I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Sunday, March 20, 2016

"Pay no attention to that magician."



It was all smoke and mirrors, mere parlor tricks.  Yes, your mother was a low whore.  Yes, the absolute worse.  satan will have to search hell over, thoroughly and s/he will still find few worse.

Swoon.   Go ahead, exhale.  Scream!  Scream to the top of your lungs.  Don't waste your time asking why,  just thank GOD for sparing your life.  The whore meant to take it.  That was her command.  Do understand, the same way you have always listened to me, heard my voice, your mother heard her father's (satan).  No, Martha was wayward,  always did the exact  opposite of everything her earthly father told her.  Yes, Martha delighted in torture.  Yes, she was a sadist.  Yes, not only did Martha Jane Walters enjoy inflicting excruciating pain, your saving grace was that it had to be done in  secret.  Martha's evil had to be clandestine.  Successful subterfuge impressed Martha.  It convinced her that she was brilliant.

Martha was lazy and unmotivated.  Never required to so much as wash a dish by her own mother , she associated "work" with punishment, torture.  That is why she had you washing dishes in scalding hot water by age five.

No, Martha was never the stupid coon she pretended to be.  "Slow simple imp"  is a ploy from the evil one.  No,  she was never color struck either.  As a matter of fact she envied your color, wished every day of her life that she looked like you.

Yes, she was dumb enough, ignorant and depraved enough to hate GOD's anointed.  No, it was never her idea.  Martha was a slave, a slave to her carnal vices.  Yes, she was very much ashamed of herself when she raped and physically abused her own babies.  She screamed inside her head, sometimes she actually cried real tears.  Just as quickly Martha would forget, go back to whoring, torturing.  (Second Thessalonians)

But, Martha never would, never could,  come to the truth.  The awful monstrosity Martha became was so hideous, so repulsive, she could not repent.  Every time Martha consciously allowed herself to recall just a few sick deeds she committed she burned with shame.

When you graduated from college on time, with honors and a virgin, Martha cried.  She dried up inside.  She remembered clearly everything she did secretly  to destroy you from your conception.  Martha could have admitted how human, how weak and ignorant she really was.  No, Martha decided to make your life worse.  Every year of your life, every year you survived and prospered,  Martha's heart ached.

Rather than admit that she was a loose woman, a pathological liar, Martha preferred to plot, to attempt to alter the lives of others through voodoo, soothe saying, Witchcraft.  Yes, she did impress herself.  Often astonished when she read the Tarot cards perfectly, her "Lucky hands" worked, got "customers" acquitted.

Martha was a false preacher and she did not ever preach Holy Ghost Power.  She preached fear, caution, secrecy.  She preached Hagar's children.  She did that attempting to persuade you to give up.  Luckily for you she went too far.  Murdering a good man like Jerome Walters and refusing to so much as say "excuse me" when she knew she was at death's door.

You do not want to associate with such a person children.  Do not honor her memory.  Do not lie and cloak for such a person.  How can GOD bless you?  How can (HE) reach?  How can GOD know that you are worthy of any blessings when you consciously and proudly uphold the person that deliberately destroyed your life?

What is wrong with you? Do you agree with her? "Choose ye this day whom thous shall serve!"

The lowest scummiest people that have ever walked the earth have deathbed confessions.  Not this harlot!

World, hate all you please.   Hate correctly.  Hate men and women that deliberately harm small innocent children.  Hate people that delight in torturing GOD's elect.  Hate nasty women like Martha.  A woman that bore five sons and deliberately deprived all of  them of any hope of ever enjoying any form of manhood.

I am rejoicing because I am healing from my many afflictions.  I have admitted it.  satan himself is ashamed of the monster he made, MARTHA JANE WALTERS!

Praise the LORD!

Saturday, March 19, 2016

War - City Country City

Hey to all my Trump loving former friends, pray.  Pray that you do not get the government you think you want.  Please do not demand a white male dominated government.

Please don't plan to fleece.  Do not stand there salivating , planning on devouring me, counting on me to remain ignorant and  racist.  Please do not count on me working either.  I do not wash windows, make beds, bust tables or wash dishes.  Why I do not do my own nails!    I do not make sure my own children study.  I just show up at the school and raise hell with the teachers, especially the black ones.

My children are spoiled.  They are rotten little lazy vipers.  They are just like me.  I am as phony as a three dollar bill.  I wear false hair, false nails, false eyelashes.  I am caked in makeup.  I am poured into this outfit with my artificial boobs pouring out.  I really hate my bored lying ass self.

I complain out of habit.   I make people miserable out of habit.   I cheat and lie.  I can not be satisfied.  But I am content to blame color, race, religion, gender, sexual orientation. on what is wrong with the world.    I will do anything but look in the mirror.

"Come Jesus"

Friday, March 18, 2016

Blame Me Don't Blame My Heart James & Bobby Purify

My first real "slow drag" with fine ass,  chiseled, Adonis ,  Earl *********!

Mercy!

Enjoy your youth children.  Common low life adults should be prevented from disturbing the joy of our youth.

Enjoy your youth.  When your time is up, your time is up.

I am so glad lecherous people have a harder time being lecherous. At least I hope they do.

I just posted an horrendous story on Face Book. A couple in Putnam County, (Eatonton) Georgia have been arrested and charged with cruelty to the disabled.  The woman's twenty-four year old daughter suffering from Cerebral Palsy was horribly abused by her.  Was found wasting away in her own filth covered with roaches, insects and excrement.

An anonymous caller tipped them off.   Why did the caller have to be anonymous? That woman is just like my mother.  That woman is afflicted with the exact same demonic spirit my mother carried.  These women are hideous monsters.  They would snatch your face off if they could.  You dare not approach them.

Your greatest joy is moving away from them.  You will have no ambition because every time you did something worthwhile they sabotaged it.  Not only did they deliberately ruin your chances but they let you know by playing the simple demonic coon.

I was still so very naive at seventeen; "Oh mother! Mrs Shoaf wants me to enter my writing in the Langston Hughes Literary contest. …. on and on"   Martha did not listen, just ignored me as was her custom.  Enslaved me, robbed me of my money and self esteem.  Every day I was just a little black bastard.  I wasn't shit and I was never going to be shit.  Too bad GOD made me so black.  What a tragedy.  My mother reminded me of how pathetically black I was every day.  She told me I was good looking,  that my shape would make a bulldog hug a hound., but I was REPUGNANT!  "Don't eva'expect no man to want'cha! You too black! It is a good thing you got good hair!"

My mother suggested that I should make some money off of my fine shape and beautiful hair.  That all of my beauty was going to go to waste anyway because I was so black the world would reject me.  She didn't reject me though.  She loved me any way. (as best she could, considering I was so ungodly black!)   It was not her fault that she had picked men that molested and raped me.  "Comman ass niggers!   …I wud hab kilt him if I had known!"  she lied repeatedly.

My mother was my friend, my confident.  She told me every one's business.  Only we knew the deep dark secrets of "mama's baby, daddy's maybe.".   Only we knew where all of the bodies were buried.  We laughed.

So, today a couple is arrested for crimes that my own mother would have freely committed against me given the exact same opportunity.  I looked at that woman's mugshot.  Evil!  I still can not look at pictures of my mother without seeing the awful evil that lurked inside her all the time.

Thank you granddaddy for your fervent prayers.  If it be your will LORD do not let me be the only remnant, my daughter the only one spared.

Praise the LORD!

WAR - Deliver The World [full album][HQ]

Of course Martha knew better.  That is why she was able to lie and hide so well.  What a shame.  How miserable she had to be.

I do hope our world changes.  I do pray more people will find the courage to tell the truth about their afflictions.  I pray more people will pray and have faith in GOD.

Dear LORD I am on my knees right now praying for every sexually abused child on this earth!  Deliver your children LORD!  Protect them from predatory men and women.  I pray a special prayer for all children with a mother such as mine.

Save the children LORD!

The power of discernment is real,






it can't be denied.  Look closely.  His eyes are dead.  There is no life there.  He is old, true, but his eyes are weary.  His spirit is combative.  Even he agrees that Trump must rebrand himself.  It can't be done.  My mother took herself from notorious whore to false preacher and raged when anyone reminded her she was a former whore.

We were just as miserable with her as a preacher as we were when she was just a  promiscuous whore. We had to live with Martha never being wrong.  We had to live with a ready apology, an instant gift, a condescending joke.  We lived with the ability to be the butt of her constant jokes, to be readily ridiculed.

I learned to never have any money.  To never be chosen, liked or appreciated.  Sure I was honored a few times.  I was Teacher of the Year.  That felt good.  I did not get one extra penny however.

Teachers are poverty stricken.  Single teachers, that is.  A one salaried, B.S. degreed, T-4 teacher is pretty much a very low wage earner.  Far too many intellectuals are forced to live in near poverty.

Something happened.  The middle class shrunk drastically. Money or no money I will trust GOD.  How much money do I need?  How many cars can I drive? How many houses can I sleep in?
What can any of us take with us?

Your name, you dignity, your word.  That is all you have.  I will not sellout to the likes of Donald Trump.  I know him.  I know his type.

If Donald Trump is supposed to be our President, if America prefers the likes of such  man, so be it.

Praise the LORD!



God Will Take Care Of You - Aretha Franklin, Gospel Greats 1999 album

For obvious  reasons this song was  often featured in the many funerals I was privileged to attend.  I say privileged jokingly meaning that it is fortunate to attend a funeral to pay your respect and not be your "last rites.".

My mother was a horrible woman.  Why is it so easy to say that now?  Her being dead has helped my level of courage tremendously.  That is awful.  When you are such an ogre you scare yourself.  When you are such a wretch you can brag about your many coat hanger abortions. and laugh.  Purely laugh.  Not have to put on pretend.  Dear LORD we have some problems, some of your ladies, your females, women, girls, baby daughters, are in trouble.

When you are such a mental midget you think unprotected freaky sex is the ultimate goal of your life , and demand to become a free marauding sexual predator among your own family! Something has gone wrong in the Kingdom of GOD.  The book of Revelation has been neglected.  Far too many "Christians" are practicing "religion" and all for the wrong reasons.

Far too many people attend "Church" "religiously", to be seen, to be counted among the faithful.  Too many "Christians" sit right in "Church" with hatred against their neighbor for the color of their skin.  Far too many"Christians" do believe in, do espouse  racial superiority.

Too many so called "Christians" espouse gender superiority, far too many "Christians" condemn homosexuals for doing what they do , for practicing the same sex acts they practice.  What lying hypocrites!

I must say that I am delighted that "homosexual" couples are now permitted to marry legally.  Separation of "Church" and Sate is provided for in the Constitution.  We can not demand our "Christian" values be upheld any more than Isis can demand all women wear *burchas.

No matter the weak level of anyone's education concerning Civics, we all know it is wrong to hate.  You may hate me, revile me, for the color of my skin.  You may pretend that you are better than I am.

You may change "Churches" often in order to avoid "worshipping" with people of other cultures.  GOD knows your heart.  (HE) knows my heart.   GOD know what time it is.  GOD loves all of us.  GOD loves people we consider unlovable.

GOD is so wonderful (HE) even loves pathological liars, malignant narcissists like my mother.  GOD is so wonderful (HE) loves poor broken men reduced to cowards, to mere shadows of men and women by their own mothers.

I am glad I wasn't there.  After many , many years I finally persuaded the Fayetteville Police Department to question my mother.  All hell broke loose.  My brother came unglued, panicked,  was screaming and crying over my crime of upsetting his mother.  Of my blatant stupidity , of calling the police on his saintly mother.

My brother actually called me dumb. "Mother said Someone from Georgia called them!  Dummy!  You know she gon' know it wuz you!"

"First of all I wasn't trying to hide …"  That is all I got to say.  He flew into his room and slammed the door. (A fat lot of good that will do, I thought. The MURDERING  Stanking whore MURDERED  my granddaddy in 1979!  She did it!  We all know she did it!  Who the fuck is this bitch!?  Why the fuck does she get to MURDER her own father!?  Is it because she calls herself some kind of WITCH DOCTOR!? Do I hail from the sorriest most pathetic do nothing family on earth?

"Pride goeth before  fall."

Is America falling? Or is AmeriKKKa falling?

"Come Jesus!"








Night Train!


All aboard!

Every parent should make sure their child has the opportunity to ride a passenger train.  What a trill!  I am glad I took my daughter on train rides around Stone Mountain,  the Zoo.  I am in awe because GOD gave us the opportunity to ride the train in Europe!

Once you take on the responsibility of becoming a parent it is time out for you.

If you are selfish, greedy or extremely whorish, don't have children you know you don't want and know damn well you are going to mistreat and torture!

Grandparents, see about your grandchildren.  You know your son or daughter is trifling, sadistic, ignorant, primitive, lying, common, what ever.  Face it.  "Watch as well as pray."  Please do not go for all that Jesus stuffed up in their lying mouth.

GOD holds us all culpable for what happens to our youth, our children.  Teachers, you know you are cranking out complete idiots, vipers.  What kind of lawmakers want to arm such idiots? Fellow idiots.

AmeriKKKa's kingdom has come.  It may be a good idea for every one to get their house in order.  We may all need to prepare to kiss our black ass goodbye.

Stop!

Stop letting whores like my mother get away with such.  We have the Internet now.  We have found each other.  Plus,   some of us grew old.  Some of these low sluts finally died! Some of us finally read and understood GOD's Word!

Praise the LORD!