While I have suffered mightily on this earth for 63 years and 9 months, I know my redeemer lives. GOD has rescued me from certain death so many times I have lost count.
I did trace my fear, a convoluted, winding road straight back to my mother. One that I will describe as the commonest woman that ever lived. If it was her desire to be a low common whore, that is her business. But, to recruit me, to attempt every method she could uncover to force me into captivity, is GOD's business. He said No!
I tire of mental midgets that repeatedly try to reduce my saga, my testimony as mere gossip, normal family drama. I know better! I know GOD has not held my hand and led me through this den of iniquity for naught.
Will good "Christians" sit by while such women take the chief seats in their churches? What is the point of your silence? Will you be liked, preferred, invited, honored, included, because you don't bring "Gloom and Doom"? Because you bury your pain deeply so as not to offend the itching ears of those much more prominent ?
All the "In people" claim to have such perfect carefree lives. They all love each other, trust each other. No one has to wonder if they can leave their children alone with a "loved one". All morals are high in that household. Their houses are always clean and immaculate , as well as their persons and minds. Perfect, perfect , perfect and we have proof on Facebook.
Are you really as happy go lucky as you profess? Have you screamed and carried on with such vile rhetoric and rebuke , that no one dare approach you with the truth? Do you have it made? You are young, you are pretty, you have a college degree (you have been thoroughly indoctrinated without a shred of an education). The world is your oyster.
You have it made, don't you? Can't you see, if not smell, the many, many Martha Janes, just waiting to slay you too?
You may laugh and snicker at my pain now but, I can assure you that one day you will meet the exact same fate. You will be courted, sweep off of your feet by the "love of your life", a complete parasitic reprobate, that thinks he or she deserves to destroy you after using you up just for their narcissistic supply.
Again, not if , merely when. Our world is over run with predators and far too few men and women of valor, of caring, of something as simple as mercy, on this earth. Too busy comparing. Too busy congratulating themselves if they are white or light enough.
satan knows he is running a rigged game designed for the worse closet reprobates to win, and you mealy mouths are helping him.
Shut Up! NEVER! Don't help me! Be rank and disrespectful in your rebuke. Say all manner of unkind things about me. Judge me! Hate me! Say to me what my mother told me; "You ain't ****!"
Rebuke, disown, unfriend me, because I said ****!
What the ****? Are you really that *******dumb? NO! You are just another pusillanimous wimp doing the bidding of your father satan. You have no heart, no courage for anything.
Poor Martha did all of that evil for 87 years, for what? What did she get? What did she take with her? Let's look at it another way, what did we lose? We, the Walters family, lost it all, 65 acres of prime land ((90% prime timber), our family home, a government allotment to NOT grow tobacco, on and on. Then forced, ordered by a MONSTROSITY FOR sATAN TO HONOR HER IN DEATH, IN THE GRAVE!
GOD said NO!!!
I refuse to be part and parcel to this malignant generational curse.
I press on in Jesus name. Praise the LORD!
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