Glorified!

He said no weapon formed against me would prosper and that is exactly what He meant.  An old simple minded, fast ***, fallen, whorish woman,  thought she knew every thing and falsely believed every man wanted her, or should want her.  Even kin, it didn't matter.

Why?   Rebellious, hard headed, full of pride and she did seriously hate GOD.  She hated GOD for His commandments and she hated her saintly, truly saved father , for constantly , gently admonishing her.

Poor foolish Martha was lured to the dark side with her great gifts for the occult and her serious insane jealousy.  She hated her own first cousin *Ivey Jane for have "straight as a shingle" hair and being more white looking.   Martha raged so irrationally that she threw *Ivey Jane's brand new "Sunday-go-to-meetin'" shoes in the fireplace.

Little evil redheaded Mathy Jane was always up to no good.  She was unexplainable and dreadfully evil.  I found my mother again today in Isaiah 65!

What is it?  GOD's Divine Order! Hallelujah!

Please permit me to take you a little further in this WORD.

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13 - 14: "Therefore thus saith the LORD GOD, Behold, my servants shall eat, but ye shall be hungry; behold, my servants shall drink, but ye shall be thirsty: behold, my servants shall rejoice, but you shall be ashamed: Behold, my servants shall sing for joy of heart, but ye shall cry for sorrow of heart, and shall howl for vexation of spirit."

23 -24 :"They shall not labor in vain, nor bring forth for trouble; for they are the seed of the blessed of the LORD, and their offspring with them.  And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer: and while they are yet speaking, I will hear."

"They shall not labor in vain"  GOD did not call me here to be Mathy's footstool, her dirty washrag.  A woman so common she offered her own little brown bastard children to her lovers, just because she could.

My mother never tired of showing me how much she truly hated me, was viciously jealous of me and fully intended to ruin me and make me a worse wretch than she was.  GOD did not permit me to suffer and survive her secret cowardly torture for 62 years  for nothing.  For people to say; "Just get over it! Move on with your life."  At 63 this is my life.  At the longest it is not long.  This is the last chapter of my book.  Why didn't some of you tell that horrid lying "preaching, reaching, scavenging"  whore to leave me alone?

Did she foolishly think she was winning?  Apparently so.  Was she as common as bat ****, like the people in Wade Station, North Carolina, always said?  Apparently so.

I have surmised that abominable fear and sheer ignorance,  kept Mathy "protected" from the law.and the horror of her many acts and daily deeds,  kept us stunned, mortified,  in the deep shame that she should have experienced.

"…nor bring forth trouble."; I am not telling to make trouble.  I am telling because GOD told me to tell!  Because I promised her I would tell when I was eight years old and she cussed me out for having the nerve to complain about being viciously RAPED!

"Dry dem f***** tears up! The mo' you cry, the less you piss!"

"… for they are the seed of the blessed of the LORD,"   I am the offspring of a brilliant, anointed man of GOD!  JEROME WALTERS!   I know that he was blessed because he was a black man that acquired 65 acres of land in the rural south when blacks were prohibited from buying  such land.  I know he was blessed because he had orchards, vineyards, barns, a huge rambling ranch style home.  I know he was blessed because he could lend and never mention repayment!  I know he was blessed because to hear him speak,  would put you in awe.   He was wise, he was kind and most of all he was humble.  A  great anointed man of GOD,  that his own ignorant, foul, succubus of a daughter, did dare MURDER!  Why? Jealous! Covetous!    She did laugh at him, lie on him, at us, on us for our entire lives.  Did offer us up as sacrifices to her family and friends in order to divert attention from her foul life.   And did die thinking that she would get away forever.

Did die cursing GOD, bragging that she wasn't repenting for ****!

She did MURDER him in 1979.  I did start contacting my family and the Fayetteville Police Department in 1988, all to no avail.

A woman that will rape and brutally assault her own babies,  a woman that did brag about flushing 5 of her babies down the toilet, would have no problem shooting and old 84 year old infirm man in the heart.

For all my nay sayers that say; "Forget it!"  Are you really that common? that immoral?  My grandfather was not a dog or a blowfly.  He was a poor man liken unto Job,  vexed with the most whorish rebellious daughter possible.

How dare you be dumb enough to permit this world to identify your heroes for you.  You worship, remember and cherish the name of men that you didn't know.  Tomas Jefferson took the virginity of 13 year old Sally Hemmings and made her his concubine when he was 42.  I bet you skin and grin when you hear his name.  You cherish his face on that money.

George Washington never had any children, he was rendered sterile as a result of syphilis and he died from pneumonia when Martha held a musket on him and made him stand in the Potomac river for hours when she caught him fornicating in the slave quarters.

You don't read, you don't study, but you scoff and quick to tell me to shut up!  I will shut up when we "disremember"  the Holocaust.  When we forget slavery and every war fought for personal freedom and liberty.

I am Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, the proud granddaughter of a righteous man, the man that saved my life.  Praise the LORD!