The fact that she was a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR did not help her.
Dear LORD, please forgive me. I know that I should not be glad that my mother is dead. But, I will not lie. I am jubilant ! That woman was a beast! Dear LORD, if you have any more women like that, do the best you can to keep them away from GOD's innocent children.
Make them known LORD, reveal them. Sometimes I do get a little lonely. I have no friends , well very , very few. I have no family, very few relatives dare even associate with ME! It tears me up inside to be hated on account of her. I wonder if any one can possibly know what it feels like to be hated and despised by your own mother for 62 years? Lied on and set up repeatedly, always trying to arrange some sexual assault ? Canceling great careers. I could have been the first black female anchor in Greensboro, NC. I foolishly shared that news with my mother. So you know it never happened. The first black paralegal with the city attorney for Fayetteville, NC.
My daughter wants to know why I kept sharing, keep trying to win her love. It had to be GOD's will, His Divine Order. Or perhaps I am as dumb as my mother always declared me to be.
The wicked demons eyes would turn fire red and she would mock me; "Yo' life didn't turn out lak you planned it, did it?" Get a pet, a little dog or cat, express love for it, it would be dead the next day.
I really didn't know more mistreatment was even possible. Any one that prefers to shine her "halo" and pretend that she was a preacher must be just as wicked, just as demon possessed as she was.
Jesus told us that many are called and few are chosen. When GOD said few, He sure meant few. I had no idea he meant few as in "two", LOL.
One thing about it, I am not stupid. My ignorant mother told me that I thought too much of myself! Woman you were a fool! One complete idiot. Every time I think about your "dirt chunking", I fall on my knees!
You blithering idiot! And it hurts me to know, in order for my family to still love you, to still fear you and you as dead as dead can be, they must be operating on one brain cell!
Than you Jesus, you said to shun, from such stay away.
I know you all know! If you are as dumb as you pretend to be, you deserve to be lost. You deserve the hell you are rotting in. You all have Mathy Jane disease. Talking to her lying *** was like preaching to a brick wall. At least she would pretend to listen. She did pretend to love the LORD and she would repeat the good information you taught her.
And for all the friends and family that shun me for my unrelentless rant about severe sexual child abuse, you are liars too. You are merciless and uncaring also. Pray! Pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.
*"There are only two states f being: submission to GOD and goodness or refusal to submit to anything beyond one's own will - which refusal automatically enslaves one to the forces of evil. We must ultimately belong either to GOD or the devil. This paradox was, of course, expressed by Christ when He said, 'Whosoever will save his life shall lose it. And whosoever shall lose his life, for my sake, shall find it."
"There is no neutral ground in the universe: every square inch, every split second is claimed by GOD and counter claimed by satan." C.S. Lewis
"We must choose."
If you really want to know why I am so devastated, my mother was so good. I am sure no greater closet demo monstrosity has ever lived. With that, my greatest wish is death to tyrants, and a miserable torturous death to all baby rapers.
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