What I can't understand ...

how are you going to be my worse enemy, a horrifying abomination, a murdering, ignorant root worker and my mother/ordained minister?  No, you shamed my brothers into the unthinkable.  You didn't get me the way you got them. I fought you back. You found out what a virtuous woman was when you met me.

How are you going to worship GOD and serve satan? You straight nasty.  I know you got raped at 8, so did I.  That one act proved that you were filthy, nasty, carnal, because you wanted to be.   You never apologized or repented because you saw no need.

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You played GOD until you needed Him.  For 87 years you did noting  but try to destroy every good name you heard about.  You were a Python, a heating seeking viper from the very lowest rung of satan's secret hell.