I've been wrong my whole life, too black to be so smart, too smart despite being so black.
A mother commoner than bat shit!
No, I want you to know. You need to know, because if you are sexually perverted or carnally controlled like this woman, you are going to be satan's lying, sneaky, disingenuous beast as well.
You will be "ratched ", your feet will be swift to run to mischief. Your innocent victims will suffer and you will never admit to anything.
It is like a breath of Spring air! I am exhaling now. Dear LORD thank you for your courage! Looking back over my life I cannot recall one day in sixty-four years this ignorant whorish woman was not vexing me.
What did she want? Nothing! The complete simpleton was doing the bidding of her master, her father satan. Martha Jane Walters was not going to be deterred, detained, prevented, stopped or even slowed down.
Have you ever been run over by a Mac truck? I have! From the moment that sick demonic whore got her claws on me, on us. Gurrrrrrrrrrrhhh! You don't know, you don't want to know. Well remain a mental midget. Deny the Holy Ghost. Let your child, your grandchild, end up in the hands of a Mathy Jane. Remain too blind, too thick, too delusional. Keep worrying about how the world will receive you. This world doesn't care about you either. Every family is dysfunctional . We are dysfunctional because of Cain, the curse of envy, jealousy.
Jealousy is a burden. That is the burden that Jesus asks you to bring to Him, to leave it there. Not the truth. Not the pure truth about your mother. grandmother, aunt, cousin, friend, acquaintance , pastor.
How dare you sit up in some one's church every Sunday, dumb as a post. "There is no such thing as "witchcraft"!" Blasting, broadcasting your illiteracy! Your stupidity! Revealing the fact that you have never read the Bible.
I know what I know! Most of all I am glad GOD saved me! Praise the LORD!
"Come ye out from among them" Who LORD? Those silly men and women with "itching ears" that think GOD is impressed with their tithing, perfect attendance, phony preaching and prophesying. Secretly cloaked reprobates, mocking GOD. Laughing at Him and those that truly believe.
Like I said, GOD does not need you. You need GOD. I need GOD. satan started brutalizing me early, bruised my courage, nearly took my life. satan did not get my common sense. I can see, stupid! satan did not get my tenacity either. I fully educated myself! No mother, no father, no government helped me.
Then here comes this viperous jealous slut, determined to rob and rape all those she did not manage to kill with a host hanger abortion. GOD said No!
You were a nasty INCESTUOUS whore that pretended to love GOD as a "get over". Jesus predicted you, warned us you were coming. He saved me, Jesus saved me from you.
Read the signs, read your Bible. GOD reveals in His Word how silly whorish women can be brought into captivity and totally ruin the lives of every one they touch. I caught one. The most vile woman I hope you never know.
These Jezebel spirited women do turn to conjure, do deliberately ruin their sons, emasculate them.
It is heart breaking. But it doesn't have to be. Dear LORD I am praying , asking humbly that you save all those that want to be saved. Bring them out LORD.
Martha saddled us with her shame. Martha started early, sexual abuse and brutal beatings all under the guise of a caring mother.
These women have no power, they have cunning. They have no morals, no love, not one ounce of maternal instinct. What they have is extreme jealousy and serious delusions.
Dear LORD I thank you fro turning my mother's evil, deluded, sick sociopath mind against me. Thank you for delivering me from the hands of satan, yet once again!
damned if that evil ridiculous whore didn't hit me again. While I am laughing, I sure am tired. It is getting too late in the day for such ignorance. It is true, while we rarely talked about it, ole evil Mathy Jane, would hit you a lick. There was nothing you could do. Once born to her, once you became acquainted with her, you were going to get a "root".
Martha Jane Walters had to "root", exercise control over your life because she had zero control over her own. Martha could not control her sexual urges, spending or her extreme treacherous jealousy.
Am I tired of fighting this beast? Of course! While I do blame my mother, it is satan, the ruler of darkness. She chose him rather than humble herself and ever be wrong.
Once again GOD is delivering me from the hand of evil doers. I brought nothing into this world and I certainly will not take anything out.
Other than my dignity. I will take my dignity. No dead slut rotting in her grave is going to brag that she scrambled my brains, rendered me feeble minded, and got away completed unscathed.
World do know that my mother, Martha Jane Walters lived for 87 years doing exactly as she pleased under the cover of being a "Christian". Hogwash! The fact is her dust off of those graves had no power. It was her cruelty that destroyed us. Sexual, physical, emotional and financial abuse all cloistered behind the name "MOTHER".
MOTHER, just one more of her Martha's titles. She loved titles. She was a madame, and a reverend. She was even bestowed with the coveted title "mother of the church" . "Come Jesus"!
Please do not stand on your pride. I know you didn't know. It was not for you to know. GOD did put blinders on us. Take them off. It is high time to take the blinders off less you continue to fall victim to such men and women.
In actuality she was the feeble minded one. When you have to die, approach your grave cursing your loved ones begging you to repent, you are beyond feeble minded, beyond ignorant. You are lost.
Dear LORD, when a girl child is born on this earth and volunteers to become a scourge on her family and no one stands against her in death, we have become a family, a nation, a world of the pure feeble minded.
Surely I must be 50, 60, 100, 200 years ahead of my time. So be it. I can not remain silent, a blithering idiot because I am worried about what people will think about me. If I have to keep my pain inside me, festering, causing excruciating pain in every joint and muscle, to be accepted. It will not happen!
Just when did you like me in the first place? Ignorant black people telling me since age eight to stop writing because black people can't write. Ignorant white people , you can write but we don't like what you write about.
All liars, cloakers and deceivers. We are all, black and white, crabs in a barrel. We will ultimately destroy ourselves. No, it will not be water, but fire next time.
It is my earnest desire to spread good will on earth, to expose every vile INCESTUOUS Pedophile that ever lived.
I will not lie! I WILL NOT KEEP SILENT AND I WILL BE HEARD!
She got me again! I am laughing and crying at the same time. That was Mathy's specialty. She would "root" you out of your home if she thought it was too fine for you. Of course a tent in the woods would be too fine for me according to her.
I heard this man on Maury refer to a woman as a THOT (That 'Ho Out There). That was my mother. You could not win. You were going to be made to suffer and dammit you better like it. You were going to be lied on and you better not say shit.
One thing you better not ever do, bring up any of her wrong doing, ever! She wasn't going to admit it and she was going to stalk you with "witchcraft" for saying any thing. It really didn't matter, she was going to stalk you with "witchcraft" regardless.
Martha was a reprobate, and she did what all reprobates do, run to mischief. I am not worried about this foreclosure. That 'ho put the "hoodoo" on this house. This is the third time she struck me down! She hated me with a passion for winning 969 Gaston Street. Had black gooey globs growing on the walls. She showed out! Must have emptied that murdered man's plot.
"We Hagar's chullun." No bitch! You are Hagar's child! I'm not! I am GOD"s Child!
Dumb ass ******! Still "chunking" dust, knowing full well you will never prosper.
I heard the expression ; "A leopard never changes it's spots." It is the truth. If you have and old reprobate whorish mother, she will never change. Jesus told us to shun all evil, please listen.
Most of all, know your truth, come to your truth just as soon as you can.
that you get this, receive this. The evil one(evil, satan, beelzebub, lucifer, bad luck, hard luck, old slew foot, what ever you want to call it) wants your courage. Really, what good is a scared "Christian"? If you are a silent "Christian", you are a "Christian" in name only. The word Christian should mean that you are a follower of CHRIST not man. Followers of CHRIST follow His example, down to turning the other cheek. Yes, "turning the other cheek". I found out June 4, 2015, I am not there yet. (Pray for me)
Christians are much too timid concerning fake Christians. Fake "Christians" have completely taken over the "Church". Just blatantly taken over. I know I can testify first hand. My MOTHER was an ordained minister and a WITCH! Yes, she was DOUBLE MINDED! Yes, she vexed the hell out of US, UNTIL THE DAY SHE DIED!
This is why Jesus Christ admonishes us concerning our lack of faith or weak faith. "Many are called, few are chosen." "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction."
Strangely there was not one day in 62 years that I did not feel Martha's awful hatred, her ravenous jealousy, her extreme ignorance. She did an excellent job of hiding it, but I always suspected something dark, haunting, demonic, evil, carefully cloaked by her sudden profusely loving gestures and comments, every once in a while, every now and agin.
Martha was generally a very irritable woman. Your opinion, better be the same as her opinion or you were quickly labeled a dimwit, an absolute idiot, a fool. Do know that she used this exact same tactic to get you to do wrong. Why? So she could laugh, get on the phone and talk about you, show evidence of some one worse off than she was, dumber than she was,more pathetic, commoner.
I thank GOD that I never fully comprehended how despicably evil she really was. Her greatest defense to me was that she was just like the rest of the world. That she was normal and I was the one abnormal. Me and granddaddy were some goody-two shoes, some moral freaks. Some weird people doing the impossible (maintaining GOD's impossible standards) and demanding the impossible. Demanding that she be truthful, live the life she talked about. GOD forbid any one live the life they actually pretend to support. Of course she was lying. Just playing another head game.
So, the evil one takes silly whorish women captive, deludes them . Some writhe with hatred due to their severe ignorance. Any man or woman practicing "witchcraft", conjure, "voodoo" in the 21st Century is beyond my comprehension. Once discovered, I am not about to deny what I know, what I saw, no matter how deplorable.
I certainly can understand why my mother was drawn to "witchcraft". Why she clung to it, it, this "situation" is not so easy to explain, (especially to the unbeliever) other than it is all in Divine Order. The saddest fact is, she knew to repent. Martha Jane Walters did deliberately and consciously side with satan. Period. That is my whole life in a nutshell.
I will not be terrorized by her DIRT! Her demons, flying monkeys, incredible truth, repugnant life. BOW DOWN sATAN!" Get out of my way!
Once Martha got a little taste, saw the incredible fear she easily instilled, the control she commanded, she wasn't about to give it up.
I do think Martha suffered with a type of retardation, an affliction. She really could not comprehend the difference between beating or raping a baby or a grown adult person. There are far too many people living with such beasts, confused because these whores will cry, buy you gifts, lie , manipulate and stalk you just for knowing their truth. Just for being related to them, for being in close proximity. GOD put enmity between His children and the children of the evil one, his vipers. My mother was clearly a viper.
I certainly believe Tina Turner. What's Love Got To Do With It)
That was my mother, jealous, brutal, extremely violent , selfish, self centered. It is important to me for people to know, all Martha's evil never profited her any thing. As a matter of fact she lost big time.
My family used to have sixty-five acres of land sitting right on I-95. GOD will take from the wicked and give to the righteous.
I am in Your hands, take the wheel LORD, You are in control.
When did I hunger? No, you didn't give me so much as a drop of water, nor a bite to eat. I , like Jesus will be able to say that to some people very close to me one day. I forgive you. How could you know? You had no teacher.
Our "churches" are overrun with greed mongers. People work themselves to death, frantically trying to out do each other. We are all blithering idiots, chasing that almighty dollar to our graves. The vast majority of us lean to our own misunderstanding.
Luckily for me I was born into the demonic clutches of an extremely evil woman and no father in evidence. A woman so cruel and ignorant she blatantly tortured me for sixty-two years. No remorse, not so much as a half-ass apology. She never tired of her head games. Died laughing and cursing GOD at eighty-seven years old.
What good does it do for any one to reach extremely old age and never be able to say they did one thing for the Kingdom? That preaching was for Mathy, to be seen. I know so many old people in the church, SILENT! Old as dirt, yet afraid to speak up for Christ. "Just don't say nutting'"
There was always this secret enmity between us (me and my mother). She hated me and I hated the way she treated me. If I had just one dime for every time she cursed me, bruised me, deliberately and secretly had me sexually assaulted by her "husband", I would be a millionaire.
The beauty is I survived. I was made strong in my weakness. I was utterly forsaken by every one that I love. But, not my grandfather. I know now that he was tortured by her for me. I thank him for his tremendous sacrifice.
Through him I learned not to live for man, to be a man pleaser. I certainly learned GOD's Word. GOD has never left or forsaken me, no not once. And He never will.
Spit on me because you think I am too black, too old, too broke, too worthless. Call me a weak whiner. Call me selfish! I know very few people can withstand the type of pain I've been made to endure.
My whorish mother made me suffer because she didn't want me. Simple as that. She was a lazy woman that just wanted to be a whore, a low prostitute and her interfering father refused to let her.
You may not want to know my story. You don't have to. I don't listen to you, I listen to GOD. The kind of pain I was made to suffer is utterly ridiculous. It makes no sense! I should not be apologizing for the color of my skin and trying to prove I am worthy of anyone's love at sixty-four years old.
No, you don't get to tell me what to talk about, tell me what you don't want to hear , as long as I see pictures of raped, ruined infants and small children on Facebook, on the Internet.
That is my Cause, innocent children. No I can not erase the horrible images seared into my brain. Nor can I snatch low life men and women out of the pulpit. I know they are there. You know they are there.
Yes, I fully intend to talk about you like a dog Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church on Yadkin Road in Fayetteville , North Carolina. I am curious. What kind of "church" are you running? What is gong on? Demonic "root workers" in your church!
You are right, no you don't have to ever answer to me but you are all going to have to answer to a much higher Power one day.
Every one in my family is going to have to answer. Brother, the one that lied, claimed that he was never touched, violated sexually, why? Why are you lying and upholding a very dead demon?
Even if she, they, didn't touch you, what about me? My life means nothing to you. You know she shot your grandfather down like a dog! Are you just going to pretend that it never happened?
You are cursed with a curse! Every last one of you! Read your Bible. Read about the prophet Abraham, compare him to your grandfather. Abraham was in Covenant with GOD! Jerome Walters was in Covenant with GOD!
Do just like you want to or do like you must. It is all in Divine Order. Follow your mother to the grave loving satan, deny GOD. Claim you still fear her, are still terrified. Claim I'm crazy, don't know what I'm talking about.
Call me a body without head. One thing for sure, you are going to need GOD one day. He may ask you how you treated His children, the orphans, the misused and abused. Be sure you tell GOD how you didn't have time, that you didn't know it was Him.
Make sure you tell him how black I was, how worthless, old and whiny. Tell him how no one else cared about me either.
Be careful how you treat people, how you mistreat people. Make money your god if you want to. Step on and step over people trying to reach your goals. Keep pleasing man. I hope you are never thirsty, or hungry.
Jesus did tell us that our enemies would be of our own household. I heard that scripture my whole life, never fully comprehending it's true meaning. He also told us ravenous wolves would dress up in sheep's clothing and preach! Again, I had no comprehension. I know now! I fully comprehend now. Sure, Martha died laughing , falsely believing that she destroyed all six of her children, slyly, clandestinely .
Lies you tell satan! The hilarious truth is, I would have been just like you if you had loved me. Dear LORD I thank you for letting my mother gut me like a fish.
I thank you for my awesome journey, for the many lessons I have learned. Thank you for my faith and courage.
