Critics, critics, critics!

Everybody is a critic!  Everyone you know,  knows more about you and your situation , than you do.

Why?

"My people suffer from lack of knowledge. "  (Dumb to death)

There is not one person on this earth that can defend the deplorable savagery of Rev. Martha Watson/ Martha Jane Walters!  Sure you can love her, perhaps admire her.  I would not recommend emulating her.

She is very dead now, thank GOD.

I am well on my way to recovery at 63 years and 9 months.  What took me so long? Lies, confusion, satanic attack and I know GOD put blinders on me, gently rocked me into a semi-conscious state. I'm due to be dead! I should have committed suicide many times over, overdosed, or simply expired from a broken heart.   While, I am laughing now, it is not funny.

Around 3 this morning my sleep was disturbed by a documentary West Memphis , I am not exactly sure of the title, but I am very familiar with the sadistic forms of torture that lead to certain MURDER.

#1 - Small innocent children forced to watch their "stepfather" masturbate. (sick bastard)

#2 - Savage, frequent, brutal beatings. (Praise the LORD! It was because my mother beat me so savagely,  so often,  I turned to Jesus, cried out to HIm to save me at age 8!)

#3 - Blood sacrifices for the sake of Witchcraft, raped for power. (Dear LORD, no dumber depraved woman has ever lived. )

#4 - No one to care, no one believes you, your evil ogre forces you to suffer in silence while she plays "mother" whenever the mood strikes her, or when she wants to impress the public, or wants to con you out of your hard earned money because she doesn't believe in allowances "I allowed your black ass to live *********!).

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Of this one thing I am sure, I have read, re-read and studied my Bible for over 55 years and I shall not let any mental midgets, intellectual inferiors, blind, brain washed , weak so-called Christians tell me anything about my anointing, my appointment, my destiny .  People that don't or can't hear GOD's voice should know that their rebuke was predestined.  GOD knew Martha's evil plan before satan planted it in her ignorant, rebellious head.

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!  Keep doing what you do.  I will keep doing what I do.

You don't want to read my blog, don't!  You don't want to know the truth, don't! I will take the time to remind you of this scripture:

"But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will become lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; AND AVOID SUCH WO/MEN AS THESE!  ….always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the TRUTH." 2 Timothy 3:1 - 7

Certainly this scripture explains my mother, it clearly identifies her, Martha put flesh on this WORD.  It also explains why I am so reviled and hated.  Hate me all you want.  Scream shut up all you want.  You can NOT change GOD's WORD into a LIE!

I will NOT be intimidated.  My entire family can keep pretending they believe Martha was saved and on her way to heaven.  I know you know better!

Please permit me to remind you again; if you are a WALTERS, or have one microbe of DNA from Artimus and Mary Wright Walters, and you fail to honor the name of Jerome Walters, you are ACCURSED! (cursed, damned, doomed, ill-fated, ill-omened, jinxed, you will never prosper)

Hate me for the knowledge of the truth if you want to.  I am merely GOD's humble messenger.  Bragg on Mathy , if you want to.  Remain silent if you want to.

Life is a vapor, we did not come her to stay always.  Die a liar, die in fear of that monstrosity, die minding your own business.   You are going to have to give in an account one day.  Jerome Walters was not a fly , a mangy dog or some no count man.   He was a man of valor, a true man of GOD and if you fear honoring, or you just don't care to honor him, you will get "Your just and honest due on this planet earth."

An unwelcome welcome

Shut up! Do not say another word to revile or rebuke me for telling the absolute truth!  Do you really have to experience the savage demonic cruelty of an ignorant ogre to care?  Do you really think that you are safe?

What do you have that I don't have?  It was not my stupidity or hard luck that landed me in the lap of a hedonist, a sadist,  a corrupt malignant narcissist.  Clearly it was GOD's Divine Order.

You don't believe that GOD has been in my ear, leading and guiding me since I drew my first breath?  I consciously heard His voice at age 4.  Do you doubt my word because GOD has never talked to you? (Maybe you are not listening)

I will not fear her and I will not fear you.  You quickly withdrew your love.  You will not associate with any one not pretending to be happy, skinning and grinning for your pleasure.  All is not fine in America and your pretending it is, will not make it so.  We are headed to the worse days of our lives.  Evil will abound far more than now.

GOD simply gave me a foretaste.

Prepare for that day.  "Gird up your loins"

I refuse to live quivering in fear, left broken and torn by something so evil I could not see it.

A foolish woman that lived to secretly punish and destroy all her children for ruining her life.  Her life! Seriously, her life, that is all Martha Jane Walters ever cared about, all she ever looked out for.  A woman so disgraced, so repugnant , so deeply ashamed of herself, she refused to repent.  Died mocking GOD, foolishly laughing, while still demanding honor.  Told the greatest lie ever to the five sons she deliberately destroyed ; "Honor thy mother!", she deliberately neglected to tell them the rest of the scripture; "provoke not your children to wrath, less they become discouraged."

Dear LORD, I pray for all of my judges, babes in Christ,  that  true evil has never touched.  I know they lean to their own understanding, which is severely limited because not one of them reads or studies GOD's WORD.

They are stiff necked know- it- alls, full of pride and full of furry against GOD and His Kingdom.  They have no mercy, no love burning warm in their cold hearts.  Save them today Dear LORD.  Bring them to the Light, to your cross.  Illuminate them, set their hearts ablaze.

An unwelcome welcome,  was the first gift my mother gave me.  The fact that, that woman hated me with a passion and was always too cowardly to tell me out right, was truly a blessing, GOD's Divine Order.

For all those that don't want to know, don't know.  Keep thinking that Jesus on the lips is enough.  Don't pray, don't seek.  The days of Mathy Jane are over.  You will not  get over like she did. GOD purposefully let her run amuck.  "BE NOT DECEIVED FOR GOD IS NOT MOCKED!"

GOD said NO!

"Some people ...

are made of plastic."   Some people are up to no good, none.  Nothing good will come to you for your association with them.  They will destroy you and laugh.

That was Martha Jane Walters, 87 years of pure misery! A monstrosity, an ignorant demonic ogre. Something plastic and artificial .  A poor fallen woman that preferred to destroy everything and everyone good because she not so secretly belonged to satan.

If you still love her, still cling to her hologram memory, are still influenced by her ignorant wisdom ,you are accursed.  If you refuse to honor Jerome Walters and honor and love her instead, you are accursed and you will never prosper.  You will get close many times, but you will fail.

Please do not hate or blame me for GOD's truth, for His Divine Order.  True, I have been very offended by so many people that actually hate me for "snitching" on my mother.  All those people are ignorant and lost.  I promise to never let such vacuous ignorance offend me again.

The world may find it extremely difficult to believe such a woman lived so long unscathed by the long arm of the law.  She did!  My immediate family knows.  They know full well of her true nature and hide in the dark, covered in the humiliating shame she cast upon them.

I hear you clearly; "Shut up! Shut up!"  Why? Seek ye the truth! Seek freedom! Come ye out from among them.   I am more than horrified, I am mortified by the fact this woman was permitted to enslave and destroy so much good, so much potential for so long.  I refuse to let my suffering, my grandfather's suffering , be endured in vain.

I was more than Martha's scapegoat for all of her foul sins, I was her target.  By the brilliance of GOD's magnanimous Grace, I was turned to GOD, to the Light.  She wanted to leave me in the dark, in that pit with the rest of my family.

GOD did not bring me here to serve as this woman's dirty wash rag, to become the object of scorn created by her.  No, Martha and your angry horde, "For GOD I live and for GOD I will die."  And I will not rest until my grandfather's name is cleared! is honored!

"The fervent prayers of a RIGHTEOUS MAN availeth much."  Without the fervent prayers of that true man of GOD, I would have failed.  I would have ended up a worse wretch than Martha.

GOD said No!

A PRAYER FOR THE SUFFERING!

The purpose of our excruciating pain ...

will be known one day.  I hope and pray that my personal testimony can help someone.  It has helped me.

For all my friends and family that scream;"Just get over it! I am tired of hearing about it."  Strangely, you hurt me more than all the rapes,  molestations, lies, set-ups and set backs, the 62 years of sick head games.  Your ; "So!?" was the most callous I ever heard.  It made me wonder, what if you were in the crowd on Calvary's Hill?  I think you would have been a jeerer, a cheerer for His Blood.

Would you have been one of the few that truly loved Jesus?  Or are you a mocker? A crowd pleaser? Could you look in the dying eyes of Christ and not care? You are pretty headless and cold.   Would you have accused Christ of messing up your day?  of bringing you down?

I can imagine some of the conversation among the throng of on lookers that day; "****** shudda' shut up!  Out heah healing peoples on Sunday! Eatin' corn without washing it, hanging out wid hoes and prostitutes, thinking way mo' of Hizsef than He should have.  Turning wine intuh wadder!  Walking on wadder jest oak a fool."

"I'm glad He dead! He threw me out duh temple fuh selling doves ni (now)! Whut wrong wid dat? If dey fool enough to buy'um?  Always messing wid peoples, trying to make peoples live right, love one another, tell the Truf!  Talking bout all peoples is duh same…some mess about equality and GAWD not being a respecter of man and how GAWD gon' win… I ain't sudden' Him!"

"If He such a King, a GOD, why can't He save hizsef?"

Well,  it has been over 2000 years LORD.  I cannot speak for others, but YOU sure saved me! Praise the LORD!

For my well wishers that want me to go on with my life, I am.  Testify and winning souls for Christ, is my life.    My greatest desire is to shine a light so bright on men and women like Martha Jane Walters, no one will dare put their hands on children to abuse ever again.  No man or woman will ever be foolish enough to solicit power from graves and "chuck dust" on people they pretend to love but secretly, inwardly, hate with every passion satan sends them.

Remember, fear no man, fear no truth.

Emmanuel, GOD is with us.

Are you heartless?

Are you cold and uncaring?  Why? Is it some form of protection?   While you dare not to love, you can not feel.  You are just soulless flesh doing the bidding of every evil force on this earth.

While I have suffered mightily on this earth for 63 years and 9 months, I know my redeemer lives.  GOD has rescued me from certain death so many times I have lost count.

I did trace my fear, a convoluted, winding road straight back to my mother.  One that I will describe as the commonest woman that ever lived.  If it was her desire to be a low common whore, that is her business.  But, to recruit me, to attempt every method she could uncover to force me into captivity, is GOD's business. He said No!

I tire of mental midgets that repeatedly try to reduce my saga, my testimony as mere gossip, normal family drama.  I know better!  I know GOD has not held my hand and led me through this den of iniquity for naught.

Will good "Christians" sit by while such women take the chief seats in their churches?  What is the point of your silence?   Will you be liked, preferred, invited, honored, included, because you don't bring "Gloom and Doom"?  Because you bury your pain deeply so as not to offend the itching ears of those much more prominent ?

All the "In people" claim to have such perfect carefree lives.  They all love each other, trust each other. No one has to wonder if they can leave their children alone with a "loved one".  All morals are high in that household.  Their houses are always clean and immaculate , as well as their persons and minds.  Perfect, perfect , perfect and we have proof on Facebook.

Are you really as happy go lucky as you profess?  Have you screamed and carried on with such vile rhetoric and rebuke ,  that no one dare approach you with the truth?  Do you have it made? You are young, you are pretty, you have a college degree (you have been thoroughly indoctrinated without a shred of an education).  The world is your oyster.

You have it made, don't you?  Can't you see,  if not smell,  the many, many Martha Janes, just waiting to slay you too?

You may laugh and snicker at my pain now but, I can assure you that one day you will meet the exact same fate.  You will be courted, sweep off of your feet by the "love of your life", a complete parasitic reprobate,  that thinks he  or she deserves to destroy you after using you up just for their narcissistic supply.

Again, not if , merely when.  Our world is over run with predators and far too few men and women of valor, of caring, of something as simple as mercy, on this earth.  Too busy comparing.  Too busy congratulating themselves if they are white or light enough.

satan knows he is running a rigged game designed for the worse closet reprobates to win,  and you mealy mouths are helping him.

Shut Up! NEVER! Don't help me! Be rank and disrespectful in your rebuke.  Say all manner of unkind things about me.  Judge me! Hate me!  Say to me what my mother told me; "You ain't ****!"

Rebuke, disown, unfriend me,  because I said ****!

What the ****?  Are you really that *******dumb? NO! You are just another pusillanimous wimp doing the bidding of your father satan. You have no heart, no courage for anything.

Poor Martha did all of that evil for 87 years, for what? What did she get?  What did she take with her?  Let's look at it another way, what did we lose?   We, the Walters family, lost it all, 65 acres of prime land ((90% prime timber), our family home, a government allotment to NOT grow tobacco, on and on. Then forced, ordered by a MONSTROSITY FOR sATAN TO HONOR HER IN DEATH, IN THE GRAVE!

GOD said NO!!!

I refuse to be part and parcel to this malignant generational curse.

I press on in Jesus name.  Praise the LORD!

Screamin' Jay Hawkins, I Put a Spell on You

Fascinating! I always thought this was a Nina Simone original.