Nina Simone - If He Changed My Name

The greatest gift of loving the LORD Jesus Christ, He doesn't care how wrong you've been, for how long, you are forgiven.

There is no excuse for anyone to die unrepentant.  He told us even in the last hour we can come into the Kingdom.

Praise the LORD!

Vexation of the spirit is real

My tormentor knew she was a tormentor.  However, tormenting is all she wanted to do.  So,  you suffered? What did she care?  You were just "collateral damage".  She could not get "off" without harming others in the worse possible way.  So you are her child, blood kin?  "It sucks to be you."  

Unfortunately we do live in a world where it is much too difficult to take the time to care about others.  Particularly if you are of the "weak faith-ed", "lean-to-you-own-understanding" variety.  satan is a monster.  s/he fights dirty.  A woman low and common enough to enslave her own children through demonic filth should not be honored.  She should not be ignored.  Without rebuke she will just proliferate as she has been doing.

The woman is the first teacher, the nurturer.  A child's mind is wet clay in the hands of his first teacher.  A corrupt woman will make a corrupt child or at least try.  Sometimes that child instinctively knows, some how senses how evil this parent is and shuns her.  Some times this child has a grandfather that is righteous.  Praise the LORD. When she falls prey to sick evil, the world is lost. 

I just want to warn this world about women , mothers like mine.     My mother  could not care less about me and bragged about it.  "The mo' you cry, the less you piss!";  was the Cayenne   pepper she threw in my open wounds with the vilest hatred and lamest excuse.  I (we) ruined her life.  She could have been a doctor, a lawyer, a great writer,  if GOD had not burdened her with our sorry asses.

Make sure you know and never forget, some women, some men,  are pure demonic sadists!  Some so evil they can successfully practice the greatest evil for eighty-seven years right under your nose, right in your own family.  Right in your own church.

You better pay attention!

Do not fear her!  Expose her!  Resist the devil and she will flee.

Praise the LORD!

Come on up a little higher

My LORD from Zion!  I always knew that I would look back over my life , grief stricken.  Of course , I lived grief stricken.  But who doesn't?  Life is shocking, most lives are tragic.  You are going to come in contact with some evil treacherous people on this earth.  Please do not assume "kinship" protects you.  All to often "kinship" makes you the hapless victim.  Dear LORD protect all the children born into the hands of absolute demonic lunatics!  Dear LORD protect your children from their evil mothers.

People are so critical and abhorrent to people we consider "homeless", people down on their luck.  Few of us pause to consider how close we are.  Few consider what "Christianity" really means.  Have you ever read the Bible?  The woman that had only a tiny measure of meal and  oil and this transient comes to her door talking about he was a prophet and God told him, blah, blah,  …    You know the story, she obeys, all ends well.   Bottom line, she was obedient to the Spirit of the LORD.  We can not do that today.  I will not lie.  No random man better come up to my door with that story.

We are too jaded. Too paranoid.  Too experienced. Our faith is much too weak.  Especially when I see on one of these Justice shows , where a woman was evangelizing and got raped and murdered.

satan is a beast, s/he is vicious. s/he is ravenous, can't be satisfied.  The sad truth is, extremely jealous relatives that deliberately attempt to destroy their own progeny, are not that rare. Terror, sheer terror is their method of enslavement.

Fear is the weapon of the evildoer.  That is why Jesus tells us not to fear.  My mother always scoffed at that wisdom, opting for fear, lying and extreme violence.

I do feel sorry for the youth of today.  It is hard for them to socialize.  Far too many ignorant violent young people.  Hordes of rowdy, violent youth reflect our nation.  We are what we produce.  Our public schools are extremely poor.  Meer warehouses.  We will all reap this mess.  We allowed it.

Fear.  I finally had to shut up and just "teach".  Unemployed with a child is no joke.  Every blow hard against a "livable wage" should have to ride MARTA through the "'hood".

Treat people the way you want to be treated.  Quit color coding and hating.  Seek knowledge, get some understanding.

Praise the LORD!

"Rebellion is as unto witchcraft …"

Please shun witchcraft, cursing (putting bad wishes on others).  You will lose.  You will become delusional and never know you are losing.  You  will become evil and hateful.  Your looks, status, wealth will not matter.  You will rot!  You will plot constantly,  demanding that your entire world hurt, because you hurt.  You hide your hurt with grandiose behavior .  You hurt worse when you are caught being phony, lying, fornicating, scheming, being less than perfect. You hate yourself.  You can not admit it.  You must destroy, make your detractors less than you. You will not accept being less than perfect.  You are a narcissist.  You do not need to change.  The entire world needs to change.  You will just live alone and rot.  You will not change.  You will not be wrong!  You will not pray. 

Mothers, be "mothers", nurturers, care givers, providers, encouragers.  Be real.  Share your mistakes with your children.  Do not yell, scream, curse, intimidate, infuriate.  Do not be a bully! Only satan taken by force.

You can behave like a savage mongrel if you want to.  You are not going to get away.  Plus, you are not that stupid.  Manipulative, sure, but you were never nearly as empty and primitive as you pretended to be.

Something happened.  No, not when you smashed a puppy to death as a child.  Something went wrong when your parents let you take over.  Something went wrong when you were permitted to run amuck!

Mothers, tell your sons and daughters how important virtue is.  Teach them that their bodies are temples of the Holy Ghost.

No, Martha, I no longer accept your extreme promiscuity as a reason, as justification for your extreme cruelly and greed.  It was you.  You are you!  It happens.  Sometimes men and women become human blow flies.  A man, any man that has to be forced by law to provide for his own child is a maggot.  A human maggot.

You should be ashamed to come around.  You look very conspicuous when your parental instinct does not kick in until success shows up.  The child you had nothing to do with, grows up and becomes very successful without you.  Here you come!  Why!? Who needs you?  "Get thee behind me satan!"  I say you are the same simple parasite you have always been.

No matter what.  GOD is righting  wrongs.

Women (men) , never sink low enough to harm a child.  Never abuse a child!  If you do, humble yourself and apologize.

Praise the LORD!

Dragnet

It took a dragnet for me to catch my mother.  No, it wasn't that she was nearly as brilliant as she claimed to be.  It wasn't that her demonic voodoo and conjure was nearly perfect.  The fact is she was beyond common, far exceeded and surpassed any known form of protracted cruelty.

Martha Jane Walters was ****ed Up!  She should have been murdered.  She deserved to be executed so many times.  When you become something so horrible people refuse to recognize how despicable you are,   when people choose to just walk away because you are a mongrel.  I finally had to admit what no one had the coruage to ever tell me, to say aloud.  Martha Jane Walters was a MONSTROSITY!  A mongrel homemade monster that GOD warned us was coming.

Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD! I was barely eight years old, standing there bleeding and hurting from the deeds of my sick , sadistic, demonic, ignorant, whorish ass, common ass, scum dog of a mother, and her "husband"  had done to me,  crying, screaming; "I'm gon' tell GOD on you!"  This "stanking", illiterate, retarded, immoral prostitute whore, standing their  yelling back; "YOU AIN'T TELLIN' SHIT!"

Lies you tell "stanking" bitch!  You were never that dumb!  You are a liar! You never felt that  sex  was that good.  That is the bullshit you sold my brothers.  What a low whore you are!  How many women are really like you?

satan convinced your dumb ass to move up in the Church.  Commit you sick repugnant perversions all week long and just move into the Church every Sunday. Just stay all day! Never miss a Sundy.  Look religious.  Look and act the part.   Sunday school, Service that never ended, evening service, conferences, church, church, church.   We had to languish there, live there , with you,  with your greedy whorish immoral ass. Bitch! You dumb ass!  What did you think?  Were you paying some kind of penitence ?  Were you doing time?  Just who do you think you were fooling?

 I was listening!  I was reading!  Jesus told on you!  Jesus revealed your low stupid ass.  GOD warns us of how satan takes simple women captive.  He sure got your dumb ass.

A preacher!  ******** please! *****! Just how ******** retarded does a person have to be to honor you for fifty, sixty, seventy,  years? Damn! You must have believed your own bullshit about color.  No you didn't.  You had children of every color in the rainbow and mistreated all of us.

You better be glad GOD kept me blind, kept me in a semi-coma, kept me terrified of you because I would have straight  killed your ass,  bitch!  If I had known, had comprehended and processed that you had actually shot my grandfather in the heart , that would have been your last day on earth.

GOD has a purpose and and a plan.  While I measure less that five feet in my stocking feet, I feel twenty feet tall.  I went to The Potter's House yesterday and danced all over your bur head!

Praise the LORD!

"Be not the first ...

by whom the new is tried, nor the last to lay the old aside."    My grandfather, Jerome Walters , taught me that.  I am sure some Trump supporters wish they had heard that before they were caught on film kissing his ass.

The blessing of surviving a demonic mother,  as I did , I learned to recognize her tactics. Tactics, strategies, methods and methodologies straight from lucifer himself.   Martha's first ploy was to blow you up with flattery and gifts.  Look at those forty-five "black preachers" paid to play the role of pure coons.   Sadly the day of the coon is over.  We don't have to do that any more.

Talent, gifts, intelligence, honesty and justice, trump malicious hate filled empty rhetoric every time.  It is clear that this  man is stirring the racist "white privilege " pot.  Who is biting?  Just what person is taking this bait? The unlearned, the woefully uneducated.  People still ethnocentric, Eurocentric.  The painfully weak faithed.  People with Jesus on their lips, far from their hearts, disingenuous phonies.

Slow your roll , dumb ass.  Think critically for once.  GOD did not call us to be perfect.  GOD knows we are a mess, ever last one of us.  If you can do evil, over and over for eighty-seven years, get to the end and curse you greatest victim out, you are a worthless maggot.

My mother died knowing exactly who and what she was.  She did not care because she would not care.  She wanted to believe the color of her skin gave her permission.  That she was in fact better.  The last insult she hurled at me was ;"You thank too much of yourself!"

You idiot!   *****  you were never that dumb! You just hoped I was!  You just wanted to get  safely into your grave before you were called out, held accountable.  There is no such thing as safely dead.  No, I don't like you and I don't like anyone that likes you or your kind.

Weren't you all paying attention?  Hershel Walker did not get to UGA because America had a sudden change of heart, finally wanted to grant equality to all men.  America (Georgia) wanted to win!

I saw Hershel!  I was blown away and I am black.  Of course he could marry a white woman!  Did you see that ************* run!?  Phenomenal!  Tiger Woods, Michael Jordan, Michael Jackson, Will Smith, Cam Newton, on and on.  There are so many  people of color that transcend color and racial identification that it becomes obvious to the simplest mental midget, GOD cares nothing about race, gender, age, or wealth.

What good is your money?  It can not cure  your cancer.   Yes, America has cancer, cancer of the heart. If you are bragging about bombing innocent people until the sand glows in the dark.  You don't sound Presidential, you sound like a drunken redneck at a Klan rally.

Your money  can not  stop the day GOD calls us home and obviously it can not buy intelligence.

Praise the LORD.

Bring me my shotgun!