What GOD has for me ...

is for me and it can not be taken away from me, denied me,  in any way.  And yes, I saw you and felt you always.  You would have done better concentrating on your own gifts.

It took my brother 25 years to come back here and reveal the true cause of all my pain and anguish.

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No, it didn't make me happy.  I was rather infuriated, but patient.  I did try to fix it.  You can't fix anything when you are dealing with liars and deniers.