I would be a ghost!

Seriously, if I died suddenly, like right now, I would come back!

Why!?

"I ain't ready to go!  I have some unfinished business."

It is funny!  I love living and this **** is painful!  Most people are blistering blithering idiots.  Selfish, lying, whorish, broke, begging, needing.  I know there are some good people.  (Mighty few, though)  If you have good friends and family please value them.

If there is a scum bag in your family, out them and move on.  NEVER , EVER PUT UP WITH PATHOLOGICAL LIARS!  A pathological liar, is a liar, so common they will keep lying, knowing damn well , you know they are lying.  They will spin back-lies, half-lies, little white-lies, trying to convince you, you,  are the one with the problem.

They will bring major drama, cursing, fighting, breaking, busting, tearing down, tearing up, and throwing a fit until you finally just give up.  Some that are very cowardly will run from you, leave the home for a few days, until you cool off, until you come to your senses.

Dear LORD! Deliver the righteous from such  a succubus, a vexation of the spirit!

These predatory vipers use your love against you.  If you do in fact love them, you are in trouble.

And if they are common enough to put on a begging, crying, pitiful act….RUN!

Love yourself!  Love GOD!  Yes, GOD first!  But,  love yourself.  Have some standards.  Establish boundaries.  Be quick to hear.  Learn to listen, to comprehend.  Don't simply wait your turn to talk, silently planning your vitriolic stinging response,  rather than hearing the opposing party.

"Lean not to your own understanding."  Keep assuming you know anything.   My story is not about race!  My story is NOT a black story.  It is a HUMAN tragedy!  (Any one too dumb to get that,   any slow -to- comprehend person , that keeps insisting that I keep my secrets because my story may embarrass black people.  To you I say;"drop dead" and "the letters will let until they be taken out of the way".  Get out of GOD's way!  Go read a book! Acquire some real knowledge!  Stop repeating myths and above all stop HATING!

We have human tragedies precisely because people are human.  "Human" as in as close to an "animalistic" state as we can get and still resist running in packs and sniffing each other's butt when we greet each other.   Man in his human condition is carnal, selfish, and greedy.  He is uncivilized.

Remember:

• We did not come here to stay always
• Life is a vapor at the longest
• It is what you do for Christ that lasts
• Seek ye first the Kingdom of GOD and all else will be added unto you
• Pray and study your Bible everyday
• Bless as many as you can while you can.  If you can not give them money, offer them your hard won wisdom 

P.S.  I am not the Christian you want to shun.  I am proud of my scars.  Shun the perfect one that claims to have always been perfect.  By the time my mother died at 87, I think she thought she was a virgin! LOL