I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, March 12, 2015

The right to protest

My greatest challenge into coming  into the knowledge that my mother was plagued with many, many demons,  is the audacity of hope.  I do feel guilty for speaking up for myself, for telling on her.  For throwing her under the bus , for being a closet demonic beast AND KNOWING IT! HAVING FULL KNOWLEDGE AND PRIVILEGE OF SUCH!.

What a whore!  She drilled secrecy in our brains, our young childish, very impressionable-love-yo-mama-like-a-rock-cause-you-ain't-got-no-daddy-in-evidence, deliberately-starved-for-love psyche .  Never worried about what SHE  did.  Was always more concerned about how it would make her look.

"Look!" Bitch ! You is! what you is! and YOU is a sick, common 'ho!  Claiming you didn't know any better or could not do any better , was totally refuted when you refused to repent at 87 YEARS OLD!

Bitch!  Did you think your "stanking" old ass was going to live forever?  And to hate me, to spread all of that vitriolic hatred AGAINST  me, for simply inquiring about my rape?

The collective silence of your five sons mean absolutely nothing to me.  I know you. I saw you.  You were a world class seductress. A world class Jezebel.  No doubt.  You never passed that art on to me.  (Not one hint, not one skill!, other than to tell me that I was sitting on a Gold Mine.)  No confidence for me.  I was always; "too bad yo'so BLACK!   Bitch you treated me like I had Ebola or Leprosy!

You were not, nor were you ever that color struck!   Granddaddy always said you were ignorant!   He was wrong about you being ignorant.  He should have called you just another common ass nigger, that played ignorant.  "Wicked",  should be stamped on your forehead and death certificate.

No I've got to tell on you!  The world can not take too many more of you lying "stank" devious whores.  You did complain; "Whut 'bout dem men!?"

Fair or not Martha, GOD does hold woman to a higher standard than man,  simply because she is  the nurturer. The WOMAN?MOTHER ,  has the hardest job of all.  It is her responsibility to protect, honor and nurture that child.  That is why GOD selected Virgin Mary to implant His seed in.

Now we know, sometimes GOD selects whores.  Praise the LORD!

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