My poor mother lived 87 years bragging on her color and swearing dark skin people were the bain of her existence when in fact she was something so repulsive she had to hide from herself. Something so common she hated everyone that could live a sincere life.
Why you must know my life story; Martha Jane Walters is the tip of the iceberg. The proliferation of such women, such mothers signals the downfall of man. When my book is published it is my prayer that all men and women will exercise great caution before they create a life.
Men and women that freely fornicate with any and every one, do it if you want to, but you will be deeply ashamed. Women left with these unwanted children will punish them forever.
I have pieced my mother's horrible reprobate life together and it is obvious to me why she became a sick sadistic lying whore. She was lost, blind, stupid and extremely rebellious. I found my own mother in 2 Timothy 3:1 -7. Don't laugh, don't mock, don't scorn, you will be there soon enough if you are a liar, if you fail to crucify your flesh. If you mock GOD. If inwardly you hate GOD and His commandments.If you carry secret jealousy and covetousness in your heart.
"But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come For (wo)men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient, ungrateful, unholy, unloving,
irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure, rather than lovers of GOD; holding a form of godliness, although they have denied its power, and avoid such (wo) men as these. For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."
Praise GOD almighty! I read that and nearly fell out of my seat. GOD's WORD predicted my mother , described her down to her teeth.
- No one loved Martha more than Martha loved Martha. She was her favorite person. Now I know why she took me shopping , just to buy herself a Cadillac trunk full of shoes;"I want all of these (10 pair) in every color you have! I am very sure she ended up with one hundred pairs of shoes! I remember that day clearly in Buster Brown's in Eutaw Shopping Center on Bragg Boulevard ….Oh, Gwen pick you out a pair (a pair as in ONE) from the sales rack"
- Boastful, all my mother did was brag on herself. No one that knew her can ever call me a liar on that score. "I'm light bright and damn near white! I can scrambled a nigga's brains lak an egg!"
- Arrogant, if you knew her you know she looked down on every one not as fortunate as she was . Her greatest pleasure was whizzing by fellow church members, walking to Wesley Chapel in the hot sun on Highway 301, in her long sleek Cadillac.
- Revilers, disobedient to parents. My mother took great pride in doing everything her father kindly advised her not to do. Ungrateful, just like clockwork, my mother was on my grandfather's porch begging for money, because some man had done her wrong. Money! Money! Money! you could never give Martha enough of your money. She never paid you back. Be foolish enough to remind her of a debt she owed. You would be lucky to escape without any blood being shed.
- Unholy, very unholy, all practitioners of "Witchcraft" are unholy. Unloving; she was iceberg cold when she wanted to be, beating you severely and always calling you every filthy name she could think of. I have a handsome brother that thinks he is ugly. My mother made him pay for being an "outside" child. She was newly married to her 2nd husband, tried to abort this baby at 6 month gestation in 1956! He was born weighing two pounds 2 ounces and she made him pay for embarrassing her. A poor boy, tall and brown just like her lover. Her unsolicited explanation ;"He look lake my mama's people."
- Irreconcilable! She sent me a fecal matter smeared letter for no reason other than to blame for her third husband fleeing her. (The man ran for his life when he realized what he had married. She tried to tie a "knot in his tale". Martha very cleverly seduced her men into doing the unthinkable, molesting and raping her children for her pleasure ,then she held it over their heads if they ever tired of her abuse. I was estranged from her for 9 years for that "letter". GOD sent me back to her. I totally forgave her for everything. She responded with the secret treachery she heaped on me unawares.
- Malicious gossip, Martha's favorite pastime was getting on the phone, lying and tearing everyone she knew down.
- Without self control, none, moved her soon to be 3rd husband in after knowing him less than 45 minutes. Moved him in, lock , stock and barrel, while her 2nd husband was serving in Viet Nam! Had sex with a bunch of men, in my presence, when I was 19! (I ain't been right since)
- Haters of good, Well she sure hated her daddy and she sure hated me. Called me a lame do-gooder, "Miss Goody-two-shoes" was my family name. She taunted me for being honest, a truth teller. (My LORD! My LORD!)
- I thought I would go through the list. There is no need I have made my point. She did deny the power of Almighty GOD in favor of conjure and voodoo.
- GOD did tell us to avoid such people. But it is very difficult when you are born into the cluthes of such an abomination.
Study your Bible daily children. Put some flesh on GOD's WORD. I know that Almighty GOD saved me. Placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from my evil, vile, repugnant mother. He stood in the gap for me, prayed for me, for us.
I did morn and cry when I lost my entire family. But GOD told me that it is all in Divine Order. "Many are called, few are chosen." Hate me, shun me, revile, ridicule me if you want to. If you can't receive this message, clearly it was not meant to be. You can serve evil fickle man if you want to , "As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD!"
No, I will never shut up and I will not back down. "Let he who hath ears hear." And Always Praise the LORD! Be abundantly blessed today as you continue on your way. But if you ever wonder why you can't quite get there, do know that it is your disobedience. satan has you in the palm of his hand and every time Jesus sends and angel to save you , you swat her away.
Salvation is free. the way of the transgressor is hard. The price you will pay for your failure to heed GOD's WORD is too high a price to pay. Sin is not worth the anguish. And never forget satan is a lying trickster! Look what he did to my poor mother.
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