they will have faith and never let go of your hand you will deliver them. PRAISE THE LORD!
Hear from GOD! Open your ears, seek His face. Get your head out of the sand , closing your eyes and ears because you think GOD's Gospel Truth is too hard to bear. Bearing, hurting, suffering in excruciating pain ,putting up with, tolerating that demon is too hard to bear. Refusing to acknowledge the obvious truth. Being too afraid to turn her into the police. Protecting her demonic name. That's what too hard to bear.
I found relief! I found the answer. Confounded and confused for FIFTY-SEVEN years! Thank GOD Almighty for releasing me from her grip, for directing me to ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), for excellent medication for depression. For the courage to tell the truth about her and her kind. For the strength to snatch her out of that pulpit. To prevent her from laying hands on people, pretending to pray while she is only "preying".
LORD forbid her and her kind. Expose her LORD! Reveal her to the world. Let the world know that if they will have faith and never let go of your hand you will deliver them. PRAISE THE LORD!
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