My Secret Sadist

My Secret Sadist slipped away vowing to never repent, was in fact angry, mad, foaming at the mouth.  Threw every lie, insult, and disgusting name she could think of at me.  Still mystified at 62,  I cried, I prayed, I walked the floor, lost sleep,  lost the vast majority of the people I considered a relative or friend. 

My mother, Martha Jane Walters, was in fact a very sick sadistic sociopath.  So much so, she demands to be known, studied.  You can not continue to refuse to know of her foul sadistic acts in order to enjoy the rest of your life.  She came to disturb the peace, destroy, obliterate, rape and MURDER in secret, silently, stealthily  and Almighty GOD sent me  here to be a World Changer.  You low common women are going to stop or pay for your common perverted mess.

I can assure you that my blog has already aroused the suspicions of many.  These narcissistic mothers do have a strategy and plan.  Triangulation, degradation, mind manipulation .  They do have a pimp mentality. They are all greedy and all extremely immoral. They will use their own children as sex toys and terrorize those same children into deafening silence.

Most of all,  you creepy demon possessed ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing are going to be much more careful before you decide to stand in pulpits lying.

Something has to nag at you if you have a sheard of decency in you.  What about the children suffering with such mothers right now, today?  What about their-lost-never-had-a-chance-souls?

I must say that I am enraged,  can barely control my contempt.  For my entire life of  63 years and 9 months I have been forced to accept the treatment and rebuke that should have been reserved for her.

Yes, I am pretty disgusted because I know and I know that my brothers know,  the true cause of all our misery.  Well, GOD gave us a choice, choose truth and freedom or keep lying and cloaking for that low common slut that called herself "yo'mama". Remain in the dark, in your room waiting for death to over take you.  Or you can pray and ask GOD to deliver you.

You  all don't have to shun me or include me out.  I do not want to be associated with you, I do not want my name in the same sentence with a family or clan that will protect the image of such a creature by their collective silence.

The depth of my mother's evil can not be measured. We  all should be glad she is finally dead and rotting in the ground.   We must do our part to expose and discourage such behavior.  That is the purpose of this blog.  Faith and patience will defeat lying greed and avarice every time.  The Bible is the One True Source of your salvation.

My mother was INCORRIGIBLE , there was NO help for her.  No one can help a pathological liar.  You can not drag them to the truth.  What ever you do,  don't pity them, pity yourself.  We pitied and loved that Mathy Jane.  Look what we reaped, a reversal of fortune.

How can we blame GOD, when clearly in his word He told us to shun evil, "from such stay away'.  He told us they would hide up in our churches.  So those long ***Sundays, six,seven, eight up to twelve hours in church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY WE LIVED WITH YOU!!! Just so you could front!   (Martha, please don't say that you did all of that so you could be the confused bi-sexaul freak you were.)  My LORD! Fake Christians do more to harm the body of Christ than out and out reprobates.  BE WHAT YOU ARE!  LIVE YOUR LIFE! 

I know GOD never intended for my 62 years of pain and confusion be suffered in vain.  If you had or have such a mother, relative, loved one, step on their head!  Come out of that closet they deliberately sealed you in!