I don't remember him ever having a telephone. It didn't matter if he did. You were not telling on this bitch. You could help steal and lie. You could be her dutiful slave or punching bag. But, you better not tell shit.
The saddest truth in my revelation is knowing we feared, were terrified of a coward, a complete pusillanimous coward! Such a small devious mind, playing sick monster to us. Doing things only the sickest mind could possibly dream up. She needed Jesus but didn't want Him. Shunned Him and ran from Him for 87 years. I think she hated her "religious, saved, sanctified, pure as the driven snow" act.
She was a common, lying brute. There is no doubt. She did look innocent. She always looked innocent. As a matter of fact she would hold you, rock you, as she gently washed the blood off of you ,reminding you that what she just did to you was all your fault.
Dear LORD, I just don't want any more loose, lying, hypocritical, sadistic, bulldagging bitches to get cloistered up in another good family and get away clean.
She wasn't worth it. What did she ever contribute to society? Martha does not deserve anonymity and she will never get it from me. Martha was one of those old whorish lying bragging women that always did everything better than you did or possibly could. She still had more men, collected more checks, was still being pursued by men when she was in her eighties! (hilarious)
I am sure the greatest benefit I gained from my long association with Martha is my wisdom. I do think critically. No, I am not brilliant and I do make mistakes. But GOD turns them all in my favor.
Who knew that when my mother would send me to my room with; "Shut the fuuuccckkkkkk uppppppp! YOU TALK TOO FUCKING MUCH!!!" would lead to such great writing skills, to such a clear voice?
GOD knew!
PTL!
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