It serves you right to suffer!

If you know you have a loving, forgiving GOD and you refuse His indwelling … you deserve to suffer.  satan is going to slay you.  You might need a little taste of his mistreatment before you believe.

Cool.  I am willing to see it, watch it.  I will hold your hand.  Your head is hard.  Your neck is stiff.  Your pride is glaring  You are his or you are the LORD's.  There is no in between.  Read your Bible.

Even if you reject GOD, pretend He doesn't exist.  He still is!  He still sees you.  He saw you when you let satan shame you.  Only the indwelling of His Holy Spirit will remove that stain.