BUDDY MILES - Them Changes

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

SATURDAY 9, 20/20

REJOICING! Witnessing The HOLY SPIRIT  do just what Jesus said. 'Fret not thyself because of evildoers, for soon they shall whither as the grass and be thrown in the furnace.'

Darling children, save yourself a lot of time, if one lie is in it, GOD/The HOLY SPIRIT/DIVINITY  , is not in it.

If there is any shame, guilt or fear in it, GOD is not in it.  "Know ye the Truth and be set free."

Think critically, stop obeying every pulpit pimp because they look good, have charisma, money, or a great Con game. Please look at their fruit.

I am sitting here BEAMING! REJOICING!  Warm in the glow of martha jane walters' BACKFIRE!

No, 'hoe, you didn't get away. No, you never fooled anybody. Sure, you damn sure terrorized us. Any wo/man that will go down of graves digging up dirt to hurt her own family is an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST! Rebuke that slut! Hurry up!

Family is not everything, Love is everything. Truth, honesty, the pursuit of righteousness is everything!

I was a small child when my grandFATHER, ROME WALTERS,  taught me, taught us , that :"Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient."  In other words, most people are faithless cowards, deaf, dumb, blind, jealous, envious sheep.

If you think anyone in my family shall ever admit martha jane walters was never more than a demon possessed incestuous pedophile that murdered her own father, forget it.  The low whore emasculated all five of her sons for her unjust cause!

The Truth! "Trust no man!" Trust the HOLY SPIRIT!  "In all thy getting, get understanding."

It is ALL in Divine Order.  The ridiculousness of racism is devouring this CONtry faster than I , the World, can keep up.  I shall not lie and pretend any of this shit it new.

RACISM IS DEMONIC!  And all those that live by it, swear by it, perpetuate and benefit from it,  are demonic! Yes, DEMON POSSESSED!

Of course demon possession is real.  As a matter of fact it is common knowledge. No, we don't want to admit it or face it. Yet here it is, a CONtry finally torn apart, a CONtry where a dullard of a dictator is determined to take this CONtry by storm , using hatemongers to terrorize black people.

Well, let GOD's will be done. All I know is, GOD is good all the time.  All the time GOD is good!

The HOLY SPIRIT  enabled me, equipped me, protected me from a mongrel monstrosity!  A sick demented whore that took delight in stalking and attempting to destroy me for sixty-two years.

I rejoice because it BACKFIRED! 

Put your trust in HOLY GHOST, never lying,  manipulative man.

martha jane walters was a "root worker" and an ordained pastor. That was her tragic mistake. 'Be ye hot or cold or get spewed.'  No one can serve two masters. 'You will hate one and love the other.'  

There exists no balance. Oil and water can't mix.  You are either righteous or you are wicked. You are Wheat or you are chaff. If you are lukewarm , you are useless.

Yes, my "mother" was always DMONIC! Always up to mischief, something carnal, perverted, sick and demented. That is,  until Sunday. Every damn Sunday that Cain/Jezebel spirited, prostituting, despicable,  nymphomaniac whore,  turned into Mother Theresa for eight or nine hours.

Oh, this whore woke all of us up very early in the morning, blasted us up  out of the bed, screaming; "You black ass niggers, git your black ass up! You black muthafuckers know I got to pray."

Hilarious! s/he forced all of us to gather around the dining room table as s/he read long ass Scripture and prayed "prayers" so damn long the grease on our grits would jell and turn white.

Next, we were all forced to recite a Bible verse from memory.   Except for one bother, he was just as much a bully, and "keeper of secrets"  as s/he was. "Jesus wept" was his verse. None of us were allowed to repeat it or take it.  The low whore for satan deliberately let him slide.

I , on the other hand took pride in memorizing the longest passages I could find.

At any rate, martha jane walters remained untrustworthy, despicable and demon possessed , no matter her religious bullshit.

Were we wrong to take mjw's abuse so long? No, we were in preparation.   Would I have ever been inclined to so much as ever pick up a Bible,  without the cross , that low whore for satan, that birthed me, forced me to bear?

Would I have clung to her lies like m a g a ERs cling to their Teflon Demon? Probably not,  without my birther's unending terror and secret persecution?

Say what you want to say, martha jane walters was good at her "conjuring" game. s/he was slick. s/he was a viper. s/he did exactly what satan sent her here to do.

s/he is finally dead now and because of her I know GOD is real!

"Do not sit at a table where hate is being served."  Serving hatred on a silver platter does not make it more paliable. Actually it makes it more disgusting.  martha was a wo/man of extremely low character. Disgusting Repugnant! Putrid! Revolting! Intolerable! Truly something Wicked!

Wickedness s/he forced all of her many, many victims to overlook. The Truth is I refuse to associate with or be offended by people that love, honor or cloak for that sick, sick, cretin.

GOD  delivered Daniel from the Lion's den. [HE} rescued the Hebrew children from the fiery furnace and [HE] delivered me from a succubus, a sick sadistic, demon possessed albatross, an incestuous pedophile Murderer!

Praise the Living LORD! Won't [HE] do it! Yes! GOD WILL MAKE YOUR (SECRET) ENEMIES YOUR FOOTSTOOL, JUST ASK HIM!

BEAMING!!!

The Color Purple (1/6) Movie CLIP - Sisters Separated (1985) HD

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

FRIDAY, MAY 8, 20/20

This is exactly how I feel: WHY!!!?  Why was some haint , some carnal pervert , SOME SICK , PSYCHOTIC DEMON POSSESSED PATHOLOGICAL LIAR permitted to hold six of her live births hostage,  forever?

Why?  "It is all in Divine Order". While that abomination to The HOLY GHOST  did slither on this Good Earth for eighty-seven years , eleven months and fifteen days, s/he didn't win.

While mjw always bragged that s/he was winning, deep inside s/he was full of self loathing, ignorance, pride, jealousy, gluttony and greed.

Yes, like far too many pastors and clergy, s/he preached for cover. mjw never had anything but deep hatred for Almighty GOD.  Yes, the idiot blamed GOD for all nine of her illegitimate  pregnancies in a straight row.

No, it was not her fault. martha entertained us for hours declaring how niggers weren't shit.  How s/he was tricked and set up by all of our fathers, six different men. Some good, some bad, some just as perverted as her low common ass.

At any rate, "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." What a HORROR, HORROR, HORROR  martha jane walters always was.

Certainly s/he was feared. Flushing, scalding, burning, branding , sexually molesting her OWN CHILDREN! Then running her stanking lying ass up in some Church EVERY ************* SUNDAY  pretending to be the exact opposite of what s/he was.

As an ordained paster mjw certainly preached repentance but , s/he never believed one word s/he spewed for cover.  When it came time to die, mjw was not ready. There was no way s/he was confessing of her filth.

"Fine with me!"  We are what we are. No, we are seldom what we say we are. I just want this World to know,  Christ Lovers, the righteous are never forsaken.

Yes, I totally forgave her but , I never forgot. That creature, that cretin, demanded I forget it. DEMANDED THAT WE  Bow down to her for crumbs. Bow down to her, place myself under her crusty demonic feet. 

Yes, martha preached falsely . Never ever got off of her knees collecting "dust" to destroy all the righteous people s/he thought GOD loved.

The HOLY GHOST  SavedSaved me! Snatched me right out of her demonic clutches.  

BEAMING!!!

The Davis Sisters - "Twelve Gates To The City"

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

FRIDAY, MAY 8, 20/20

This is the kind of Church I grew up in.  Yes, I loved it, all eight, nine ten, twelve hours straight.
My "mother", my family loved the Church.

Yes, I attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Z Church for eighteen years in a straight row. I doubt I missed three Sundays total.  Yes, I looked forward to it even if I had to sit on hard benches, shoo wasps and flies.

Yes, I sat under Rev. Ethel V. McIver for hours and hours. I did love her even if she was long winded.  At any rate , the good food and music made my day.  Made my life tolerable. Who knew we were being held captive by an evil, demonic, sadistic, incestuous, pedophile "root working" whore?

(THE HOLY SPIRIT)

How could any one in this world tell? When martha jane walters stepped out of her house , s/he stepped out decked. Yes, that low secret whore for satan always wore the finest "raiment", garments.

Always drove the finest, longest, most expensive automobiles.  Always spoke eloquently, always carried herself as the most refined lady of virtue on earth.

All lies! martha was a straight sick ass , loose ass demon , on her never ending  prowl for victims for eighty-eight years!

As a child I was always puzzled by my monster's deep, vocal hatred for Rev. McIver.  I do understand now, mjw was truly jealous. Rev McIver was truly a VIRTUOUS WOMAN.  AN ACTUAL REAL LIFE, IN THE FLESH VIRGIN!

Something NYMPHOMANIAC martha could never be.

 mjw had a need to be envied, DEMANDED IT WITH A VENGENCE! Yes, mjw always demanded any and everyone in our family kiss her "yalla ass" and shut the fuck up.

No, s/he was not going to be criticized, stopped, thwarted or prevented in any way.  So s/he thought. Yes, mjw was quick to cherry pick Scripture to manipulate, connive, and coerce to get her way.  What did mjw want? Your money, all money!

Your joy, your happiness, your life.  That was the tax we had to pay to martha for keeping us, for being kind enough to not flush us down the toilet.  I wonder how many children have to listen to their "mother" brag about how many babies s/he deliberately killed , flushed, while the low whore has her hand out on Mother's Day?

Yes, mjw was a predator, a user and exploiter. s/he had NO morals, none what so ever, EVER!

Did I fear her or did I fear the Truth? Why did I have to suffer fifty-eight years before I gently, kindly, humbly , inquired about my pain, her sexual perversion?

Why did s/he curse me worse than that orange maggot,  occupying the white house curses all of his truth telling detractors?  "For it is written."

"Many. are called, few are chosen."  Christianity is tainted! Very, very, few preachers are sincere. Most are reaching for the money.  Very few "Christians" are sincere Christ lovers. Most "Christians" are in it for the money.

"Ye shall know them by their fruit."  "Look well to your going..." "Come ye out from among them."

BEAMING!!!

The Rascals - It's A Beautiful Morning

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
FRIDAY, MAY 8, 20/20

"FRET NOT THYSELF BECAUSE OF EVILDOERS"

My own evil, heavy laden, demon possessed, sadistic, carnal, perverted, pathological lying, murdering, raping, robbing, molesting, psychotic, malignant narcissist of a "mother" taught me that.

Yes, the low whore for satan was always quoting the Bible while making sure s/he did not ever practice what s/he preached.

Awesome! Awesome! It is still a beautiful morning

"I came to myself"
"I saw the Light"
I put all of my trust in The HOLY SPIRIT,  never lying, predatory, jealous, envious man.

No, WE are not forsaken
I have never been forsaken!
Of course I have been very disappointed, actually heart broken, OVER AND OVER FOR SIXTY-TWO YEARS JUST as my evil captor intended

Of course martha jane walters was evil, completely demon possessed.  s/he should have been, the low whore for satan earned every demon s/he collected

No, no one could keep her stanking , lying, PERVERTED , incestuous pedophile ass off of murdered men's graves collecting "dust" to chunk on every one she envied

Yes , mjw chunked dust on US, piled cruelty on US,  stripped US  buck ass naked, beat US savagely , then darED  US to even remember it

WE better not tell!

Criticize martha jane walters for anything, say anything s/he interpreted as advice, admonishment, or correction

Prepare for  days and days  of HORROR
THAT LOW SLUT WOULD SCREAM, AND SCREAM

WOULD PITCH THE MOST DEMONIC FIT
 I PRAY YOU NEVER HAVE TO WITNESS

YES
IT IS STILL A BEAUTIFUL MORNING
 THAT LOW WHORE FOR sATAN IS NO LONGER SLITHERING ON THIS EARTH SEEKING WHOM s/HE MIGHT DESTROY

YES
hER TWIN IS UP NEXT!

PRAISE THE LORD
FOR ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL MORING

I AM BASKING IN THE GLOW OF THE BACKFIRE

YES 
I AM BEAMING BECAUSE I AM WARNING THE EVILDOERS OF THIS EARTH

BOW DOWN
YOUR TIME IS UP
 THAT LITTLE ORANGE MAGGOT OCCUPYING THE WHITE HOUSE EXPOSED YOU

You can serve man or you can serve The HOLY GHOST
YOU CAN NOT SERVE BOTH
CHOOSE YE THIS DAY WHOM YE SHALL SERVE
THE wHITE MAN THAT CLAIMS TO BE SUPERIOR TO ALMIGHTY GOD
OR 
OUR LIVING LORD

SHALL YOU EMBRACE THE TRUTH OR COWER FEARING DEMONS

 WE ALL HAVE FREE WILL!

Dear deaf, dumb , blind sheep,

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES ***

Thursday, May 7, 20/20

Dear deaf, dumb, blind sheep
"You have not because you ask not" 
Black People, ALL People 
git up off of your ashy knees begging satan for shit
fuck satan in his lying color struck ass

If you really love Christ and have never read your Bible
Just Shut the fuck up , you stanking lying predatory hypocrite
 If you are still lying and cloaking for your old whorish ass, pathological lying, sadistic , nymphomaniac  "mother"

You deserve to suffer

COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM 

BE NOT ENVIOUS OF WAYS OF THE OPPRESSOR

IF YOU WORSHIP AT THE FEET OF WHITE, NOT RIGHT, YOU DESERVE TO SUFFER

YOU HAVE NOT BECAUSE YOU ASK NOT
YOU RANK PEOPLE BY COLOR
YOU RANK PEOPLE BY GENDER 
YOU RANK PEOPLE BY WEALTH

AND YOU KNOW BETTER

YOU PUT ALL YOUR TRUST IN PULPIT PIMPS BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO LAZY, AND LETHARGIC TO READ AND STUDY FOR YOURSELF

KEEP BEGGING WHITE PEOPLE FOR THE SAME SHIT THEY GET FOR FREE
KEEP VOLUNTEERING TO BE A FOOTSTOOL

JUST REMEMBER, YOU HAVE NOT BECAUSE YOU ASK NOT

BEAMING
BEAMING
BEAMING

The Davis Sisters - Twelve Gates To The City

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Thursday, May 7, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

While that orange piece of dog shit is strutting, prancing, peddling his poison,

got great plans of GENOCIDE

Don't worry about him

GOD GOT THIS!

ALL HIS LITTLE ORANGE MAGGOTS ARE GOING TO GET EXACTLY WHAT THEY DESERVE

YES CHILDREN

YES CHILDREN

THE EVILDOER CAN NOT WIN

I WAS HELD CAPTIVE BY THE EXACT EVIL DEMONIC CAIN/JEZEBEL SPIRIT FOR SIXTY  TWO YEARS

EVERY LOW LIFE COMMON SCHEME THAT COMMON AS BAT SHIT WHORE  CONJURED UP , TRIED,  ON ME FAILED

GOD IS SEPARATING THE WHEAT FROM THE TARES

IF YOU BE A VOLUNTEER TARE

WHO GIVES A SHIT?

KNOW YOUR TRUTH AND BE SET FREE

IF THAT LOW SLUT MARTHA JANE WALTERS PRETENDED TO LOVE AND NURTURE YOU

REUKE THAT STANKING DEAD,  PUTRID , ROOT WORKER, JEALOUS HATER AND BE SET FREE

YES, YES, YES

I'M HEALING

YES, YES, YES, 

THE HOLY SPIRIT SNATCHED MY BLINDERS OFF

 BEAMING

BEAMING

BEAMING

Let God Abide

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Wednesday, May 6, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! When I tell you ,  I am on Fire with The HOLY GHOST,  just believe me.  When I testify of the goodness of GOD, please believe me. When I declare it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER, BELIEVE ME!

GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYY! My soul is on Fire! I can't contain it! I am jubilant! JUBILANT! An old slewfooted, sick, demented, psychotic sadist, not only birthed me , persecuted, tortured and did everything in her sick, demented, demon possessed power to destroy me for SIXTY-TWO YEARS!

The low stanking whore lied on GOD! The evil , stanking mental midget had the fucking nerve to use her punny ass voodoo on Almighty GOD, invoking GOD , martha jane walters was so depraved, so jealous and envious , s/he did in fact frequent "graveyards" collecting dust from murdered men's graves to "dust" people she wanted to destroy.

No, martha jane walters never put her "roots" on white racists, or on any evil doer,  that low life slut for satan, martha jane walters,  came to destroy everyone in her family s/he thought GOD loved,  blessed. If martha jane walters thought you were better looking, more intelligent, or blessed in any way, THAT SELFISH , MONGREL MONSTROSITY,  martha would rush in dragging demon after demon  to destroy you, to decimate you, to rip you from limb to limb, to crucify you, just for her sadistic pleasure.

 Yes, the low sick , demented whore took pleasure in ripping her own family apart, from totally destroying the six children  s/he birthed , seeking sick revenge for something we didn't do.

Not one of us every opened her legs to carnal lust. None of us volunteered to take "Spanish Fly" to justify  or satisfy her NYMPHOMANIA.

Yes, the low whore for satan always pretended to believe s/he hated us for ruining her life.  That low slut  always knew better.   martha always knew s/he was lazy, immoral, greedy, untrustworthy, and severely lacking in  intellectual stamina.

 The low cowardly whore just loved evil, loved satan more than s/he loved  herself. martha jane walters loved practicing evil more than s/he loved life. More than s/he loved her mother, father, "eleven head"  of children and kin.

Yes , martha jane walters is in the ground now,  rotting in her unrepentant grave . Praise the LORD, s/he was so evil, so deceitful , so manipulative and conniving , the dumb slut cheated herself out of salvation.

World, martha jane walters was Color Struck !  (Just like the so called potus) The slut was Color Struck precisely because s/he was DEMON POSSESSED.

World, you can follow that Color Struck , sick, demented Judas goat into captivity , at your own peril, if you want to.  I won't!

Struggling to survive that sick , pile of dog shit,  that held me captive for Sixty-two years,  made me strong,  "it" enlightened me! Opened my eyes! Jesus  told us our enemies would be of our own household! Listen to Jesus! PRAISE THE LORD!

BEAMING!